They say fools fall in love, and I am the biggest one of all.

To have gone through love once,
Twice,
It's painful and heart-wrenching.
How am I such a fool?
To have dreamed of a life that would never exist,
To have sought out something that would never be.

Now I am leaving.

My dear, you have to let me go,
To let her in.

I am no longer a fool
For what love has been such a cruel.

She once stared at the moon
Once tears rolled down, and tears broke free
She felt the breeze sweeping in
Until there were no tears to shed

Eyes locked to the beauty of the moon
When the scarlet tears drip from her vein
When the frantic soul was screaming and crying of a broken child
And the wind has solemnly left  her bare

In the misty morning
I sat by myself
Wondering if life
Is ever fair

In the darkest of night
I laid by the bed
Wondering if life
Ever gonna end

The second cold night,
She heard no wind making sound
Left her with the noise of silence
And her poor broken heart,
Left to be scattered apart.

By the day has come,
Her heart is nowhere to be found
As the night has brought her along with its soul.

To hang on the threads of our past,
and to let them coil around my neck
Darling, I could not bear anymore.
I'm taking a step back
two,
three,
as I let you bloom another flower.
Now is time for me to travel alone
as I say goodbye to whom I thought was a home
Darling, the past is now ours to release.

I am losing you,
I am losing her,
I am losing him,
Where am I?
Lost in an unknown world,
Trapped in my own world.

I lost you
I lost her
I lost him,
Where am I?
Stranger, stranger, stranger,
So familiar yet so strange,
I am lost in my own world,
A world I created my own.

I've lost you,
I've lost her,
I've lost him,
I am sorry,
For what I am a sinner.

When the night turned so cold
And the stars beamed no more,
She felt the ache in her heart

When the moon was lurking behind the darkness
Leaving the night into a full blur,
She wrapped herself around her thoughts
Wishing for it was only a dream

I once dreamed of love,
A love that is so pure,
A love that is so kind

The day I bumped into a single road,
Was the day I bumped into love I never expected.

Love has never crossed my mind,
Not ever.
But love comes unexpectedly,
At times where I least expected it.

But love is so kind,
Love is so pure,
Love streghten my wings,
Love leads a journey to an infinite galaxy.

And love is no longer a dream.

The love was a glassworks,
but I am longing to see you.

Your love has never left me afraid,
as your love has always been part of my journey.

One sleepless boy
Falling to the deepest of the ocean
Looking for himself in the ocean waves
Little boy, it was just a dream

One sleepless boy
Running through an unending maze
Walking through an unending road
Little boy, it was just a dream

One sleepless boy
He is running through a neverending dream
A beautiful and horrifying dream of a one sleepless boy

-Inspired by a girl named Jessica-

She wakes up every day in the same place
With an endless repetition of regret
For a decision that has failed her to be able to feel
For her tears hidden to the naked eyes
For her voice sealed and became a noiseless voice

Her heart is sore
Her heart is aching
And her heart has lost in the shadow of her sorrow

The bugs need to eat too, and I'm their wretched feast,
They are a banquet of despair, a relentless beast,
I'm caught in their grasp, entangled in their might,
As they strip away my strength, cuddling me day and night.

The bugs need to eat too, their chants so clear,
Consuming my soul, where shadows leer,
No escape from their hunger, no end in sight,
Despair, my constant mate, swallowing the light.

The bugs need to eat too, as they burrow in my mind,
Feeding on my thoughts, leaving sanity behind,
Their hunger knows no bounds, their presence ever near,
Gobbling up my very being, filling me with fear.

A dreamer dreams,
A man sees.
But the dreamer was never a man,
The dreamer is the greatest voice of all mind.

A dreamer dreams,
A  man sees.
But the dreamer was never man.

Now the world has become so dull.
The dreamer is lost in a sight of darkness,
The dreamer is lost in a night of a thousand storms.

Dreamer,
Were you ever a man?