Everyday the new stuff is here And I'm loosing myself in fear! Can't see myself anywhere, been tormented with none of my share. Its beyond me, can't help myself What they shoved to my face I cannot repair.
In all this disarray the fragments I'm loosing of myself. Everybody keeps on pushing forward, but it drags behind me, in the back! Sometimes what you cling to most Is the one to hurt you most!
The whole world finds it easy Am I the only one suffering?
it’s a trial you know, standing by your side. it’s a test of my strength, my courage, my pride. do I want to give up? give up in us? what us? it never existed it was all in my head i let myself think there was a meaning behind the bed. but you were my demon sitting deep in the dark waiting to pounce waiting for that spark you took my feelings and shoved them aside just because you were worried about you and your pride I am not significant enough for you to spend your thoughts on well yeah, that’s pretty rough buddy.