the restless peace cries inside
calm but there is pain
who cares what is underneath
she is sipping on her tea
picture of normalcy
there is hidden trauma
it was missing the usual sugar
tasting the bitter
as her vision of the truth
her morning of clearing dust
touching the rust
and all what was hidden
beneath the carpet
came clear.
The false sense of security
vanished away
foolish to the fault
good awakening
to welcome the new resident misery
for expecting a good fantasy
in this fair world.

How did I forget?
How love was before...
It's not about we, or how things ended
But the way it was in the heat of the moment
Back in the country, where love was innocent
And it was a privilege instead of a war
Enjoying it all, instead of fighting to stay together

Despite being a mess, I'm going back
  I might be an old man now
  But I'm still coming home
I still have energy worth spending
And I am excited for the return
                                                          ­                     soon
                                                            ­                    just wait
                    
I cannot be stopped
Because I'm doing it right this time
                                                            ­                     with passion
                                                         ­                          and guidance
These are the words I will stand by
Fix your time, because when I get back everything will be new
And I will smile without questioning my happiness
I refuse to stay held back
Expect me my loved ones
I am coming home!
Expect me

Kindness can be dangerous.
It might misinterpret the said action.
It can shrink you down.
It will make you believe on something unimaginable.
So you shouldn't go deeper.
Because,
It could tear you apart when you end up falling for it.