#depressed poems on Hello Poetry

Rae Oct 2018

dazed

can't think straight
a fuzzy brain
over a blacked out memory
...reassurance...

put your hands on my heart
feel it beat

you bring me to life

?10/13/14/2018?

#deep #dark #poetry #sad #happy #depressed #love #life #memory #dazed

CC Oct 2018

Society

Welcome to my generation where
teens want to die,
They feel worthless and no one needs them
in their life anymore,
They self harm so they don't **** themselves
so they can last another day,
Wake up wishing they hadn't
woken up,
They tell us to be ourselves
but they judge us,
They say not to hide what we feel
but depressed people are annoying.

#society #depressed #depression #anxiety #suicidal #helpme

Demons Oct 2018

“Friend”

Why do you leave,
When I lose everything?
Why do you get all the attention,
When I do all the work?
Why do I receive no credit,
When all you do is lie?
Why do you spread rumors,
When I was the one happy and alive?
Are you jealous of me?
What did I do wrong?
I’m trying my hardest to be loyal.
I’m doing my best to keep you.
See, my biggest flaw...
Became your secret weapon.

All I wanted was a friend.
And i’d do anything to keep you.
Even if it meant ruining myself.

You’re my friend.
And I’m supposed to put you first.
...right?

#sad #depressed #depression #illness #mentalillness #suicide #friend #friendship

Guppy Oct 2018

Resented

She wanted to be loved
But people just cheated their way
Through her heart
She couldn’t keep waiting
For someone to save her
She wants to release her opinion
But she just learned to not speak at all
Her dad said to her
“When you were 5, I had no fears. Now ten years later I fear everything.”
But she was already in tears
The tears meant nothing
Thoughts reside in her mind
On where she was going to be soon
And what was going to happen to her if she keep going down the path
Of what she thought would help her
But just made her life worse.
She resented what she had become
She knew she could do better
But her motivation had disappeared into nothing

#depressed #alone

Josiah Archuleta Oct 2018

Waiting For You

I remember this feeling but it didn't hurt like this before
I'm missing you, please come back through that door
Why did you have to go
Im crying here all alone
You could've stayed, gave me another chance
But I'll wait for you
I don't know what else I can do
I'll wait for you
Even if its the last thing I'll do
If you think I'm fine, baby thats nowhere near true
I really need you in my life
You got me feeling crazy
What do I have to do to make you come back?
Can we please just start over again?
I'll learn how to love you right
I'll just be here and wait for you

I love you ;-* :-D

#sad #depressed #her #love #waiting

micaela drew Oct 2018

Break Up

My heart aches
I never knew one person
could make me feel so much pain

My soul breaks
Our relationship worsens
And both of us are to blame

You are my love
My first time
My good morning kisses
My goodnight hugs
My year long love
My first everything

But what am I to you?

Your first ****
Your burden to bear
Your sigh of relief
When I’m not there
Your fat girlfriend
Your ball and chain

You will always be my first love
Yet I’ll never be good enough
So as much as it pains me to say
We need to break up

#breakup #heartbreak #sad #depressed #love #unrequited

Dinodust Oct 2018

I’m tired.

I’m tired

Mentally

Emotionally

Physically

I’m tired of over thinking

I’m tired

I’m tired of it all

I’m tired of her

I’m tired of him

I’m tired of this feeling

Deep inside my chest

That makes me want to rip everything out

Tear me to shreads

But I can’t do that

I can’t have another 11 a.m. kitchen sink surgery

I’m tired of crying

Tired of feeling guilty

Tired of feeling unloved

Tired of forcing myself to eat

Tired of shaking

Tired of feeling empty

Tired of being numb

I’m tired.

I’m tired of always sleeping

I’m tired of forcing myself to do things

I’m tired of wanting to be liked

I’m tired of hating my body

I’m tired

I’m tired

#tired #feelings #sad #numb #depressed

Demons Oct 2018

“Sexuality”

It’s all my fault.
A simple mistake to a complex situation.
It’s as if someone was just waiting to lift up the curtains.
Showing everything and ruining the uh..
“Big Secret”

I’m Bisexual.
Being caught isn’t fair.
Why don’t straight people have to come out?
Because it’s “Normal”
The “Right Path”
Everyone complains about Pride month, when straights get the whole year to themselves.
The problem isn’t our sexuality.
The problem is that people like to judge other people and no one is willing to change that.

I’m coming out.

#sexuality #lgbt #lgbtq #bisexual #bi #depressed #depression #gay #pride #gaypride

Sueño Oct 2018

Mask

You’re covering something
Hiding it so patiently
Waiting for the time
To let it out
Painfully .
I can see it in your eyes
I can sense it when you talk
A really bad secret
That You could live without

You mask it so well
Until the blanket gets too hot
The feeling inside
You just want to get out
Bruised emotions
Shaky vibrations
Eyes are leaking
So intrusive
Don’t worry
I won’t judge
Just let me know
What will make you budge
Speaking from the heart
A reall soul seeker
Let me be your healer
Some things just digg deeper .

#feelings #sad #drugs #sin #broken #happy #depressed #obsess

Mitch Prax Oct 2018

Endurance

I wonder how much pain,
that all-too-real pain,
I’m enduring on a daily basis.
I’m used to feeling like the weight of the world
is balancing on my heart
whenever I open that door
or a tidal wave of dread
plowing into my chest
every time I open my mouth,
but I wonder how much pain
I truly endure.
Each day seems to take a different toll.
Yes, some are better than others,
yet when I recall
how much I have endured,
I wonder if I should be amazed or ashamed;
I haven’t figured that out yet.

#depressed #depressing #depression #anxiety #emotional #lonely #alone #loneliness #sad #sadness