Tweaker Tweaker
Did you eat any dinner
And Have you showered
Tweaker Tweaker
How long have you been awake
When's the last time you had real sleep
Or is everyday maintained
W/ 10mins every half hr.
Tweaker Tweaker
Do the shadows still appear
Are the voices the only thing you hear
Is what you feel inside your skin
Even real or just made up in your head
Tweaker Tweaker
Do you even care
The ones you love miss you so much
Do you even care
You've lost your life before 25
Tweaker Tweaker
Please get better
Reach out for help
Put the needle down
Drop the pipe, hear it shatter
Blow away that line you just crushed up
Tweaker Tweaker
It'll be alright
Your loved ones are still near
They still care
Reach out for help
Don't be scared
Everyone only wants to help
Tweaker Tweaker
When you quit
The devil will shout
It won't be easy , count on that
It will be worth it
You'll get to live
So try your best
Beat past this, you'll get through this
Slowly but surely
You'll make to 100 days sober
Reunite with all your loved ones
Employeed with a growing family
Is what will come
When you decide  
It's time to end the Devils game
So
Tweaker no more,
but a lady or gentleman
Good for you
You've come far
Keep your mind positive
I'm proud of your sobriety
Congratulations  
You're living
& now you see why
Sobriety was always worth it
Tweaker no more
Lady or gentleman
How was the meal you just had
Was the shower the best you've had ?
Did you finally get some sleep
Were you able to escape
the shadows and voices from in your head
Tweaker no more
Just admit
This is the best you've felt
Since your first time trying crystal  
You feel human finally
There's no going back
To tweaker island
You won't make it out
The second time around
So hide your very best
Keep yourself busy
And talk out loud
When you feel like
you Might relapse back
into tweakers land.  
With no chance to survive another night

tonight
I surrender
a certain feeling
of my deepest heart
made from crystal
and starlight
so the moon
can whisper it
to you,
my love
tonight

I still think of you, every night, you know?
I still dream of you
Still have a fondness for the memories we've shared.
I still dream of the days when we didn't fight
I dream of when i didn't feel insecure.
Honestly,
I still miss you
I still love you.
I'm sorry I couldn't be what you wanted
I'm sorry I never became good enough
I know I failed.
And that's okay..
You don't need to reassure me now
I see me as I am
I see worthless.
because honestly,
I was worth-less to you in so many ways
and now I can see that.
I see that in a crystal clear way.

I ain't lyin  
You have a soul like a lion
But I can see your stance from here
And it's becoming crystal clear
That you're magnificent, my dear

Red, gold, crystal white light.
    redemption food
first day break.
The dawn takes time away from me.
Maybe then they will all see
   how hidden inside of me
   the hole of hope hoping
   to hold me tight inside
this
Red and gold, crystal white
light.