Chaos in my mind. I can’t... Chaos in my mind I can’t contain it anymore. Chaos in my mind It hurts... Chaos in my mind. It hurts the people I adore. Chaos in my mind. Inside... Chaos in my mind. Inside my head is a great war. Chaos in my mind. This thing... Chaos in my mind. This thing in me is an uproar. Chaos in my mind. Now if... Chaos in my mind. Now if it stops then nevermore.
Life in disarray Smile still intact Symbol of hope Symbol of strength Talking at length, With his shadow present What life meant He was innocent She was decent It was her life's last event Life in disarray Smile still intact Symbol of hope Symbol of strength
Everyday the new stuff is here And I'm loosing myself in fear! Can't see myself anywhere, been tormented with none of my share. Its beyond me, can't help myself What they shoved to my face I cannot repair.
In all this disarray the fragments I'm loosing of myself. Everybody keeps on pushing forward, but it drags behind me, in the back! Sometimes what you cling to most Is the one to hurt you most!
The whole world finds it easy Am I the only one suffering?
I treasure these stone walls that keep me warm at night, when I know its other occupants share no spark. The bitterness and filth of the night hold no triumph over me when the darkness of these baren walls hold me tight, bundled in their sheet of black silk. Walls are so inviting, they make a home and a fortress for my dreams to spindle into webs of mysteries and delights only I can fathom. For there is no need for windows nor doors when I do not intend to leave and there is no reason for me to depart. The moon has broke my heart, and the sun has crisped my soul far too often. My mind is all that remains intact and must be protected. No rabid creature can disarray my beautiful mind again. It must be kept sacred in these beautiful stone-cold walls.