Trust is not commercial, because trading or exchanging wears upon one's very truth isn't exactly well thought out. It only comes about, when one's very truth isn't (not) exactly commercial. But when trust isn't truth, when one's very wears aren't as thought out as it was to begin with. Scrambling many believes until one most tired (thought out) engagement, began to unscramble back into "trust is not commercial"!
One among us ALL comes across something that never was meant to pan out correctly. Because certainty is a believe meant to unscramble ALL believes back in onto itself! Forcing many priorities too become uncertain of itself....
Gimme a break from the long day at work. A piece of mind that doesn't fly by soon as it starts. Not of discrimination but of a demanding boss. Time but a snap of a bar. Gimme a break from negative interpretation. In terms of being under appreciated. A smile that encourages the rest of the day to come that much faster. The commercial before we continue our regular scheduled programming. Gimme a break before our stature completely seperates. If only for a moment. To savor a taste stumbled upon in bulk. Complex in the pieces we give of ourselves. Chocolate covered us wrapped in orange. Fully appreciated in standout appearance. The smile brought to my mouth.
How I wish to disappear completely, to unplug fully, til I shut down-deep-withdrawn and there focus on something that's more internal and less commercial, less self-evidently marketable - something less brand and more a brand new venture, out of sight, of mind and of a sense of duty to myself, to the me I left behind - somewhere less, somewhere small, where the music inside was clearer and nearer to the first bars of the first song when I first sang along. Oh, how can I disappear completely and get myself ready for my next swan song?
Inspired by the graphic novel 'How to disappear completely' by Si Smith.