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Jun 2016 · 287
Behold, it ENDS
psyche Jun 2016
The days I count hath past…
when hours beyond my grasp
are now tickling the gallons of innumerable pain.
Here under the moonlight shine
with tiny million crystal beans,
I numbered all the scars
they marked a sand of thousand mem’ries.
‘tis has to be done, I know
Oh, moonlight I know you hear!
You witnessed all the tears
from my night to night’s endless mare.

But the gambler whispered all,
I now have to give up all;
my happiness, my love, and all
along the saddest hymn of mine soul.
Goodbye my dearest
sweetest paradise of wound.
Goodbye…
Jun 2016 · 323
only for HER
psyche Jun 2016
Shiny sparklin’ sun’s rise
Smilin’ brightly lighting your face
Oh, what a day to remember
Your eyes hath spoke
When they met mine

Hey! I like those smiles
I count the colors in your mood
You laugh the softness in your soul
I memorized the stroke of each sound

‘twas one of a kind
Felt the scent of the sweetest haven
You told me your story
I felt my lips pronouncing mine

You’re so special
You never knew
And I wasn’t aware
I was falling hard

So so hard
I forgot how lovely you were
When you just told me
You once hath fallen
hard
For her
and only for her.
you should have told me the very first minute you showed me those smiles.
May 2016 · 6.5k
babalik ka, diba?
psyche May 2016
Mamahalin kita na parang hindi ako nasaktan
Maghihintay ako na parang hindi pa tapos ang lahat
Iibig ako at iibig at iibig
Hanggang sa mapagod ang hapo ko nang puso
Sa di matapos na pag-asang
Babalik ka
Na babalik ka
Ako maghihintay
At ikaw darating
Babalik ka
Babalik k
Babali
Babal
Baba
Ba
B
Ba
Baka
Baka sa
Baka saka
Baka sakali.
May 2016 · 6.2k
gusto ko...sana
psyche May 2016
Gusto ko sanang hilingin sa mga bituin na ibalik ka sa akin
isigaw sa buong kalangitan kung gaano ako nasasaktan
Habang ibinubulong ng mga butil ng luhang pumapatak mula sa mga mata ko
ang pait ng katotothanang patuloy pa rin akong umaasang
tulad ko’y umaasa ka pa rin
umaasang maibabalik pa natin ang dati.

Gusto ko sanang maniwala sa mga mumunting tinig
Ng mga kulisap, sinasabing “ayos lang yan, magiging ok din ang lahat.”
Na sa bawat lipad ng mga alitaptap
Dala ay liwanag na magbubukas sa kinabukasang
Tayo pa rin hanggang sa hinaharap.

Gusto ko sanang umasa
At huwag mapagod sa mga panalanging
Bukas pag gising ko’y ikaw na ang nasa tabi
Na ang mga walang kasing tamis **** ngiti ang sasalubong
Sa akin mula sa akala kong walang katapusang bangungot
Ng sakit at pighati.

Gusto ko sana
Gusto ko
Gustong gustong gusto ko
Na sanang mawala lahat ng sakit
Lahat ng poot
Lahat ng pag aalinlangan
Lahat lahat
Pati na ang mga alalang
Pilit nagsususmiksik
Sa kaibuturan ko
Mga alaalang naging mitya ng kahapon
At naging hudyat ng ngayon
Ang bagong ikaw at ako
Na minsang naging tayo.
Mga alalang naging dahilan…

Gusto ko
Gustong gustong gusto ko ng
Kalimutan siya.

Sorry.
Pero hindi ko pa rin pala kaya.
May 2016 · 915
I Chose
psyche May 2016
I chose to be happy
To smile with no regrets

I chose to be witty
To be valiant and not to hate

I chose to move
To turn and not to look back
again

but memories go  strong
as time choose to run
when yesterday now ends
I wipe to reminisce again

And there,
at the end of the day
I still choose
to cry
again.
May 2016 · 297
We would have been
psyche May 2016
If I said yes
Would I have not been in this agony right now?

If I said I will
Would I not be wandering alone by now?

If I’d been strong enough to tell the truth
Will I be happy ….
Far beneath the jungle of sorrow I am with
Right here
Right now
Seeing you glowing
With heart’s full of gladness

While mine very own’s
Savoring the truth
Of regrets.

If I…
if I only...
if I could just.

I would have been…
then maybe
**we would have been
just maybe
May 2016 · 392
EROS
psyche May 2016
he spoke
she fell
she trusted
he deserved
but he lay
in a lust

now she deserves
no one
and him
no more.
perhaps, she's just too much.
May 2016 · 445
skeptical
psyche May 2016
i gave my whole trust
he returned it with excess doubt
now both of us weigh life
lingered in pseudo rotten love
Apr 2016 · 245
coated
psyche Apr 2016
like the good
in your bye

and that sweet lil thing you put
in a farewell
they say it's sweet
truth is it's just coated
to hide the most bitter taste.
Apr 2016 · 265
it's been a while
psyche Apr 2016
it's been a while
since we've last seen each other
now we're here
facing the painful truth of past.

it's been a while
since i've heard that voice
those sweetest laugh
and soft hand in mine
now i'm left with such lil thing you could offer:
a simple crooked smile

it's been a while
yeah
a while and i still feel the same
same love
same hope
same pain

it's been a while
and it hurts even more

now

after seeing those eyes

AGAIN.
i thought seeing you again will make me realize that i truly badly need to let go. wrong predictions ****!
Mar 2016 · 3.4k
UTAK VS. PUSO
psyche Mar 2016
Kapag yung ex mo nakipagbalikan sayo
tatangggapin mo pa ba?
Ako?
oo.
tanga lang eh noh?
oh tapos tatawa tawa ka?
Kung sabagay…
Hindi kita masisissi.
Hindi naman ikaw ang minsang lumigaya
Sa ibabaw ng alapaap
Sa yakap na mahigpit
Sa kamay na minsang nakatagpo ng
Palad
Palad na handang dumamay
Palad na handang umakay sa matarik na bundok
Binuo ng mga daliring handang takpan
Ang minsang mga matang walang humpay na lumuha sa pait na
Dulot ng mapanghusgag tingin ng mundo
hindi.. hindi kita masisisi
dahil hindi naman ikaw nag nakadama
ng matamis na lasa sa pagbigkas ng mga katagang
ikaw.. ikaw lang.. ang mahal ko.
Hindi. Hindi mo narinig ang bawat ngiting
Ipininta ng bawat tawang ibingay
Sa mga simpleng kantang inialay.
hindi.. hindi mo nasaksihan nung araw na ipinaglaban
nya ang pagmamahalang tanging mahalagang bagay na meron ako at sya noon.
Hindi.. hindi mo naramdaman ang lambot ng kasiguraduhang
Matutulog kang nakangiti dahil sya ang katabi mo
At gigising kang may ngiti pa rin dahil panatag ka
Panatag kang sa bisig nya parin nakahimlay.
Hindi.. hind kita masisisi
Dahil hindi mo ramdam
Ang kirot na humiwa dito..
Nung araw na sinabi nyang
“Ayokona”
Ayokona?
Walang eksplenasyon ni walang pasubali
Nabura lahat! Natabunan ng mga tanong hanggang sa naging panghihinayang at poot at
Sinabi kong tama na
Tama ka nga siguro
Ayaw mo na..
Lahat yan tinanggap ko, pilit ipinilit sa isipang
Wala na. tapos na. ending na.

Tapos
Isang araw
Bigla syang kumatok, sabi
“sorry”
Tanginamo. Para san pa?
Ako pa rin daw..
ako parin daw.

Kapag yung ex mo nakipagbalikan sayo
tatanggapin mo pa ba?
Ako?
oo.

pero di gaya ng dati
hindi
na
ako
tanga.
Hindi na...
Feb 2016 · 13.4k
pangako
psyche Feb 2016
Ngingiti ako at tatawa
Tatawa na parang di iniwan
Tatawa na parang di nasaktan
Ngingiti at tatawa
..dahil may higit pang darating.
Feb 2016 · 328
you deserve
psyche Feb 2016
not words

but actions
Feb 2016 · 378
sweets and shits
psyche Feb 2016
Sweet from the inside
In sugar it was coated
I tasted it for the first time
Feels like heaven that I swore

‘twas nice
I felt good in every bite
Pleasure…
It gave me a lot of it
That I savored even its last morsel

Now I was left with nothing
But a piece of ****.
i'm a mess. but i'm not sorry for myself
Feb 2016 · 286
envy
psyche Feb 2016
A friend who never fails to visit me all along
A great companion who always make me feel no special at all
A sweet taste I’ve never even forgotten
From the very moment I open mine eyes
‘til I close them after dawn

Envy
The only thing I have
From the very first day
You laid those sparkling eyes
On her
Those eyes
That once
Hath loved my very own.
can someone tell me how to avoid this 'lil friend of mine???
Jan 2016 · 230
No one but me
psyche Jan 2016
They will never understand
No one will ever care
Not everyone will be listening
No heart will be willing enough to feel
I have no one but me.
Me and only me.
Jan 2016 · 304
GRAVITY
psyche Jan 2016
Things fall apart
Accept it
or not
believe it
or not
Someday
Somehow
you’ll find someone
who’s pulled by thy own gravity
Accept it
or not
But believe it
I swear
he is the one
and the only one
destined for you
and only you
i do believe in soulmates.. as i do with fate. someday, someone will  hold my hand as if they were perfectly fitted and created for each other.
Jan 2016 · 258
09-20-15
psyche Jan 2016
I once have met a man of soul
a great of man who never made
a great impression the very first.

I once have met a man of pain
his story broke the heart of town
I heard him cry; it melts my heart
beneath the life no one have had.

I once have met a man of truth
his heart is pure when he have loved
in fact I once have heard, he said he loves
he uttered then the name I have.
I, then have felt what’s love in deed.

And though all the times have past
when all the songs have end
and all the shadows fade,
the love we used to share
will then
forever be remembered.

We will be remembered.
We’ll always be…


*For the man who taught me that love has no meaning at all, not unless you have known it by the heart, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! You will forever be here, right here, drawn behind the pages of my every piece.
I was about to reformat my laptop when i saw this piece i wrote months ago.. when i'm still hoping everything will be fixed between me and my ex. i read it three times weighing if i still feel the same. for the fist time, i've realized the changes.
psyche Sep 2015
you never know how much i cared
you never even cared how much i did
it hurts, though i never asked for more
i still loved you anyway

but the countless nights end
when all sweet legendary tales closed
a hymn to wave sweet farewell then
i closed my eyes in breeze of pain

you are free; you are now
go and fly
be happy, and promise me
to never come back
ever again
just a lil favor on my side.
you gave up, you just did. what else can i do? you're not holding anymore.
Apr 2015 · 1.1k
ENDING
psyche Apr 2015
sumulat ako
isang napakagandang obra.
larawan **** nakaukit
sa likod ng bawat letra.
pero hindi mo napansin
ganyan ka naman eh..
laging sa malayo nakatingin.

hanggang sa maubos ang tinta ng plumang gamit ko
tinanong mo kung tungkol saan ang istorya ko...

ngumiti ako, sabay sabing...

"sa ating dalawa sana
kaso napagod na ang pluma ko
sa minsang pinangarap kong wakas"
Mar 2015 · 369
pseudo
psyche Mar 2015
the smile i pinned in my face
from the very first day you left
how to be happy if you're really not
Mar 2015 · 1.9k
the carousel
psyche Mar 2015
let me not to let it all go.
let me not to let it all end.
time goes by, world is round
pin the things in places they fit.

spin the wheel
we'll be up and down
the joyous smiles will then be ours.

spin the wheel
we'll fly in place

but path is round...
we'll meet again.
Feb 2015 · 895
once upon a time
psyche Feb 2015
you came
you sat
you left

but then you stay
here in my lonely sheet of paper
tinted by this black silky metal
of the past.

you'll forever be here
and i'll forever feel your hand
ringed in mine
as i write our
forever **once upon a time
it seems like an epoch
yet it feels like yesterday...
forever yesterday
Jan 2015 · 369
...
psyche Jan 2015
...
If I could only run backward
I’ll place my feet in front my back
The prints I had will then I’ll have
And in that road I’ll meet thy path

If I could only run the time
I’ll move it in its counter route
Its hands will have a heart like mine
The moment’s time’ll last for long
I’ll be setting an alarm – remind me soon

if I could only hold your hand…
once
again
when time still favors me
in that pale tiny dusted road
with the laughing shadows of you and me.

If I could only…
Change the period you just laid

Then maybe we won’t meet the end
This way

Jan 2015 · 531
CHARGES
psyche Jan 2015
I’m in love
He’s in love
I exist
He exists

But I never have him
and he had her

Now I’m in love
And he’s in love
We’re just the same
Yet we repel
Jan 2015 · 588
h-a-p-p-y
psyche Jan 2015
I knew how to spell it
I even loved pronouncing it
By day and by night
it made my life complete
Until the tragic came...

the moment I had to wipe it all,
forget it…

and just run.
Jan 2015 · 306
he's ok; he will always be
psyche Jan 2015
He’s ok
He will always be
He’ll still smile
Show off his laugh
With eyes so true
He’ll never be in pain

He’s ok
He will always be
So don’t you ever worry my dear
He’ll still play his favorite sport
Will be hanging out with his friends
Still be singing his sweetest song
Will be wearing his perfect jeans

And at night
When your heart still aches for his warmth arm wraps,
He will be in the middle of the paradise
With a hand in his
Kissing every memories
In a tight hug you used to give

So don’t you ever worry my dear wounded heart
For he will be alright
He will always be…
Even without you.
Jan 2015 · 417
I Wonder How
psyche Jan 2015
I wonder how life could possibly be so fair
when at some times by the tick and tack of the clock
someone comes…
stays
and goes.

I wonder how life deserves a smile
when at some places by the ups and downs in the roads
and in humps
and rocks in our feet
someone has to stare
and pull
and push us
into somewhere we never desired to be.

And when time comes
I wonder how I could possibly know how to look
in a dreamed perfect photograph of the past
dusted…
rusted by the time
and forgotten by the line
when at this very moment, I wasn’t really eating
the most delicious memories
to look in my own future’s timeline.
psyche Jan 2015
He’s here; he was real
But the distance isn’t soft
And fogs had to kneel
In mine and in his; the places will be rift

He’s here; he was real
I could hear him laugh; could even see him smile
But the mile was so far and the view they conceal
From my pale pavement to his palace’s aisle.

He’s here; he was real
I might have held him just right now
Then we’ll be singing in a vow
But the thieves were in places; I would have known now how to feel.

He’s here; he was real
But I doubt he would have known me
For my place is far altered
From his all-known near kingdom they called love.
loving someone who's not even aware of your existence is like waiting for a shooting star to fall. you were once eager and hopeful until you get tired...
for you realized how it had been cloudy all night long.
Dec 2014 · 1.0k
freely as the fireworks
psyche Dec 2014
white
red
blue
green
yellow
and boom!!

worry no more
throw all the woes
for in the last minute of the year
we'll be leaving every trash of the past

oh valiant heart smile thy shiny love
spread thy precious joy
and in this coming year
we'll be living...

freely as these
white
red
blue
green
yellow
flies in the sky.
happy new year!!
Dec 2014 · 543
i'm a fractal
psyche Dec 2014
i was broken...
to stand as a whole
again.
Nov 2014 · 2.3k
Cupid to Psyche
psyche Nov 2014
Eyes don’t lie.
Eyes don’t hide.
Eyes reveal.
Eyes confess.

Heart could feel.
Heart will tell.
Heart decides.
Heart will beat.

But love exist
Pick heart over eyes.
For love looks not
With eyes but heart
.
Psyche to Cupid

Hear not with your eyes,
feel not with your ears.
see not with your hands
but say it with your heart.

Love isn't blind
i tell you this
it sees more, not less.
but because it sees more
it is willing to see LESS
Nov 2014 · 904
THE UNREACHABLE SOUL
psyche Nov 2014
our love is like the sun and the moon
we were unintentionally pulled by the gravity
you kiss the earth
I hug the night
I’ll say hello,
you’d wave goodbye.

perhaps we weren’t really
meant to be
mines the sand
yours is the wave
I was waiting for you
and will always be
but when you were there
it seems that you never cared
wiping every lil grains of me.

you stand so firm
you never seemed
the dusk collides
from earth I breath.

I stood here still
the river flows
I see your face
across the wildest coast.

I count your laugh
I hoped to smell
the life you had
though unaware
you made me dreamt..
it’s just the odd
who seems to know

I was soaked in the air
I was caught by the wind
I’m a shell in a reef
praying for someone
who'd fin’lly reap
‘tis untold love of mine
that once hath bloomed

in the unreachable soul
of thy calm aloof ocean.
he's a wind
i'm a dust
maybe i might as well learn how to accept.
we weren't supposed to breathe the same air.
Nov 2014 · 423
the reason why i write
psyche Nov 2014
i've seen a sin
with thousands of tiny seam
its smell was concealed
by a shameful sinless silk.

a dark concoction shaded into white
with its pointed armour
covered by a dull cold rusted metal

i use it
i always.

to huddle
these tons
of horrifying
hurtful truth.
Nov 2014 · 325
what hurts the most
psyche Nov 2014
I can’t find a word.
Has nothing to say,
yet heart’s full of terms to vent.
Can’t even catch the right punctuation mark to fit
this feeling that’s growing from mine entire being.

If you won’t mind,
please…
allow me to steal a single smile of yours
I just want to put it in my pocket
to hold on when your hand
is ready to wave

in an endless pain of good-bye.
it hurts.
really hurts that it *****.
Nov 2014 · 398
blankness into something
psyche Nov 2014
blank horizon
blank emotion
blank paper
a pen.

access...
access..
access.

there,
i spotted the times i was laughing
floating in the universe
with thy hands holding mine

the horizon shifted into clouds
where sun prepares to set its face

i felt a hundred languages of emotions
filled by those days i've been so glad

by then,
i let my pen kissed
the blank paper i've been holding for an epoch

so much stories to tell
so much laughter to share

i was just hoping that...

maybe you could read it someday.
Nov 2014 · 288
feelings vs. wants
psyche Nov 2014
step a foot
once...
twice..
thrice.

walk the pavement
and never look back.

walk.
run.
forget.

i wanted these.
i always.

can anyone tell me
how to start

when all my wants are
far different
from
what i truly feel?
psyche Nov 2014
our song had just ended
no more rhythm
no more lyric
no more tone
I swallowed my pride
and play it all over
again.

Again,
I heard the tune
that bizarre tone
that once we used to sing
It’s just that...
I sing it all...

alone

right now.
Nov 2014 · 753
The Replica
psyche Nov 2014
I looked at her
As she glances at me
Those crystal beans
On her eyes were falling.

I saw the sadness
She’s been hiding inside
The pain she’s been carrying
On that cold dark night.

She then smiled at me
Telling me she was fine
I smiled back at her
I wish I could help.

She started the conversation
Though no words came out
I, then understood
It really hurts.

No one could ever understand
No one…
No one could ever care
No one..

I felt the pain
I wiped her tears
On that cold dark night
I only have my replica.
Nov 2014 · 226
HE WILL
psyche Nov 2014
he'll be back
he said

a bit less than a promise
a bit more than a chance

he'll be here
he said

and that was the only thing
here..
in my pocket

that i keep on
holding still.
I'll wait...
Nov 2014 · 319
You're Here, But Not Really
psyche Nov 2014
That crooked smile
those laughing eyes
we’re hand in hand
across the earth.
People don’t care
and so we don’t
I smiled in pain
as I looked at this silky little frame,
Yes…
we now share the same roof
but you weren’t really here.
Nov 2014 · 846
Wish I'd Never Grow Up
psyche Nov 2014
a million smiles
with million little laughs
an airplane from a paper
toys scattered along the room

bubbles during bath
lullabies from mom
tiny little sounds
when dad gets home with hugs

the world's pure and wonderful
with innocence of gladness it held
the day's a sun of light
and it's so quiet during night

everything's funny;
got nothing to regret
i just wish...
i could stay like that.
Nov 2014 · 327
That Little Butterfly
psyche Nov 2014
Once
I caught a butterfly,
a gorgeous one.
Its wings glow
With colours I don’t have any idea
of describing and naming.
It’s just that…
I liked it.
It stayed for a while
there in my little silky hand.
It never moved.
I thought it would stay
longer.
But I was wrong.
Until it finally wiggled its wings
and danced across the air.
Leaving me all alone
with mine bare hand
that once hath ringed in it.
It flew
away
and
away
and
away.
Now, I have no idea
of describing and naming it.
It’s just that…
I love it...
I do.
i wish i realized it just before it left me.
Nov 2014 · 346
FINALLY
psyche Nov 2014
A decade’s done
Million little stars will smile
A hand will finally be wiping
These screaming tears inside.
I’ll be wearing the best dress I have;
Will pin the sweetest scent of smile.
A day’s to wait
Will soon be here
For in mine last minute
I’m sure…
You’d finally be here.
Nov 2014 · 449
Never Never Mind a Mind
psyche Nov 2014
True to a lie that man feels love.
His ego blooms when he stares at.
The night shift dirt hath turned to green
When only eyes know how to be.
Yes to a lie that we all get hurt
A burden comes when pain invades.
The truth is that a man knows not
What brain could do above his heart.
No one is a saint.
No one is an evil.
No one is so safe.
No one is in harm.
But knowing inside out’s never been rapt
For a mind that speaks dictates it all.
Nov 2014 · 271
NUMB
psyche Nov 2014
I would have known thee before the day ends
When butterflies’ wings glow beneath the sun
And water flows across the rocky crust.
I wish… I wish… I really wish I would.

I would have known thee before darkness peeks
When music sings its harmony with smiles
We’d hear the lyrics’ tone; it echoes the sweetest laugh.
Oh I wish I would before nightmare spared.

I would have known thee before stories end
When stars won’t blink and clocks don’t rush
The hour hath run before I would
And date hath passed before I could.

I would have known thee before we met
When my heart remembers how to beat
And my lips still know how to smile…
When my world seems just so fine
and fair.

I would have known thee
I wish I would
Before I found myself deeply…
falling
In numb.
Nov 2014 · 1.2k
Who Art Thou?
psyche Nov 2014
Who art thou? Thy devious smiles
That punch the line,
Your masterpiece you’ve thrown above.
Who art thou? Thy humour mind
They ended up in hands of might.
Who art thou? Who knoweth not
But sew thy name in endless trail.
Thy hands were cold
They made those tricks
That at the end thou praises thee.
Nov 2014 · 725
This Pen
psyche Nov 2014
I won’t take a pique;
Won’t even try to speak.
But if by chance you’d ask me why,
I’ll say no word
And let this pen spill off my sword.
hear my voice
Oct 2014 · 344
I Guess
psyche Oct 2014
I guess it’ll soon be better
I guess we’ll be okay in a moment
I guess I’ll be wearing my smile again.
I guess..
I guess..
I just guessed
As I’ve always been.
Now I guess
I already know how
*Not to guess at all.
#Ipromise
Oct 2014 · 287
I know...
psyche Oct 2014
The world’s spinning; mine hands were shaking
A smile once peek a heart then beats.
Yours is the smile I’ve ever seen
Though clouds above had turned to gray.
Yours is the voice I heard so soft
On winter nights I'll never be scared at all..

The rain hath blown; had swapped from the sun's tender smile
Yet rainbow turned its colors stunned
Blues stepped a foot; unraveled its wings.

Men do love
Birds can sing
When day is gone
My moon will shine…
I know…
For you
Once
Had
S
H
O
W
N
.
It may never be the best ever written poem. but I do love it, for someone's face hides in every single letters of it.
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