It's been these two years
Since we don't talk,
No chats,
No calls.
Yet I miss you
Every day, Every hour.
My mind wants to forget
But never does the heart.
Oh why did u?
Why did you depart.
You asked me to block you forever,
That something you knew
I couldn't think of ever.
You said I unfriended you,
And you knew I could'nt ever.
You were to me so dear,
You still are dear.
But the thoughts of you,
Fill my heart with fear.
You asked me to leave
Giving a lame excuse.
I still ponder,
What took us there?
I was cute, & sweet
U were smart and clever.
But the reason u gave is still unclear,
How could you, or a guy anywhere,
Would think of ******* her sister!
That's a bond so piously precious.
And you could do this
Just because a child, she can never bear?
If you just said,
You've got someone else
That sure would be hard to hear,
But the fact that you left me for sister,
Is something that haunts me everywhere.
I did all things
A friend should do,
I regret the fact,
U never understood.
U lied,
U cheated,
And left this unclear,
Making me think what led us there.
I cry, I weep, and smile in despair,
Tis even today
I miss you with regrets and tears.
Why did you love,
When you had to leave,
When I needed you
Devoid of greed?
You fooled, You lied,
And ruined my life,
I was soo wrong then,
Thinking you were but the reason
Behind my smiles.
You try even today,
To text and call,
But I'm no more the one
Who desperately died to
Accept your calls.
Sometimes what's harsh,
And tears off one's heart,
Is but the best cure,
For a sobbing heart.
You played with me,
Abusing the young gal and childishness in me,
But sigh* you never knew the real me!
The one who cared for you,
More than herself,
Crossed all barriers,
She never even crossed for herself.
Simply because she loved you,
More than herself.
You left her saying,
You gotta **** your sister,
Boy, I feel pity for a sister!
She has a bro,
Who's but a monster,
Who'll never know
It's shamefully sin,
For a bro, to **** her sister!
This poem is more a real.story about a boy, one of my friends met on a writing site, online.Intially they used to be very good friends, later, they exchanged no.s and things went more to night talks, and day chats etc. (The boy was 26, while the gal was 21) Since the very first day, when they first heard each other's voices on call, the boy behaved like he was so into the gal...And started asking the gal for a kiss. It was way to wierd and uncomfortable for her (For a good girl, obviously, things like these happening all of a sudden is quite uncomfortable, but she managed delaying things, and waiting patiently till he properly knew what kind of a guy he was) this boy, litterally forced her for the kiss, everytime they were on call, but never even took the effort of doing so...If he was so desperate lol, he himself could have done it ;).well, things stayed the same for around 4 years, he used to play the game of blocking , and unblocking the gal, thinking she was innocent and could do what he wished anyway.(He never knew, that the gal was way more stubborn than innocent she was, and did exactly what she felt Ryt, and exactly at the time she felt was OK) she continued delaying, and the guy continued his games and pranks on her
One fine day, when he thought this wasn't working with this gal, He asked her to do one thing for her, what was it? She asked her to block him from all places, where they could contact. It was obviously wierd ,why was he asking this all of a sudden. Plus, since the gal actually loved him it was both tough and unacceptable for her to think of it. Sigh* thank heaven ! These two never saw each other in person....This gal was weeping incessantly, yet was brave enough to chat with him like she was not much agitated.
She asked the guy why should she block him? He answered, ' things work one way with me, either talk, and enjoy all the sexually abusive kind of thing I talk about, else leave me forever! She said what?&;He clarified with a yet new strange reply, saying, 'see, I'm an *** person (idk what is it) and I want you to block me, since my mother checks my phone everyday, and I can't manage blocking you, plus, my I've a sister, who's married and is having problem in conception, since her husband has ******* problem, and therefore she has asked me to do it for them!
This was seriously the most rediculous things, this gal could've even thought of! She asked him if he was serious? And there came a one word reply, 'yes!' ...The gal lost her control, and asked it for he last tym with the message, 'So, you seriously want to leave me forever?' and then there came a reply, 'please block me, I have to go today too..TCR.' she saw the message, and replied, ' Thankyou for everything, Bye forever :(' and then came the reply, 'Thankyou for blocking'.
But it was hard for her to block him so she left. It was after 3 days, there came a message '?' this things geared her boiling anger and then she blocked him. Later after 3 months he unblocked him.
Also he blamed her before she blocked him, that she had already unfriended him on Facebook, which actually he had, not she, a forgot, and wasn't ready to accept. She blocked him there, and he's still blocked there, next when she checked the writing site they met on, she discovered that he had blocked him there, too, and full of rage, she blocked him there too.
But yes, neither the gal, nor the guy had blocked each other's no. For phone calls. But that day, she strictly warned him not to call or text her again, but after that blocking thing, he tried calling the gal ;sometimes, but she either ignored his calls, or switched off her phone.
Afterall, after all this there was nothing left to talk about.and even if she managed receiving his call, she wouldn't be able to talk since she had immense pain in her heart, and his voice could only let the tears flow incessant, barely allowing her to speak.
Also, she decided never to be a problem in his life anymore, by completely taking her out if this otherwise love and lust triangle.
Feel free to let me know your honest thoughts, suggestion, etc on this.
Thankyou for reading :)
