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gray rain Mar 19
Maybe this world is the fiery pit we all fear?
For our temptation is what makes everything wrong;
**** is a place of torment and punishment.
We cannot even love for this is sin.
We cannot even love for that is sin!
We cannot love because everything moral is immoral.
Every death is punishment,
every natural crisis a reflection of all wrongdoing
and yet it could all be worse.
We are supposed to believe it could all be worse.
We are supposed to be moral and repent when we are not!
But... we can never stop repenting because we never know when we will die!
We must repent of all sin.
We never know when we will receive our final punishment.
We never know morality because everything is immoral.
Love is immoral, love is the cause of pain, love is the reason for conflict, love is the reason for sin, love is the reason we are already in ****.
I've been thinking about the turmoil in the current world all conflict is based on passion and love except that love and passion is for different things. This world is a world of extremes nothing will ever be agreed upon and so there will be constant punishment and misery thrown at anyone, it seems to follow the same ideas of what I imagine **** to be like.
gray rain Oct 2018
I wish I could do everything again
Be successful,
Be happy,
But I fail to see how going back in time could even make a difference.
The only think that could change things is more time
More time to learn,
Learn from the many mistakes I made,
More time to decide what's actually best
More time to learn how to be independent
More time to be happy
But there is no more time
Everything's happening now but I'm slowly falling behind, behind time, behind where I should be
Behind where I want to be
I wish everything could slow down
gray rain Oct 2018
I feel hollow when I think about you
Turn out the lights
There's noone beside me
Knowing tommorow I'll see you
Does nothing

It does nothing because when you're around a weight is lifted
You know how it feels
From the other side of the class there's an air of calmness
When your not there sadness seeps in
I try to not look back but you're there, I need to know you're there

I feel hollow when I think about you
Turn out the lights
There's noone beside me
Knowing tommorow I'll see you
Does nothing

It does nothing because I saw you today
I know you're more relaxed around me now
You smile now
It's like we have something in common
It's like what I said, how I feel
Had some connection with you
I give you time but time can only last so long

I feel hollow when I think about the future
knowing the lights are fading
I won't see you tommorow, or next week or next month
It's been a while since I wrote anything, especially something that wasn't filled with anger. I guess it's sad but the same time the sadness is overruled by the possibility of it having a positive impact on the person it's about. Sometimes how you feel is better being shared.
gray rain Jun 2018
I hate as much as I love
Not neutral
I feel separated on single things
A paradox
I can't be 3 and 7
I have to be 5
gray rain May 2018
Everything's Superficial
They ask if I'm okay
If I say no
They don't want to know
When I try explain myself
They apply it to themselves
It's too difficult to understand something you don't know
Something you cannot be taught or feel

You have to accept you made a mess before you clean it up
Yeah I threw hot chocolate at you
Just like you tell me I'm having a break down
Just like you say I can "talk" to you
Just like you don't want to accept something's bothering you

Everything's Superficial
Until you find someone who cares
gray rain Mar 2018
A creative mind dies
When it's unable to express itself outside,
It's confused inside
And can't decide

Conflict on what you "should be"
and what you are
Indecision in what you want,
Bothered by things you don't care about;
Constant anxiety.
gray rain Jan 2018
I'm over it I guess I could say
take her back
forgive her

It's been a week of haunted nights
take her back
Forgive her

You can't trust anyone else
take her back
Forgive her

You can't trust anyone
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