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 Mar 2016
Echoes Of A Mind
Saying I love you
Would be a crime
So these three words
I'll hide
In a place
Where they can fade
Together with the feeling
To which they are labeled.

There they'll stay
Until the day
Where we can both
Look back and laugh
Over my confused
Little
paper heart...
I just wanted to express it somewhere...
 Mar 2016
Echoes Of A Mind
I tried to create a distance
I tried to stay away,
but then **** happened
and here I am again.

Falling down the rabbit-hole,
but still trying to climb up.
Fleeing from this feeling,
which people call love.

I don't want to fall,
my heart, I'll hide it away
so that nobody ever can touch
or reach it again.

My head tells me
that it's right to stay away,
but everything else inside me
screams "Don't let him get away!"

So a war is going on in my head
and I'm so confused
'Cause I'll have to choose
What the hell I am going to do.

So it really happened again.
This stupid ***** never learns
from her mistakes.
****...I think I fell in love again...
 Mar 2016
Echoes Of A Mind
Don't make me fall for you
Please, I ask this of you
I don't want to smile the whole time
while thinking of you
I don't want to feel sad,
just because I miss you.

So please don't make me fall for you.

I hate when I say I hate you,
but I say it with a smile
I hate rolling around in the bed
without knowing why.
I hate the times when I suddenly cracks a smile,
because something reminded me of you.

Please, don't make me fall for you.

Tho' it'll hurt me, then please stay away
don't talk to me for a couple of days.
Then I might be able to
make myself move on
you told me yourself
I shouldn't wait for anyone
The "right guy" might be sitting at a bar,
but I never meet him since I was busy
falling for a guy, who's probably only playing.

So please, don't make me fall for you.
My request wasn't heard....
 Mar 2016
Echoes Of A Mind
I hate you so much
That you wont believe it.
I hate you so much
That I almost can't take it.
This hate is occupying my whole day
And haunts me in my dreams.

I hate the fact that I
Follows your every move with my eyes.
I hate you so much
That you're on my mind
the whole time.

I call you Idiot,
Because I am frustrated
And doesn't know
How to express this hate.
But still,
I say it with a smile.

I hate
when you look at me like that
Since it's one of my weak-points.
Don't use this weapon against me,
I swear, I can't take it.

I hate when I feel warm inside
And when my cheeks turn red
I hate the fact that I
Can't choke the smile,
Which comes over my face when I
Look into your eyes.

I hate missing you
And I hate that I can't tell you
How much I wish to be by your side,
But if you ever ask me about this,
Then I'll refused ever to have said it.

I hate that I want to text you,
but never do I dare.
But most of all I hate the fact
That I don't hate you
Not the least at all.
I guess this is a way to express love...
 Mar 2016
Echoes Of A Mind
I can't stop smiling
when I think of him
neither can I stop
the fact that I miss him

But though I want to get near
I better stay away
'Cause he's like a candle
and his burn won't go away

So I better not touch
I better not try
He better stay a bittersweet memory
until the end of time...
He became a hurtful memory instead...
 Mar 2016
Echoes Of A Mind
Let's keep it a secret
Let's not tell anyone
Let's delete the proofs
Let the memories be gone

Let the scars be healed
Let the time pass
Let the letter be sealed
Let it all be in the past

Let's not make it weird
Let's not burn the bridge
Let's not fall apart
Because of a secret
Secrets...
 Mar 2016
Echoes Of A Mind
I'm giving up on Love
I don't want it anymore
Don't want to hurt
and don't want to be jealous
Don't want to cry
and don't want to be nervous

I hate the fact that I smile
When his face shows up in my mind
Hate the fact that I
Always recognizes his voice
No matter where I am

I'm stalked by the feeling
That's slowly choking me
I wish that Love
would just let me be...
The day I tried to make a distance was the day he chose to move closer...
 Mar 2016
Echoes Of A Mind
My heart keeps calling
it keeps calling on you,
but you never hear it
Heh, why should you?

My heart begins to slam
its hands against the wall
which is my chest
'cause without you
My heart refuse to rest.

My hearts it bleeds for you
and it hurts a lot too,
but I know that your heart
it wont be moved
cause you don't need me,
do you?

I often think about you
knowing you won't
think about me too
I miss you all the time
while you're feeling fine
I see you in my dreams
while you're seeing
somebody else.

I keep looking down
at the foyer of our school
hoping that you'll pass by
so I can catch a glimpse of you
with my eyes
but you never show up,
why would you?
It's holidays after all...

No one really needs me
Not even you.
I just keep thinking
Keep thinking about you,
but i know
that you'll never feel about me
as i do about you.
 Mar 2016
Echoes Of A Mind
Can you see this rose?
The one in my hand
If I pull off the petals
One by one they'll fall
And what remains
Will only be the stalk
Which I'll be able to break
With one move of my hand.
The power he had over me, I'm not sure if he even knew that...

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