Out of my mind

They keep telling me I’ll be fine
But what do they know?
They have no idea I’m out of my mind!
My heart can no longer grow.

But what do they know?
Have they ever felt loneliness like this?
My heart can no longer grow.
I really wish I didn’t exist.

I’ll end up in an institution
slicing my wrist
Isn’t always the best solution
But I bet I won’t be missed.

Call me crazy
Slicing my wrist
Has my mind all hazy
But I bet I won’t be missed.

Slicing my wrist
They have no idea I’m out of my mind!
But I bet I won’t be missed
They keep telling me I’ll be fine.

Patience

I’m losing my patience
Time is going too slow.
Day after day I’m left in suspense
of when I will finally be six feet below.

Emperor

You’re the emperor of my empire
Everything that I desire
This love will never expire
For you are the only one to set my heart on fire!

I’m losing my patience
Time is going too slow.
Day after day I’m left in suspense
of when I will finally be six feet below.

Outcast

I’m not trying to be distant
but my name is unknown
and happiness I disown
My presence is nonexistent
this loneliness is persistent.
Nothing is worse than being alone
To living I have become resistant.

This is a test
And only a test
Will you do your best
When you don’t feel so blessed?
Or will you falter like the rest?

Star

I want to be a star
Not to blend in with the others
I want to go far
Outshine the entire galaxy
Need to escape this bell jar
But it’s not easy to be happy.

He is summer sun
Creates tiny beads of sweat
I'm completely drenched!

"Maybe we should take a break," he said.
Then he fled.
My heart bled.
I knew this love was dead.

Whatever you're poppin'
Won't be stoppin'
Your world from droppin'

Tossing and turning
My mind keeps churning
And I am yearning
That Someday my sleep will be returning.

Flames flare. I burn with hidden desire.
This must be a heavenly hell, I’m on fire.
Lust is wrong, I’m aware.
Flames flare.

You were supposed to be
sunrise above the bluest sea,
a beautiful melody
my lifetime guarantee.

Instead…

You were a potholed road
A river that never flowed
An abandoned abode
A violent storm that made my world implode.

I’m not so sure
That you’re that white knight
I’m not so sure
Your love is true and pure.
You quickly got me hooked,
But so far you’re noting like the storybooks.
I’m not so sure.

You are: my favorite song,
A sunny Saturday afternoon,
The only place where I belong;
Ice cream in the month of June.

You are: my chosen family
A friendship that is lifelong
The bright sun over the Mediterranean Sea.
You are my favorite song.

You are: my favorite pastime,
A daylight moon
A perfect poetry rhyme
A sunny Saturday afternoon.

You are: a soothing symphony
The one I’ve loved all along
My destined eternity
The only place where I belong.

You are: my ever after
My favorite childhood cartoon
My happiness and laughter
Ice cream in the month of June.

Jack don’t eat fat
Jack don’t eat no lean
Food is a constant combat
Jack is an empty machine

I thought I was the one for you
When you compared me to the moon.
But your heart never grew,
While mine washed away in your typhoon.

Take some pills and just die.
Life is no thrill so goodbye.

Every time we're together,
I want to live forever!

A Sugar escape
Down the rabbit hole
Lovely colors and shapes
I’ve lost control.

Sweetness

Dawn breaks
He wakes with
Me on his mind.

Licking his lips
A craving exists
Sugary and hot combined.

His warming hands
So warm and inviting
After many hours under the sheets.

Reach out and wrap around me
Pulling me near
Our eyes meet.

He flips my world
Upside down
Stirring me up.

Spreading me
Lapping up my every honey drop
As if I was pancake syrup.

He squeezes me gently
He touches me
Until I explode

I provide him a mouthful of sweetness
Satisfying his needs.
I leave him in happy mode.

The rain might go away
But it’ll come back another day
Constant lightning and thunder
My life is a blunder
You tell me I’ll see sunny skies
But I know you like to lie.

Roses are red
But I am blue
I’d rather be dead
so I am through.

You keep pulling
Tugging
Never knowing my limits
Until I snap!

The rain might go away
But it’ll come back another day
Constant lightning and thunder
My life is a blunder
You tell me I’ll see sunny skies
But I know you like to lie.

Those that have once loved,
Understand that heartbreak is
A very slow death.

Humpty Dumpty

Humpty Dumpty wasn’t doing well
But yet no one could tell
That his life was hell
Trapped in his own prison cell,
Humpty Dumpty fell
A surprise farewell.

Sometimes I want to hurry
and reach the pearly gates.
But when it's my fate
I'll want to wait
and it'll be too late.

This love is the end of my loneliness
And the beginning of my suicide.

No drink or drug
could ever be enough
To make me forget
How much I loved.

The queen questioned
The mirror on the wall.
“Hey mirror tell me
Who’s the fairest of them all?”
The mirror gave the sad news
The queen would lose
Because men often choose
A younger beauty to be their muse.

God

I found God in a form of a powder
In the darkness where my demons scream louder.
All lights dimmed long ago
It’s so cold I just dive into snow.
Surrounded in white
My God makes everything all right.