As I journey through the tracks of life, I lost my train of thought
Emotions avoiding to feel, it's closest touch of feeling, is distraught
Trapped in a whirlwind of unemotional cyclones
Feelings trapped, feelings caught
My essence seeping from my skin daily, I question of fight or flight
Decaying self worth
I fought
Dividing by zero, a bitter chaotic end, life has its lessons, I'm not listening
It comes to nought
I'm married to the darkness, a trial in error, the verdict still out
Im lost in court
A life settled in coin, casket to cross the river to the afterlife
Paid in full with despair
It's bought
I wish this train would return,
Take me with it on it's journey, let my self worth become my companion, I crave it
My escort
Emotions dead inside, I can't feel anymore, even my tears are dry.
It's like the grim reaper forsaken me, even he died.
