im stuck in a rut of the old person I used to be,
the one who did not want to get out of bed
and face the world,
the one who would rather isolate themselves
rather than be surrounded by my loved ones,
the one who had no energy to do work,
that would just simply lay in bed all day and
stare at the wall.
im stuck in a rut of the old person I used to be,
and im scared.
to those who feel like they're going back to their old depression tendencies
