i’m crashing Today Yesterday The Day Before just tired of the same things that I basically do to Myself i let people walk all over me and i’m searching for Something that doesn’t exist so i’m stuck in this Humdinger of a Menagerie of Nothing
As I write Streams down my face A silent cleansing Of thoughts Times and roles I can’t do it I want to scream Rage and … **** my anxiety Like a tsunami Drowning my sanity I hold on To some electron Of hope Waiting for it To purge out This exasperating Existence
I pretend it’s you little message Was for me That tiny splash The hearts and trees A couple of teases Beneficial friend Or a ship with trails But really It’s just a fake hang up Cuz if you did You would
Remember our Tom Petty bonding? Out back as the sun went down You told me how you met him once Nerding out over music I saw the past and future Mirrored in our eyes And I was reminded that
Maybe I don’t know what it looks like feels like Perhaps it’s more of a Jingle That laughs in your face From the audacity Could be it’s a Knife Stroke That sears into your soul Right into death
Will you show off for me And are you drug free Or will you just let me be As you stroll To the glory hole Hung up on the words Twofold Into the public Out the back Bare it Believe it And into Anonymity