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~~¤~~ I heard your cry Oh, Paris From the hundred of bodies that fell on your ground I heard the sobbing of your neighbors I saw the tears of all the eyes watching you You were trying to  move on from the tragic Charlie Hebdo Attack But here you are again- Broken and bruised And my heart is breaking My tears are rolling down my face As I utter  a thousand why's But... I still hear the weeping from afar- Palestine and Syria are still mourning for the death of their children, India Heat Wave that killed more than two thousand, The hundreds of migrants killed in sinking ship in the Mediterranean Sea, The TransAsia Airways Flight 235 Crash in Taiwan, The Germanwings Flight 9525 Crash into the French Alps, The Earthquake in Nepal, The Amtrak Train Derail in Philadelphia, The Warehouse Explosion that killed a hundred in China, The Reporter and Cameraman Killed live on TV, The Refugee crisis, The Hajj Pilgrimage Tragedy near Mecca The series of calamities and tragedies in different parts of my dear Philippines- The families of thousands of dead people are still in agony These tragedies around the world Gave those places the deepest cuts upon the bellies of the mothers Wounds that connect to the hearts And create scars that might be fresh until now The world is in pain And here are my tears again I am praying for the world Can we listen to those cries and open our hearts? Let us  pray for you,  dear Paris And for other places wich are still in misery Let us pray for the world. ~~¤~~
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Nov 15, 2015
Nov 15, 2015 at 6:18 AM UTC
Pray for the World
~~¤~~ I heard your cry Oh, Paris From the hundred of bodies that fell on your ground I heard the sobbing of your neighbors I saw the tears of all the eyes watching you You were trying to  move on from the tragic Charlie Hebdo Attack But here you are again- Broken and bruised And my heart is breaking My tears are rolling down my face As I utter  a thousand why's But... I still hear the weeping from afar- Palestine and Syria are still mourning for the death of their children, India Heat Wave that killed more than two thousand, The hundreds of migrants killed in sinking ship in the Mediterranean Sea, The TransAsia Airways Flight 235 Crash in Taiwan, The Germanwings Flight 9525 Crash into the French Alps, The Earthquake in Nepal, The Amtrak Train Derail in Philadelphia, The Warehouse Explosion that killed a hundred in China, The Reporter and Cameraman Killed live on TV, The Refugee crisis, The Hajj Pilgrimage Tragedy near Mecca The series of calamities and tragedies in different parts of my dear Philippines- The families of thousands of dead people are still in agony These tragedies around the world Gave those places the deepest cuts upon the bellies of the mothers Wounds that connect to the hearts And create scars that might be fresh until now The world is in pain And here are my tears again I am praying for the world Can we listen to those cries and open our hearts? Let us  pray for you,  dear Paris And for other places wich are still in misery Let us pray for the world. ~~¤~~
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Big Four Railroad In the past a little one had an interest in this story and one of the racers and the longest freight train The race team was in the living room and their story was being read from the paper mother clueless We laughed and snickered about our secret that old engineer was proud of us we were not vain Down the hill we sped past Bino’s station across Jackson the B&O; he was high balling we had to pour it On between the two tracks he was closing the gap he had nothing to lose but his pride for us it was Curtains the long black limo a one way ride we streaked the line fifteen feet to spare we just stopped And turned what a salutation from the engineer half hanging out the widow of that great engine his Balled fist a shaking you sons with the deafening roar of that train so close we didn’t get to hear the rest And the train carried him on down the track so Jerry and Larry and the other guy continued on to the Swimming pool pleased with our speed we forgot about it until on the front of the paper in the bottom corner it read three Pana youths out run train I guess the old engineer cooled off as he sailed on down The track we didn’t know he talked to the tower as he passed so we didn’t get first prize or a blue Ribbon but in a small way we entered into the great and wonderful tales of train lore along with Jessie and Frank I told you when in trouble I had three actions fight talk or run that day the running won the Day for these three amigos this memory was triggered by that same old paper this time it was talking About the Amtrak detour I remember those passengers all those years ago setting there in their seats flying through our town and the hook and the mail sack from the tower where that old bakery could be smelled all night all the way out at the park as we watched tables for old F.S. Refinery I’m glad we didn’t race a passenger train or this would be a hamburger story enjoy G.H.
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Jan 8, 2012
Jan 8, 2012 at 11:53 PM UTC
Big Four Railroad
Big Four Railroad In the past a little one had an interest in this story and one of the racers and the longest freight train The race team was in the living room and their story was being read from the paper mother clueless We laughed and snickered about our secret that old engineer was proud of us we were not vain Down the hill we sped past Bino’s station across Jackson the B&O; he was high balling we had to pour it On between the two tracks he was closing the gap he had nothing to lose but his pride for us it was Curtains the long black limo a one way ride we streaked the line fifteen feet to spare we just stopped And turned what a salutation from the engineer half hanging out the widow of that great engine his Balled fist a shaking you sons with the deafening roar of that train so close we didn’t get to hear the rest And the train carried him on down the track so Jerry and Larry and the other guy continued on to the Swimming pool pleased with our speed we forgot about it until on the front of the paper in the bottom corner it read three Pana youths out run train I guess the old engineer cooled off as he sailed on down The track we didn’t know he talked to the tower as he passed so we didn’t get first prize or a blue Ribbon but in a small way we entered into the great and wonderful tales of train lore along with Jessie and Frank I told you when in trouble I had three actions fight talk or run that day the running won the Day for these three amigos this memory was triggered by that same old paper this time it was talking About the Amtrak detour I remember those passengers all those years ago setting there in their seats flying through our town and the hook and the mail sack from the tower where that old bakery could be smelled all night all the way out at the park as we watched tables for old F.S. Refinery I’m glad we didn’t race a passenger train or this would be a hamburger story enjoy G.H.
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my mom called, i cried by the dhall, on facetime been thinking about how lucky we are to be alive even if to deal with mornings and swollen eyes even if dad's always on the night shift, even with this big rift caused by the distance and the lack of time just because we made out once doesn't mean you're mine i got glimpses of a pink top, my blanket of a jacket i bet it would look classier if you were wearing it but you're distant and cold and partying is getting old i'm forever out of polaroid film and cheap distractions so i took an amtrak home, straight from south station the flight back to boston was short but still exhausting and when i walk home alone, the silence is unsettling seems we're both better than i thought at method acting
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Feb 28, 2024
Feb 28, 2024 at 1:21 AM UTC
late july messiness
You are as tall and beautiful as the Singer Building in New York City, But your father calls you mustard seed. The slits on your wrist spell out save me. She protested black is no longer a color, but her insides, And if her mom''s job is saving lives, why isn't she saving her daughter's? When her mom hugged her it stung- The needle and ink stippled in her back the expectations placed on her. Her kitchen is a court where her parents find her guilty of being a teenager. Her parents don't introduce her by name, But by her future vocation. The pretentious white picket fence and a dog that barks when you call it Max are distilled with dreams of catching the next Amtrak to California. She spends twenty minutes a day cutting the rope her mother has involuntarily wrapped around her neck- Choking out the little identity left She screams, "Stop tearing down my infrastructure!"
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Apr 17, 2015
Apr 17, 2015 at 5:15 PM UTC
Condemned
There are 140,490 miles of railroad in the United States, 21,000 miles of Amtrak rails, Amtrak owns 2,142 railway cars plus 425 locomotives, only one station near Atlanta, (the ones by Toccoa, Jesup, and Savannah don’t ******* count) and just the two of us. My point is: There’s a good chance I’ll see you again someday Maybe plans will never work out, and I won’t have you in my life the way I’d like. Maybe we’ll grow into two completely different lives, but we promise to meet up every five years. Maybe we both just disappear for a while, and just happen upon the same town/train station one day. Maybe we’ll never be close friends, or lovers, but maybe, just maybe, there’s a good chance I’ll see you again someday. When I was young, I used to follow the train tracks. For miles and miles and miles, just waiting for my train to take me away. And when I got home I’d have so many stories to tell. I saw two dogs ******* And a family of opossums, And a dead deer, And a really pretty bug, (And I got you some flowers but I dropped them, when I thought the dogs were chasing me) But your parents would always get mad at me for disappearing when they’re supposed to be watching me until my mom gets home. And they’d tell me, “do you have any idea how upset she’d be if she knew you ran off like that?” And I’d apologize for going off by myself And they’d say, “We forgive you. We won’t tell her Just this once.” But they’d never never hear me when I tried to tell them: I can’t help it. There’s a big, beautiful, country out there …and I want to see it. Then when I got older, I kept following the train tracks. For miles and miles and miles. Except now, I was a little more grown up. I didn’t just disappear anymore, walking along the tracks. No, I had responsibilities and obligations and most of all, a little money. So, this time, I actually got to ride the train. So my trains took me away, And when I got home I had so many stories to tell. I saw two drunks ******* And a family of musicians, And a ****** on the nod, And a really pretty tree, (And I got you some jewelry, but I dropped it, When I thought the drunks were chasing me) But more than all of that, I saw a girl. She was beautiful and funny and kind and smart. But they didn’t have time to listen to my stories, About the drunks and the tree and the girl, Because we had responsibilities and obligations. So I didn’t even bother Trying to tell them, I have to go back. There’s a big, beautiful, country out there …and I have to see it. So, I don’t know if I’ll see you again, or If I’ll get to follow all the train tracks I want, But there are 140,490 miles of railroad in the United States, And it’s a big, beautiful country out there, So it might be planned, Or by mistake, Or luck, Or divine providence, But I think I hope I pray There’s a good chance I’ll see you again someday.
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Dec 10, 2014
Dec 10, 2014 at 10:26 PM UTC
140,490 Miles (Train Tracks)
There are 140,490 miles of railroad in the United States, 21,000 miles of Amtrak rails, Amtrak owns 2,142 railway cars plus 425 locomotives, only one station near Atlanta, (the ones by Toccoa, Jesup, and Savannah don’t ******* count) and just the two of us. My point is: There’s a good chance I’ll see you again someday Maybe plans will never work out, and I won’t have you in my life the way I’d like. Maybe we’ll grow into two completely different lives, but we promise to meet up every five years. Maybe we both just disappear for a while, and just happen upon the same town/train station one day. Maybe we’ll never be close friends, or lovers, but maybe, just maybe, there’s a good chance I’ll see you again someday. When I was young, I used to follow the train tracks. For miles and miles and miles, just waiting for my train to take me away. And when I got home I’d have so many stories to tell. I saw two dogs ******* And a family of opossums, And a dead deer, And a really pretty bug, (And I got you some flowers but I dropped them, when I thought the dogs were chasing me) But your parents would always get mad at me for disappearing when they’re supposed to be watching me until my mom gets home. And they’d tell me, “do you have any idea how upset she’d be if she knew you ran off like that?” And I’d apologize for going off by myself And they’d say, “We forgive you. We won’t tell her Just this once.” But they’d never never hear me when I tried to tell them: I can’t help it. There’s a big, beautiful, country out there …and I want to see it. Then when I got older, I kept following the train tracks. For miles and miles and miles. Except now, I was a little more grown up. I didn’t just disappear anymore, walking along the tracks. No, I had responsibilities and obligations and most of all, a little money. So, this time, I actually got to ride the train. So my trains took me away, And when I got home I had so many stories to tell. I saw two drunks ******* And a family of musicians, And a ****** on the nod, And a really pretty tree, (And I got you some jewelry, but I dropped it, When I thought the drunks were chasing me) But more than all of that, I saw a girl. She was beautiful and funny and kind and smart. But they didn’t have time to listen to my stories, About the drunks and the tree and the girl, Because we had responsibilities and obligations. So I didn’t even bother Trying to tell them, I have to go back. There’s a big, beautiful, country out there …and I have to see it. So, I don’t know if I’ll see you again, or If I’ll get to follow all the train tracks I want, But there are 140,490 miles of railroad in the United States, And it’s a big, beautiful country out there, So it might be planned, Or by mistake, Or luck, Or divine providence, But I think I hope I pray There’s a good chance I’ll see you again someday.
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The journey through time The railing that became mine It was the Amtrak Broadway Limited experience New York City to Chicago in endurance Railing all the way The Diesel engine and the passenger cars A Diner aboard but had to go far A journey into tomorrow My story on morrow Speeding through the Amish fields One wave in the greetings deal A nighttime approach Sleeping good in my coach Crossing flashing signal lights The whole ride being a sight In the distance Chicago stands tall The Sears Tower being the observation for all The train finally puts into Chicago Union Station My 7 days vacation being the indication I stepped off the train Chicago is far from being plain My return trip home to New York will be by train My everlasting memories in what will remain.
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Apr 26, 2014
Apr 26, 2014 at 4:56 PM UTC
MY ADVENTURE ON THE BROADWAY LIMITED
It was aboard the Amtrak Crescent train to Atlanta and New Orleans Railing tracks being a vacation to not look back There were stops the train made But as night had fallen needing no shade I was sitting in coach folks, suddenly the train made an immediate stop A passenger on the train wanted this be a “Death Knot” Immediately the conductor ran through the train The train remained still for a while There was no one walking idle The passenger wanted to commit suicide and jump off Another Conductor saw the passengers and avoided the attempt The passenger wanted the situation to be “Passenger leaps to his Death” But life was for him to live Death wasn’t make a call The passenger was subdued in stall The train proceeded on I don’t know how, but the train was on schedule and arrived where it belonged Fate that could have come too late It simply wasn’t the passenger’s time fitting the slate.
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Feb 16, 2017
Feb 16, 2017 at 9:38 AM UTC
LET THIS BE MY LAST TRAIN RIDE - TRUE STORY
Blank man...... Mind full of emptiness.. Aqua man.. Mind full of water... Bat man... Mind full of wealth... Super man Mind full of Lois Lane... Speeding stoping amtrak trains... And she still on his brain Do you want that love do you desire that love Well my name is Clark Kent And I can acquire that Love Super human love Kind that God sent and save you from it all. You just be yourself Dont ever have to change And I'll provide you wealth For nothings out of range All the creatures in the sea Will envy you and me Cuz they will never have this love that makes us glad This super human love speeding train feeling Polar bear hugs No baby your not dreaming As I stated once before My name is Quentin Briscoe And Im your superman Your one and only hero....
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Apr 10, 2012
Apr 10, 2012 at 9:07 AM UTC
Lois Lane
The static havoc In my attic Is automatic And so emphatic Excruciating pain Roosting in rain Boosting the grain But flooding my lane While playing cosmic roulette I'm charged a clockwise debt Paid by traveling to my death Like anthrax on Amtrak The FBI can't track So the decay stacks Turning everything black Something's amiss In this blinding abyss That grabs my wrist And drains my bliss So I seek shelter But get peltered Helter skelter By the belters Tired of lies Afraid I'll die I see your eyes As a sweet surprise Then watch paint dry Unlike the tears I cry From the fear inside You'll hurt my pride Honestly You harvest me Until you're part of me Making it hard to see Where I'll be If you flee From my plea And just leave So I continue wheeling To my glass ceiling In need of timely healing I forget my frightened feeling And turn to hope Until you say nope A slippery slope With which I can't cope I thought I was saved Instead I feel shame From this disgraceful game Called you don't feel the same Which has gotten me lost Frozen in frost The coldest cost As garbage tossed You kindly offer your friendship Unable to kiss my friend's lips Unable to grab my friend's hips Unable to let myself slip I find something profound Traveling on ground With you around Safe and sound You offer insight Increasing my might By seeing the light When you are right You help me fight My perilous plight By making pain slight Removing my fright My perception of you is traveling On this road that is gravelly I once desired you madly Now others have had me But that doesn't change when I'm lonely I wish you would hold me Unable to forsake the old me I just continue traveling coldly
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Jul 26, 2018
Jul 26, 2018 at 7:22 PM UTC
Traveling
The static havoc In my attic Is automatic And so emphatic Excruciating pain Roosting in rain Boosting the grain But flooding my lane While playing cosmic roulette I'm charged a clockwise debt Paid by traveling to my death Like anthrax on Amtrak The FBI can't track So the decay stacks Turning everything black Something's amiss In this blinding abyss That grabs my wrist And drains my bliss So I seek shelter But get peltered Helter skelter By the belters Tired of lies Afraid I'll die I see your eyes As a sweet surprise Then watch paint dry Unlike the tears I cry From the fear inside You'll hurt my pride Honestly You harvest me Until you're part of me Making it hard to see Where I'll be If you flee From my plea And just leave So I continue wheeling To my glass ceiling In need of timely healing I forget my frightened feeling And turn to hope Until you say nope A slippery slope With which I can't cope I thought I was saved Instead I feel shame From this disgraceful game Called you don't feel the same Which has gotten me lost Frozen in frost The coldest cost As garbage tossed You kindly offer your friendship Unable to kiss my friend's lips Unable to grab my friend's hips Unable to let myself slip I find something profound Traveling on ground With you around Safe and sound You offer insight Increasing my might By seeing the light When you are right You help me fight My perilous plight By making pain slight Removing my fright My perception of you is traveling On this road that is gravelly I once desired you madly Now others have had me But that doesn't change when I'm lonely I wish you would hold me Unable to forsake the old me I just continue traveling coldly
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echoing in my head i am compelled my knee begins to pulse up and down my head weaves back and forth my shoulders they slide side to side the synth is the hot sand warming my feet compelling me to rest my face upon it like warm paper hot from the printer i lay my whole body in the sand the bass is an amtrak train from washington to new york flashing the swampy green and beautiful lakes across your eyes faster than a movie it is real the drums are a tiny room and i am a small red ball elated, uncontrollable i ricochet off every wall faster and faster the walls appear hard but are soft to the touch i close my eyes my hands are stretched out close to my sides, i see the world in four quadrants one is the beach... the sun now sets and an orange glow blinds me for a moment, through squinting eyes the majesty of the waves, rolling in orange, shocks me in a single orange beam straight through my heart and out into the other quadrants i turn my hips to reveal the second quadrant and i am suddenly on a train shooting through the air in front from metal tracks on the ground around me are trees climbing and sliding upwards their trunks rotating in slow circles the green grows and grows in moments it fills the world consuming my sight all is green for a moment and then the green shrinks forming corners as it disappears becoming a cube then the cube grows and in front of me grows a red door and it opens and again i am a bouncing red ball and for a moment i am fully present in bouncing then i fall, gravity ceasing and i am back standing with my hands to my sides and i see the fourth quadrant i see myself grinning and shaking swinging my whole body in random patterns in my chair, at my desk typing a poem on my computer
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Jan 27, 2015
Jan 27, 2015 at 10:50 PM UTC
Music
echoing in my head i am compelled my knee begins to pulse up and down my head weaves back and forth my shoulders they slide side to side the synth is the hot sand warming my feet compelling me to rest my face upon it like warm paper hot from the printer i lay my whole body in the sand the bass is an amtrak train from washington to new york flashing the swampy green and beautiful lakes across your eyes faster than a movie it is real the drums are a tiny room and i am a small red ball elated, uncontrollable i ricochet off every wall faster and faster the walls appear hard but are soft to the touch i close my eyes my hands are stretched out close to my sides, i see the world in four quadrants one is the beach... the sun now sets and an orange glow blinds me for a moment, through squinting eyes the majesty of the waves, rolling in orange, shocks me in a single orange beam straight through my heart and out into the other quadrants i turn my hips to reveal the second quadrant and i am suddenly on a train shooting through the air in front from metal tracks on the ground around me are trees climbing and sliding upwards their trunks rotating in slow circles the green grows and grows in moments it fills the world consuming my sight all is green for a moment and then the green shrinks forming corners as it disappears becoming a cube then the cube grows and in front of me grows a red door and it opens and again i am a bouncing red ball and for a moment i am fully present in bouncing then i fall, gravity ceasing and i am back standing with my hands to my sides and i see the fourth quadrant i see myself grinning and shaking swinging my whole body in random patterns in my chair, at my desk typing a poem on my computer
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A group of girls pass me by Dressed in their fancy dresses Talking about some guy Long island  girls I think Do they know a different world exists I'd rather listen to the hobo Strumming his guitar Singing  about his sorrows I give him a beer to forget life As I try to forget mine Amtrak to philadelphia departs at 730 Platform 4 says the screen Where are all these people traveling to? Am I drunk? I've only had few What happened to the days I could drink Am I old? Now I'm just thinking too much Time for another beer "That'll be 5 bucks!" (New York City, 6/30/2012)
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Aug 7, 2013
Aug 7, 2013 at 12:59 PM UTC
Penn Station and Beer
If you are standing you need to sit But if you are sitting, you are at where you need to be To start off, I am the adventurous type, but economical I was planning a vacation to Los Angeles by rail But continue to follow me throughout the trail I called Amtrak to see how much a compartment would cost, but remember this was in 1983 Boy did I get a price surprise! The Amtrak Travel Agent asked me if I was standing I told the Travel Agent I am standing across going across country The Travel Agent later stated, it’s not for your trip, but at the present state Now that I can relate I told the lady I was standing, but was informed, I need to sit for this The round trip compartment fare in 1983 was $1,100 I responded, that can’t be the price as I am getting the entire car But that wasn’t the case as it was the distance One Room with a private toilet Later I responded, the only thing cheaper was coach I guess I would have to hop aboard a Freight train and travel low class in a caboose Perhaps jump on a back of a moose At that time, at least I was still in my youth The train sounded too much I figured, I may have to gallop on a horse Of course Of course I do know how to ride a horse But that would take even longer Well the Hound bus won out The round trip fare was $99.00 in 1983 I did travel to Los Angeles being my route There you have it, a railing thought being the highway end However I was asked why didn’t I fly? My question was simply why? It was Cross Country with scenery to see It was captivation scenery that had me There you have my past vacation flow I put you in the know But for now, it’s time for me too go.
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Mar 16, 2016
Mar 16, 2016 at 7:07 PM UTC
WHAT MODE OF TRAVEL?
If you are standing you need to sit But if you are sitting, you are at where you need to be To start off, I am the adventurous type, but economical I was planning a vacation to Los Angeles by rail But continue to follow me throughout the trail I called Amtrak to see how much a compartment would cost, but remember this was in 1983 Boy did I get a price surprise! The Amtrak Travel Agent asked me if I was standing I told the Travel Agent I am standing across going across country The Travel Agent later stated, it’s not for your trip, but at the present state Now that I can relate I told the lady I was standing, but was informed, I need to sit for this The round trip compartment fare in 1983 was $1,100 I responded, that can’t be the price as I am getting the entire car But that wasn’t the case as it was the distance One Room with a private toilet Later I responded, the only thing cheaper was coach I guess I would have to hop aboard a Freight train and travel low class in a caboose Perhaps jump on a back of a moose At that time, at least I was still in my youth The train sounded too much I figured, I may have to gallop on a horse Of course Of course I do know how to ride a horse But that would take even longer Well the Hound bus won out The round trip fare was $99.00 in 1983 I did travel to Los Angeles being my route There you have it, a railing thought being the highway end However I was asked why didn’t I fly? My question was simply why? It was Cross Country with scenery to see It was captivation scenery that had me There you have my past vacation flow I put you in the know But for now, it’s time for me too go.
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Train 85 leaves the station and bursts into the blinding sunlight with a surreal suddenness. Below, to the left of the tracks, a field of wheat sways as though still under a summer sun. Golden-brown and lively in spite of the snow resting at its roots. The blinding sun hangs high, glimmering on the water. It gives me a headache. I try to ignore it. Ahead of me, the laughter of two young people fills the car. I wonder if they are strangers, engaged in conversation just minutes after meeting. I wonder if they have the same destination, if they are each equally happy to be heading towards it. To my right, across the aisle, a woman no older than fifty talks loudly on the phone about her father’s tumor and the biopsy that will soon determine if it is cancer. She sounds optimistic, and I am happy for her. I tread lightly on the thought that maybe her loud optimism is a front. I want to be happy for her. But in an hour I will get off this train, and if her father dies, I will never know. The woman sitting next to me returns from the café car with a Dunkin' Donuts coffee and takes out her laptop. I turn down my brightness so that she can’t see that I am writing about her. Even though I write nothing bad, it feels like some sick invasion of privacy. My fingers feel heavy. This train feels heavy. I want to be outside, before the sun sets, while the golden-brown wheat is still bathed in light. The sun is going to set without me. I try to be okay with that. The last time I ever wrote on an Amtrak — the last time I can remember —, it was a song about loneliness and self-destruction. It was more than two years ago. I want to be able to say that I have changed more than I actually have. But even as the world rushes past me, snow and wheat and house and sun, I still feel impossibly lonely. The heaviness from my fingers is in all of me now. I can’t shake it. The young people ahead of me, the woman across the aisle, and the woman next to me all begin talking at once now, and I feel hot. Their words bounce back and forth off the walls, and I need to get off of this train. Receiving these airborne snippets of other lives feels wrong, feels overwhelming. Anyone who reads this piece will think I’m insane. The woman next to me stops speaking. The young people ahead of me quiet down. The woman across the aisle is engaged in some other conversation that I can’t exactly make out. It’s quieter. I might still break the windows of this train if I could, but it is quieter. My fingers feel a little less heavy. It is quieter. At least the insanity is in words now.
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Jan 2, 2018
Jan 2, 2018 at 11:44 PM UTC
Portrait of a Train Ride: December 14, 2017
Train 85 leaves the station and bursts into the blinding sunlight with a surreal suddenness. Below, to the left of the tracks, a field of wheat sways as though still under a summer sun. Golden-brown and lively in spite of the snow resting at its roots. The blinding sun hangs high, glimmering on the water. It gives me a headache. I try to ignore it. Ahead of me, the laughter of two young people fills the car. I wonder if they are strangers, engaged in conversation just minutes after meeting. I wonder if they have the same destination, if they are each equally happy to be heading towards it. To my right, across the aisle, a woman no older than fifty talks loudly on the phone about her father’s tumor and the biopsy that will soon determine if it is cancer. She sounds optimistic, and I am happy for her. I tread lightly on the thought that maybe her loud optimism is a front. I want to be happy for her. But in an hour I will get off this train, and if her father dies, I will never know. The woman sitting next to me returns from the café car with a Dunkin' Donuts coffee and takes out her laptop. I turn down my brightness so that she can’t see that I am writing about her. Even though I write nothing bad, it feels like some sick invasion of privacy. My fingers feel heavy. This train feels heavy. I want to be outside, before the sun sets, while the golden-brown wheat is still bathed in light. The sun is going to set without me. I try to be okay with that. The last time I ever wrote on an Amtrak — the last time I can remember —, it was a song about loneliness and self-destruction. It was more than two years ago. I want to be able to say that I have changed more than I actually have. But even as the world rushes past me, snow and wheat and house and sun, I still feel impossibly lonely. The heaviness from my fingers is in all of me now. I can’t shake it. The young people ahead of me, the woman across the aisle, and the woman next to me all begin talking at once now, and I feel hot. Their words bounce back and forth off the walls, and I need to get off of this train. Receiving these airborne snippets of other lives feels wrong, feels overwhelming. Anyone who reads this piece will think I’m insane. The woman next to me stops speaking. The young people ahead of me quiet down. The woman across the aisle is engaged in some other conversation that I can’t exactly make out. It’s quieter. I might still break the windows of this train if I could, but it is quieter. My fingers feel a little less heavy. It is quieter. At least the insanity is in words now.
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Yesterday Last night And today I recognized your face fully for the first time. I saw who you were and you are beautiful. You are a true soul gravitating to all that is Good all that is Pure. Pulling me towards you I become Good I become Pure. I am where I should be. Happiness enters me as I gravitate up to You. I am in awe of your face I am falling for your hands I am breathing you in forever. and although this train selfishly slices through this humid July night and the long, tired miles that now separate us, I  smile--for I know the rocking of this train is nothing but you with your arms around me. You will always be around me.
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Jul 8, 2012
Jul 8, 2012 at 11:05 AM UTC
July 29th, 2009 11:38 PM: Amtrak from New Rochelle, NY to Westwood, MA.
I slid down a hill on nothing but a tarp and hose water in the middle hick town new york with a family i didn’t even know because my best friend thought we would have fun. We did. But the next day we got so high we thought we could make dub step from our mouths. When we tried it sober it sounded nothing like dub step. Just kind of like a beat up basement home and not enough people for a party. Kind of like the soft music you play after a panic attack, everything sounds so forced. This one time, I kissed a girl so hard on the mouth that she took a step back and just said ”…thank you.” I have no idea what she was thanking me for, but i learned to thank her body in more ways than just prayer. She sounded like an orchestra, Bach or back but god ****** if she didn’t leave scratches on everything instrument. One time, I got thrown into a mosh pit and some big dude carried me out and punched the person who pushed me in so hard in the face that i swear i saw his mothers veins give out. It was like an amtrak railway collision, fist and apology, metal and music, the kind of rock you get stuck in-between next to that hard place. One time, I slid into my best friend because we thought we would have fun. We did. She had to take a step back and said nothing but Thank You. A broken body prayer healed with blankets like tarp, claiming her my new york. It was like being thrown into a mosh pit but there wasn’t anyone there to carry me out because it wasn’t an accident. Just a mistake. Now we don’t talk and last night I got so high that I tried to make music from my mouth, replay her symphony, echo it in my beat up basement of a chest. The hollow wind chime of organs or intestines, ragged breathing from the smoke she snake charmed down my throat. She was so smooth. Soft. Kind of like the music you play after a panic attack, everything feels so forced.
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Oct 27, 2015
Oct 27, 2015 at 10:07 AM UTC
One time
I slid down a hill on nothing but a tarp and hose water in the middle hick town new york with a family i didn’t even know because my best friend thought we would have fun. We did. But the next day we got so high we thought we could make dub step from our mouths. When we tried it sober it sounded nothing like dub step. Just kind of like a beat up basement home and not enough people for a party. Kind of like the soft music you play after a panic attack, everything sounds so forced. This one time, I kissed a girl so hard on the mouth that she took a step back and just said ”…thank you.” I have no idea what she was thanking me for, but i learned to thank her body in more ways than just prayer. She sounded like an orchestra, Bach or back but god ****** if she didn’t leave scratches on everything instrument. One time, I got thrown into a mosh pit and some big dude carried me out and punched the person who pushed me in so hard in the face that i swear i saw his mothers veins give out. It was like an amtrak railway collision, fist and apology, metal and music, the kind of rock you get stuck in-between next to that hard place. One time, I slid into my best friend because we thought we would have fun. We did. She had to take a step back and said nothing but Thank You. A broken body prayer healed with blankets like tarp, claiming her my new york. It was like being thrown into a mosh pit but there wasn’t anyone there to carry me out because it wasn’t an accident. Just a mistake. Now we don’t talk and last night I got so high that I tried to make music from my mouth, replay her symphony, echo it in my beat up basement of a chest. The hollow wind chime of organs or intestines, ragged breathing from the smoke she snake charmed down my throat. She was so smooth. Soft. Kind of like the music you play after a panic attack, everything feels so forced.
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Time spent traveling is time wisely spent, hours are filled with enriching experiences and soul-searching moments my morning trip to San Diego was such... my eyes feasted on a blue-green ocean, with daring surfers atop cresting waves; and then there were my fellow farers... the atmosphere inside the Amtrak was a mix of moods...of voices of folks... silent ones slept the whole trip...several, had coffee and bread, while reflecting... some were already working ahead of time, giving instructions via their mobile phones... a few were smiling, taking life positively, maybe, dwelling on pleasant memories; others wore serious faces...in deep thought, maybe thinking of love's and life's unfairness, sad realities they leave behind each morning, the same ones they go home to each night. boarding a train is one chapter, getting off is another.....the platform is where situations end, or, a fresh start awaits: new job, a family...finding one's self somewhere, ending a relationship...moving on when a loved one dies...drifters are ever, "just passing through," they go....wherever the train takes them... trips are inward journeys...the hours open and clear our minds, leaving realizations and wiser perspectives over nagging issues we shun...or, defy; we try to change what can be changed in our lives...and accept with peace...what...cannot be changed... we are on a journey...we are farers all, ...........in this train...called life... Sally © Rosalia Rosario A. Bayan July 5, 2019
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Aug 17, 2019
Aug 17, 2019 at 5:45 PM UTC
The Trip
Time spent traveling is time wisely spent, hours are filled with enriching experiences and soul-searching moments my morning trip to San Diego was such... my eyes feasted on a blue-green ocean, with daring surfers atop cresting waves; and then there were my fellow farers... the atmosphere inside the Amtrak was a mix of moods...of voices of folks... silent ones slept the whole trip...several, had coffee and bread, while reflecting... some were already working ahead of time, giving instructions via their mobile phones... a few were smiling, taking life positively, maybe, dwelling on pleasant memories; others wore serious faces...in deep thought, maybe thinking of love's and life's unfairness, sad realities they leave behind each morning, the same ones they go home to each night. boarding a train is one chapter, getting off is another.....the platform is where situations end, or, a fresh start awaits: new job, a family...finding one's self somewhere, ending a relationship...moving on when a loved one dies...drifters are ever, "just passing through," they go....wherever the train takes them... trips are inward journeys...the hours open and clear our minds, leaving realizations and wiser perspectives over nagging issues we shun...or, defy; we try to change what can be changed in our lives...and accept with peace...what...cannot be changed... we are on a journey...we are farers all, ...........in this train...called life... Sally © Rosalia Rosario A. Bayan July 5, 2019
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Sitting in the dining car of a 1996 Amtrak rail car clamoring for the next available outlet. Across from me is a bohemian mistress who looks like she just wandered into the car from the 70's. Out of place in this time and type of train. She sits silently reading a a favorite work from one the the greater unknown Inspirational-ist's. An occasional giggle fills the air from a joke only she knows and understands. Disregard for the rules and regulations around her. Oblivious to the others in the car snacking on sandwiches and slurping up their pops. I notice though. I sit and can't help but look at her. There's a wonder and awe about her persona. A pull towards her careless aura. It's intoxicating. We hit Kalamazoo and like a hiccup she's gone. Out to dance towards her next spot. Wherever that may be. Still I sit. Waiting for my charging to be done
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Jul 2, 2015
Jul 2, 2015 at 11:54 AM UTC
The Long Train Ride
I was travelling aboard the Amtrak Crescent It had a 2:00 pm Departure from New York City Penn Station to New Orleans, La, but my destination was Atlanta, Ga. We pulled from Penn On-time My vacation had finally begun I was going on an adventure that was sure to be fun I am moving forward here It was 1:30 am and suddenly the train made an immediate stop on the dime with precision I almost felt out of my reclining seat, as I was fast asleep In my passenger train car, we noticed the Conductor was pacing back and forth and moving swiftly through the car That memory I will never erase We asked the conductor what was wrong, and he stated, another passenger was trying to jump off the train It all happened when another conductor was passing through one of the passenger cars, and she noticed the passenger had pulled down one of the top window doors within that specific car, but later noticed the passenger was getting ready to do a running start while the train was moving at 120 wpm. That was when the Engineer was alerted to stop immediately But the courageous female conductor succeeded in stopping him, but she almost when out with him in the situation That wasn’t part of my vacation, but an accord of what actually happened aboard However, no life loss and thank the Good Lord.
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Apr 28, 2016
Apr 28, 2016 at 6:44 PM UTC
LONG DISTANCE RAILROAD ATTEMPTED SUICIDE TRUE STORY
Do you remember, two years ago I wrote you a story, bound with the string I could find beneath the burned acre carpet of my first apartment. I gave it to you two weeks late, on printed cheap paper. Chemically melted with the telling of what I saw, two hundred miles away on January fifth. I wrote about the cargo train that passes across the street of my university every day at nine pm. I told you that it drove at least two times faster than the Amtrak, because people are more precious than cargo. I told you about how when I was stuck at the street crossing, from nine to nine fifteen. How I saw salvation in the screaming, shaking tracks. Tonight I heard the same train, from outside my third apartment, set on the opposite side of the train tracks, a couple meters across from where I stood two years ago, when the smell of acid pavement inked my memories of you, and your eighteenth birthday.
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Jan 30, 2014
Jan 30, 2014 at 12:42 AM UTC
Post Mortem
To the unlikely Amtrak ride the one with people acting like cartoons. With an announcer over the intercom smushing words together-- saying we'll arrive in Lodi and then in blah blah location. To the conductor whom speaks to us as children, because to him we look like long time traveling companions. He plays with our destinations and notices that we're going to two different locations. We've only known each other existed from the 30 minutes we rode side by side on the bus before the train.   No matter the time. We've become limited-less as it was too easy to speak and impossible to stop.   All the truths we've shared will never be gone the moment just as we felt in it can never truly come to an end. As long as the train keeps moving our moment will forever trek on. Even after I have left the ride and you've finally fallen aleep without my company to stir you awake. It may never happen again just like the dreams you're having right this moment. But least we came to speak for the shortest of train rides.
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Jan 26, 2018
Jan 26, 2018 at 12:18 PM UTC
To Train 702: Ilia
Love like an Amtrak train – The heat made me queasy. It clung to me and hung on to me When I stepped off, A vague blurry feeling Tethered to me, or I to it. No refuge in the streets of this new city Or even in the comfort of my own home. No escape from this magnet that lives in me, On-again, off-again, but I carry it with me, tucked inside. Eventually the dull fire was too much to imagine, And I wondered what was next, Frightened and longing for an impulsive new love. -bes-
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Jun 21, 2015
Jun 21, 2015 at 7:14 PM UTC
Tethered
The train roars from the station I don't have a clue where I'm going The Amtrak whistle is blazing The hardest part is not knowing The cars sway back and forth As the blooming trees blur by I know she was always worth Every moment I was by her side I am just a Passenger On the train called life I am just a lonely rider Leaving the dark behind For each long mile I travel ahead Just a frontiersman of the modern day For every ounce of tears I shed I seemed to get lost on the way I can tolerate the engine smoke But I can't erase the smell her perfume The train has no feelings to evoke It just snakes its way from gloom I am just a Passenger On the train called life I am just a lonely rider Heading toward the light © 2019 Michael Messinger(All rights reserved)
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Nov 25, 2019
Nov 25, 2019 at 10:53 PM UTC
Just A Passenger
An Amtrak train traveling south The train departed from New York Penn Station Well I was on my way on vacation We departed from New York at One PM Through the tunnel and rails we went I am definitely on my journey being heaven sent It will be an overnight ride Arriving in my destination of Atlanta being my stride Before we get there There is some time to spare As the night lights were out on the train Something happened and let me explain The Amtrak Conductor rushed through the train Suddenly the Engineer applied the brakes My response was “Oh for goodness sakes” Apparently someone was trying to jump off the moving train in suicide This was hard to put aside The passenger was taken off because he didn’t abide Death that could have been in a passenger’s try Well the train proceeded on and the night seemed very long We arrived in Atlanta On Time, and the exploration was mine.
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Mar 19, 2014
Mar 19, 2014 at 6:55 PM UTC
ATTEMPTED RAILING SUICIDE