i made sworn enemies out of Monday.
fumbling, ruminating.
clock ticks by;
helplessly hiding,
glass encloses me.
"i don't understand...
why does it have to be so hard?"
like a pendulum,
fumbling, swinging,
between hope for the future,
and despair for the inevitable.
don't get me wrong,
even i tried hard at something once:
piano, guitar, ukelele,
stories, poetry, photography...
even i had moments,
of rainbows and roses;
while fully aware,
of storms and thorns.
like a pendulum,
fumbling, spinning;
dizzy from pain,
or happiness, depending.
i don't understand...
why life has to be so hard.