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Mar 2021 · 981
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Amara Numen Mar 2021
Every night of every sedative
Not being addictive but only for reactive
Every of them are the fear and sensitive
Naive? Nope, I am not
In a confusion, restless morning
The hardest to get up
I called them- what should I call them?
Crowded in head
Silent in dead
How's to feel ahead
I have been medicating, and still for my acute depression and they gave me schizophrenia medicine. I'm just.. I just want to survive during these phase.
Mar 2021 · 559
Don't
Amara Numen Mar 2021
When the dose come with lose
And I'm in hazy wrapped in crazy
Metamorphose in lachrymose
I teared in a breezy dusk to the cozy bed.
Mar 2021 · 535
Scramble
Amara Numen Mar 2021
I swim into the depth of sulpiride every night
where those times I died like the dead roses
when I took the stairs right to the light
every composes derived the harmony of doses

To swear upon the streams of reckless
To the labyrinth of happiness
here I go to come fire the enclaves
Maybe nobody in home, hopeless
It has been long time, I been medicating for over one month and battling now I just wanna write again. Pardon me.
Dec 2020 · 314
Penghabisan (Efflux)
Amara Numen Dec 2020
I lost in a most tragic post
I can't recall the body when need to give it all
who said freedom is fiery
where all I had is misery
They called it a maze
where I exist with the blacklist
I am in a haze
The time will never end as I did in pace
actually i really list i feel lilke this winter made me lost of everything
Dec 2020 · 237
Two
Amara Numen Dec 2020
Two
it is a chaos
within the line
where the rain comes to vain
the sun still in hiding
and the moon on the high
lie in restlessness
the world in a curved of mourn
i am trying to back
Oct 2020 · 251
Multiverses
Amara Numen Oct 2020
in the highest name of civilization
in the sinking century
blood-soaked world
the curse of the the wretches'

The torn country in a third count
an electrifying cry
all dressed in without real
bury all the languishing curses
due to the condition of my country now
Sep 2020 · 253
The mumble
Amara Numen Sep 2020
Take the nyquil
Ended up swimming the ocean
Laugh at the funeral
Requiem require the pair
Find the heaven
We gonna dive in hell
It's chaos, inspired by ERYS and SYRE.
Sep 2020 · 246
Untitled
Amara Numen Sep 2020
it was in the late of the dusk
wear off the mask
I stopped the task
do you ask
I was in the bosk
find me in desk
I will make a rusk
for you, the  brisk
Aug 2020 · 166
ROLE
Amara Numen Aug 2020
"But my dear, I was the slave of time. The butcher of tragedy. I was there committed to things people called unmatchable world. In a conscious or in a fiction. There will be always the percentage of how society play the role of madness and sanity in the same time. "
Aug 2020 · 180
Madness
Amara Numen Aug 2020
The show when die is the new smell of flowers. Madness of the emptiness is bigger than infinity. Shall pray to the place where nothing can break the shell. It's a mayday. Payday.
Aug 2020 · 769
Pendosa
Amara Numen Aug 2020
Sayang, kita tak sedang menenggelamkan kepala dalam-dalam ke kubangan lumpur.
Sayang, kita sedang meminum darah yang mulai membusuk.
Sayang, kita mungkin akan diperkosa dengan biadab oleh diri kita sendiri.
Seperti pendosa.
Aug 2020 · 239
Stay
Amara Numen Aug 2020
I'm Standing
To understand
From the stay under
To edge
For the age
To the hope
From another trope
Harmony to agony
To tragedy
Mystery
Nope.
Since writing is a part of therapy. I'm doing it now
Aug 2020 · 739
Bacakan
Amara Numen Aug 2020
Bacakan untukku tragedi penghancur semesta
Dalam bayang yang merana
Ditengah malam para pendosa
Bacakan untukku kematian yang harum
Melesat masuk kedalam ringkuhnya tulang-tulangmu
Hingga remuk berbutir pasir
Panggil para penguasa dalam mayanya utopia
Biar mereka merangkak disana
Aug 2020 · 216
Utopia
Amara Numen Aug 2020
I'll keep the face of my utopia just to cover the nebula
I played the video games to pace down the wrath
Blue jeans, summertime, your smoke-kiss, the retro song played
Back to november
I'll make you remember
Turn off the shade
Sad dreams of despair
I'll make the repair.
Lana Del Rey made me want to write more and more
Aug 2020 · 184
Cage
Amara Numen Aug 2020
The empty hole like a can without any liquid
Got exhausted in an emotion of desirous
I climb up so high to burn the bridge
On the edge
Of one package
In one age
They stopped the cardio
Just to listen to radio
I'm in a lil bit danger
With madness and anger
Full of hunger
Sorry i just out of my mind, i wrote what I've thought of
Aug 2020 · 136
-blast!
Amara Numen Aug 2020
in a light
full of blast
in a part
of pull apart
the as a result of this sorry
of the story
I served
then dragged
became becoming.

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