#disappointed poems on Hello Poetry

Pachi Nov 2020

Anxiety

Bling
Bling
...
Bling

The bombardment of messages was deafening
Every new message pounded at my head
As I wore a pillow over my head, protecting

Bling

My eyes closed shut as my body shook
Rage started to brew, but
I knew better than to look
At the betraying notifications, this much was true

Bling

Overwhelmed,
desperate,
frustrated,
disappointed

Bling

"Patterns seemingly can't be broken"
Were some of the last thoughts on my brain
As I fell into a deep sleep in a sea of tears

Bling

Just some feelings I've felt as of late. Considering the pandemic and the lockdown, I haven't been taking care of myself all that too well in communicating with the outside world.

This is a short way of putting my feelings out there, but also an opportunity to try to connect with others who are feeling the same way at the moment. We got this. The year is almost over. Reach out to close friends and family members. Make new connections. And if you just need a stranger to vent out, message me. Keep pushing through :)

#anxiety #frustrated #anxious #nervous #overwhelmed #disappointed

Charles LaBauve Oct 2020

Phoenix and the Knight

My fortune is broken
She continued to say

Abandon by luck
reflecting her days

The magic in ashes
Phoenix seemed strong

Threaded in pieces
But still holding on

Stun by Night
her eyes in a glaze

Chills bring dreams
of flying away

Poor Phoenix
Night carries on

Poor Phoenix
I too will be gone.

Phoenix and the Knight.
Story of life tragic events.

#phoenix #knight #tragic #life #abandon #hopeless #disappointed

Johnson Oyeniran Sep 2020

Recovered Fragments: Reconstructed Papyrus 22

Several moons ago,
When strood was filled with snow,
My father crashed my first ever car into someones residence.

Without consulting me,
He had taken my keys,
And selfishly did as he pleased, for he's a man who lacks common sense.

#angry #annoyed #grief #poem #disappointed #broken

Gemma Sep 2020

Secrets and siblings.

Sshhh it's a secret, I said.
"Of Course I'll never break your trust".
So why did you feel with no good end result, break it you must?!
Did it feel good?
What did you gain?
I'm struggling to understand, your need to cause pain?
Don't tell me you didn't realise!
You didn't think it through, I specifically said DON'T MENTION THIS, I specifically said that to YOU .
So what was your end game? What result did you want, surely it wasn't just my secret to flaunt?!

Things said in confidence that are relayed back several times over. Chinese whispers but with malicious intent.

#sisters #secrets #words #hurt #sad #disappointed #misunderstood #malicious #confused

M Cannon Aug 2020

Promises

Promises, like words
Are thrown about carelessly
Like the grains of rice thrown at newlyweds.

Promises these days
Must be chained by contracts
Stained in ink, etched in stone
To hold any value at all.

I miss the days where all it took
Was a smile and Trust
Wrapping your fingers together
Whispering “pinkie promise” to each other.

I miss the days when
Making a promise to someone
Meant more than that promise
Only suiting yourself.

I miss the days when
“I promise you”
Wasn’t a door that lead to
“I may disappoint you”.

#promises #disappointed #sad #upset

Lupus- Aug 2020

No Guarantee

I can see disappointment in your eyes
And how your love for me dies
I can see you no longer want me
As if disgusted by what you see

But I’m trying to understand you
Justifying everything you do
Because you’re struggling as well
I see you’re pain, I can tell

I won’t get in your way
I’ll do anything to make sure you’re okay
I’ll be the perfect child you need me to be
I’ll make you proud you’ll see

It’s difficult to feel fine though, it’s tough
It still hurts knowing I’m not good enough
And as hard as I try you’re not proud
To be the reason of your smile I’m not allowed

I want you to feel proud inside
Hug me and love me with pride
But it seems there is no guarantee
For my dream to be

Could you possibly make them proud? At least for once?

#love #parents #child #pain #sad #proud #disappointed #perfect #hurt #enough

mjad Aug 2020

Nothings

You poured out the gasoline around me
While never losing my eyes
Telling me sweet nothings
Crossing t's and dotting i's

As you leaned in to kiss me

The flames engulfed us
And your lips never reached mine

#gasoline #fire #flames #lips #kiss #relationship #love #hate #betrayal #disappointed

melika Aug 2020

losing you.

i didn't expect to lose you
but somehow it's happening

is it because of something i did?
because of something i said?
or is it because..
of me?

talking everyday
laughing everyday
feeling like there is finally someone that isn't going to leave someday
I felt so safe with you

now we barely talk
but when we do,
it's just about you
or just about me
there's no 'we'

were going separate ways
tho I wished it would never happen.

it may seem a little too exaggerated but it really is not.
if you would tell your best friends you want to jump into the sea with them, they would probably say yes or no. well my friends said yes and did it without me. idek why it's upsetting me so much?? like it's only a jump right? they didn't block you out of their lives, did they? it seems like they did.

#friendship #losing #bestfriend #sad #disappointed

Z Jul 2020

Words I can't tell her

I'm tired.
I'm sad.
I'm disappointed.
I feel like a fool.
I'll keep on trying.
I'm jealous.
I'm breaking in silence.
I'll be waiting.
Even though my heart aches,
It's okay.
I still love you.
I always have.
I always will.
I hope you still love me too.

words i can't tell her series
part 9

#tired #sad #disappointed #trying #jealous #silence #waiting #breaking #okay