It may have never been enough,
It may have been in pieces,
****, It may even have been the worst you've ever gotten..
But I gave you the best parts of me.
I gave you all of what's left of me.

I used to cry  haha
I used to laugh  haha
I used to be angry  haha
I used to be nervous  haha
I used to be inlove  haha
Now, That's a poem.  **Haha

My lover boy, as I take your hand in mine
Can you feel my heart beat race faster and faster?
Lover boy, as you kiss my lips
Can you feel the shivers running down my back?

Everything you do, it affects me the same
Its affects me enough to drive me insane
I just want to be in your arms
So much that me it alarms

It alarms me that ive let you know the real me
Ive let you see Ive let you see
The wounds inside of me
How much Ive hurt How much ive cried
Ive let you in and what alarms me the most
Is how much I love you; How our hearts seem tied

And as I let you in tonight
Oh lover boy, dont cry
Cause its all in the past, My future seems bright
and lover boy, I promise ill never lie
Maybe just lie in your arms at night

So as those words slip from your lips first
I swear to return them; I just dont want to get hurt

But oh lover boy, if only you knew
Oh how much I love you

He is shy, very pleasing, my anonymous type of person.
I was ready to fall inlove with him,
until there's something
about him
that made me think of loving him.
Being inlove is one of the feelings
i always adore,
It makes me shiver without warning
and
makes me smile with nothing.
We became friends, which i think more now as
a very-very close friend
If youre going to ask me, how on earth..........
Id be telling you this
straight to the moon
as many times as you want.

Broke my heart open to shed a new light,
Freedom seeks me,
But fright latched on,
Victim of a crime,
but charged like a prisoner.
Your love is cheap,
your love was fraud.
Deception was the objective.
Emptiness, sadness and desperation had long departed.
The mind had been lost,
the heart had been shattered,
Pieces had been forgotten.
Trampled on, like a stampede in a zoo
All kinds of creatures,
beautiful, fierce, and over seen.
Lies, manipulation, and regrets...
Was it all for nothing?
Stronger than before,
but weaker by default.
In need of saving in this never ending tribulations.
Definition of seeking obstacles.
A soul's greatest desire,
but the heart's wont comply.
A friend, and a foe...
A walking paradox.

*** when you're in love is amazing, you can have awkward moments but not care and just laugh it off.
You are comfortable enough to ask for certain things, positions and do what you know the other likes.
But when that *** is expected from you, everyday, and there is no time to think "I want to have ***"
All you think is "I love him and if I don't **** him, he'll leave"
You lose that spark.
The way your heart use to race at his breath on your neck or his hand moving to lift your shirt off, just evaporates
*** turns into a chore that you have to do daily, like doing the dishes or going to work
It's not longer something that you desire but something you just know has to happen at some point that day.
Love exists without ***, and *** can exist without love.
But to keep that love, there shouldn't be the need for ***.
Don't tell them "it's *** with you, or I find it with someone else"
*** isn't a chore, and it isn't the key to love.

I miss you, I truly do...
I lay in bed at night thinking of you,
thinking about how we left things,
not how I wanted them to end.

I think about what happened,
and how I was so dumb,
and wonder why we did,
what we did.

I thought we had something special,
but I guess I was wrong...
I was in love,
but you called it crazy.

You hurt me to the core,
never thought you would,
I thought you were different,
I was wrong there too...

My heart will never be whole again,
I am broken...
but who cares?
Right?

So "thank you" for the hurt,
and for the pain,
because though I miss you,
the pain makes it easier...

I was in love once,
and might be still...
but I'm moving on,
to someone who cares about me.

I may need to heal,
but I know it's what I have to do...
"Thanks" for everything...
I'm just here to be walked on anyways....

don't fall in love with me
i will fill your lungs with poetry
air so dense with words

that breathing only hurts

silence
i will fill you with silence, too

on my lips
you will taste
words i never spoke
but never recognizable enough to distinguish
these words left unspoken

notes
between the pages of your books
and hidden underneath your mouse pad
you will find

poetry

more words

followed by more silence

i am
a complex mixture of silence
and poetry
i will say too much through silence

and i, darling,
will surely **** us both if you ever fall in love with me

I think I've fallen inlove with you.
Your smile, your laugh, your touch.
I don't know how but I think you've stolen my heart.
You make me happier then I've ever been, smile brighter then ever before and laugh harder then I ever have.
It's not only that I love you,
It's that I'm inlove with you.

I've fallen deeply and uncontrollably inlove with you.

i told myself
not to fall in love,
never to fall
in love.

but then you cupped
my hands,
my freezing hands,
against you,
and breathed warm air
into them.

you brushed
my hair out of my
eyes and looked into
them like you were
looking for pieces
of my shattered soul.

your thumbs traced
over my lip lines
and yours curled
into a smile.

you kept me warm
with just your arms,
and your lips
pressed against
my cheek.

and for a moment,
we were one,
and i let myself
fall.

and in the morning,
you were gone,
and i was reminded
of why i couldn’t let
myself fall
in the first place.