i see the galaxies in your eyes,
i see the lies you hide inside,
i see the galaxies in your eyes,
i see that there's no room for a girl like me, to explore the worlds & stars, within your mind. oh how i wish i can be apart of your lovely heart.

*sadly i'm not, but as long as i can gaze at you from afar- its fine.

I miss you, but whatever.
'Cause I know that you don't care.
You don't love me, but her.
And you want to live with her, forever.
.
Yea, it hurts.
SEEING the two of you
In a couple shirt.
Her favorite color, blue
.
But, it was a heartbreak.
HEARING your endearment
Sweetiepie and Cupcake.
How sweet?
.
Even it makes me fake bloom
SMELLING both of you
With the same perfume
The smell that I love too.
.
Though, it was a heartache
That you're always forcing me to TASTE
the cook of you in a plate.
that you're always cooking for your date.
.
And it's dying
That I FEEL your sweetness.
otherwise, my heart that full of bitterness.
That love you're giving her, and being selfless.
.
It really makes me missing you
'Cause I'm just your bestfriend
But when you're not yet meeting her
It was me, your only!
.
But, not anymore.
'Cause I'm just your before.
and she is your dream future
But I'm still hoping for..
.
.
For us.. that someday it will still be me.. YOUR ONE AND ONLY, BABY.

Open, POP CLICK POP
Open, POP CLICK POP
Open, POP CLICK DEAD.

Life is fleeting,
it leaves you in one quick motion.
Your so numb you can't feel any emotion.
The pills are setting in
you smile because you think this is the end.

Nothing,

you wake up the next morning with a killer head ache.
You look at the bottle emotions pouring back in a wake.
The familiar numbness is missing
and here you are tears forming at the eyes hoping,
wishing.

The pills are all gone
your at wits end.
Then you remember you have little friend
You pull it out from its dark hiding spot.
Fumbling for the bullets in a moment of distraught
You take the barel put it to you head
and count to three
1
2
3
and then your Dead.

Makes no sense to Me
Throwing Themselves
into Crowds
Crazy "BLACK FRIDAY"

How could this Happen?
Black Friday is now Thurday
Goodbye Thanksgiving

Black Friday is Here
Scariest Day of the Year
You Could be Trampled**

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love
despite what has happened to your heart
love, please

love
no matter how many times you have cried and begged for the pain to stop and your heart to heal
love,please

love
despite the pain you felt when your first love became your 20th and your 20th became your first
love,please

love
no matter how many times they keep walking out and banging the door in your face
love, please

love
even if you end up loving till time stands still and no one is there to bask in your feels
love, please

love
because no one deserves to walk away with your love and cause you to never love again.
no one deserve to make you stop loving.

love,please

Break free from it's rain
death to life, only life to gain,
but both are the same

Amusement

What am I a clown?
You think I'm here for your
******' amusement?


Senryu in Darkness

as she breathed her last
she recalled her words of praise
~ he has strong safe hands


The Marital Aid**

my career as a marital aid ~ over
my batteries had died long before
you chose to leave