Candle lights and a day long sigh
Gray evening tea resting by
the journal
which's last page I thought I'd pen today;

But I can't seem to narrate,
today's unfolding
about how the world I knew
Put off it’s last enchanting shred;

But this thought suddenly gone faraway
As if blown by the witches wind,
Yes, witches wind I would say
Though this reality was a thunderous cloud, it brought promise of rain;

And I didn't know my heart did witchcraft, so intense,
It hypnotised me to immerse myself in the indulgence
of cherishing an unlived memory again;

If there was a quest for the saddest shade,
I'll gladly give the address of my place,
Never-fading dull and gray;

But Gray,
with a little effort
would give-away the key to a divine delight;
That you hadn't known was always there in white;
The white that was tactfully jeopardized;

If you know gray,
then you know the scent of first rain,
Nostalgic yet refreshing.
If you know a jeopardized white,
you know sadness in disguise
Just like the way you smile
with your stabbed bleeding heart;

I'm frozen,
And I can see your spirit fade away
The liveliest shimmers of all I've seen,
And I can't do anything;

My heart burning,
Trying to melt my surrounding ice
giving a last try
to catch your glimmers,

Then it gave up
Because it apprehended to be late,
So struggle breathed out;

Then I don't know how long I slept
Maybe hoping to see you in my dreams,

Where we'll go to that street
where we always wanted to be
My rosy flush and your musing gaze
As the wind swept past the starry horizon
with the sparks of pure amaze;

The sweet scent of that blossoming love
I still remember
I watched it go away with my heart surrendered;

Now,
I'm an icy embody;

Witnessing only the passing times,
without hope;

Who could've thought that not getting over means
there's no hope?

Not that I see miles away;
Even if I try to
These icy flakes blocking my way,
I'm too cold to be resurrected now;

𝓦𝓮 𝓽𝓪𝓵𝓴, 𝓸𝓷𝓵𝔂 𝔀𝓱𝓮𝓷 𝓘 𝓬𝓪𝓵𝓵...
          𝓦𝓮 𝓬𝓱𝓪𝓽, 𝓸𝓷𝓵𝔂 𝔀𝓱𝓮𝓷 𝓘 𝓽𝓮𝔁𝓽.

𝓐𝓷𝓭 𝔀𝓱𝓮𝓷 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓭𝓸...
         "𝓘 𝓷𝓮𝓮𝓭 𝓪 𝓯𝓪𝓿𝓸𝓻 𝓯𝓻𝓸𝓶 𝔂𝓸𝓾."

𝓣𝓪𝓴𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓶𝓮 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝓪 𝓯𝓸𝓸𝓵...
         𝓓𝓪𝓷𝓬𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓽𝓸 𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝓽𝓾𝓷𝓮

𝚈𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎, 𝚊 𝚝𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝𝚛𝚘𝚙𝚎.
     𝚈𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚝, 𝚒𝚌𝚎 𝚌𝚘𝚕𝚍.
          𝚂𝚘 𝚏𝚊𝚛, 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚌𝚕𝚘𝚜𝚎.

                               𝙼𝚢 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎, 𝚏𝚊𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐.
                               𝙼𝚢 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚝, 𝚠𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚢.
                               𝚆𝚎 𝚘𝚗𝚌𝚎, 𝚕𝚒𝚟𝚎𝚍 𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚢!

                𝙸𝚝 𝚛𝚊𝚒𝚗𝚜, 𝚒𝚝 𝚙𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚜.
                𝙻𝚒𝚏𝚎, 𝚊 𝚋𝚘𝚡 𝚘𝚏 𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚌𝚘𝚕𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚜.
                𝚄𝚜? 𝚈𝚘𝚞'𝚛𝚎 𝚊𝚗 𝚎𝚡.