Every time I close my eyes
It hurts a little more.

Because I know I'm one night closer
To you being gone.

Oh, your love hurts but ****,
It's so poetic.

Time slows,
             it kills.
        Time fasts,
                   it heals.

I've always cared too much.
So now as I sit thinking of
All the things I've said that
Have messed up this relationship
I can't help cry and turn my
Attention to you. Hair, eyes,
Smile, lips that I have yet kissed.
Everything.
I'm reminded just how much
I care for you...and if you cared
Anywhere near how much I
Feel about you, you'd never let
me sit and feel this way....

Imagine Just for a moment
The one you love
Is there before you
Waiting patiently for
Your unwavering kisses
Time seems to pause,
Just for an inkling of a second
And you hope and dream
That this is not a figment
Of clouded imagination
That this was a real thing
But then time moves
And you realize
What you saw a lie
The person you wish was there
Disappeared
Everything was a lie
And you realize its time
To stop living in the moment
Of past memories

I wish I wasn't wishing for you to be mine but for you to come over.

I wish I wasn't wishing for you to finally say you are ready but for you to say you love me.

I wish I wasn't wishing to run into you somewhere because i miss you but running into your arms for a long hug.

I wish I wasn't wishing for you to open your eyes to see me but waiting for you to wake up after a nap together.

I wish I wasn't wishing for you but you wishing for me.

I wish I wasn't wishing for it to start,
But instead wishing it would never end.

I know that we have not been the same lately
I know that there are times when I look at you
I feel like I barely know this person anymore
What hurts me is that you probably feel the same too
And there's no other way than me struggling to keep us alive
While your heart's somewhere else

had my heart removed
stripped down
used in ways you cannot  imagine
I´ve had  my bones shatter
strategically all put back togheter
Only to fall part again
It  never made  any sense
When I  was locked out of  my own mind
searching  for the law in a criminal
lover.
When it´s   true  
love  never   makes  sense
It  will come  breaking down
sanity
turning itself  to hate
An enemy with no  country
to  invade
It   will  communicate  
when it´s mute
and  when the silience
isint  enough
It  will  walk  through
your   nights  like a demon
from hell
collecting it´s   prey
Because  when it´s all over
Love  never  surrenders.
It  just   dies