AavelinaJaden

AavelinaJaden Jun 2014

Teen fiction gone amiss: an autobiography

I fell in love like the way you fall asleep: like getting hit by a ******* bus that knocks you out of your senses and *In that moment I swear we were infinitely in love but ******* you left me on my own. I know love and lust don't always keep the same company but I find great companionship in your eyes and I'm quite hoping you'll stick around. May the odds be ever in our favor of falling in love again in the empty house we once called mine where i'm divergent and I can only be controlled by my fears (of losing you) that send me recoiling in your arms every night; I solemnly swear that I am up to no good and I spend every second wishing you'd love me like I love you.

#love #teen #novels #flower #books #wall #fiction #map #tfios #harrypotter #divergent #wallflower #twilight #perks #thefaultinourstars #maurders #perksofbeingawallflower #hungergames

AavelinaJaden Jun 2014

writers block / collaboration

I have a poetic bone in my body, I swear; I've seemed to misplace it
I'll search inside the cabinets, within the threads of my bedsheets
maybe you've withheld it in your eyes
breaking it with your icy glare,
maybe you enjoyed hearing it crack and shatter into pieces,
was the dissonance music to your ears?
i thought i saw it the other day, chasing the hand you walked out on,
funny how it could've escaped my grasp
when I once held it so close like the proverbial hand of cards,
a treasured piece of myself.
I can hear it now, it reverberating through the forest like the drumbeat of your heart.
Toying with me, a little girl attached to the strings of a puppeteer
suspending itself among the wind chimes that whisper melodies to the wind
it hangs there, taunting me with gut wrenching lullabies, torturing my every-waking moment
with the unmistakeable clinging of its own remnants.
I don't know if it'll ever return to me; do i even want it to?

COLLABORATION WITH TWITTER USER @BELLAN0VA

#poetry #poet #people #bones #writers #block #twitter #collaboration

AavelinaJaden May 2014

untitled vs unentitled

untitled; not knowing a name to put on my favorite book of how I love to waking up beside you in the morning. Or any knowledge of metaphors and fallacies that exist to define our love. I cannot put a title of the chemistry between us.
Unentitled; Your heart is not mine to love and your hand not mine to hold. I have no title or claim to any ounce, hair, or breathe that you have but I want it so much. I long to be yours, to be entitled to your everything.

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#love #boyfriend #relationship #thoughts #thinking #new #him #you #writing #inlove #bf #mine #untitled #babe #titled #unentitled

AavelinaJaden May 2014

Untitled

Wear your heart on your sleeve like its a ******* fashion statement

AavelinaJaden May 2014

searching

I am found on page 7 of google if you search "poems that whisper i love you" but you never look past page 1.
You found something that suited your taste buds on result #4 and never bothered to look further.
page 2; google+Poems+that+whisper+i+love+you=error404.html
page 3; please go on, but result number #5 was an interview of your favorite hockey team so page 4 never got a glance, page
5; four being overlooked, the images are screaming out your name of miscommunication and internet wrongdoing,
page 6; one more page, and youll find what youve always been looking for, but a message came up saying "meet me at the coffee shop" and the tab was closed forever. I will never be found, and yet you'll never care to wonder what could have been if you would've just read page 7

trying something new idk?

AavelinaJaden May 2014

stormy weather / stormy thoughts

i want you to want me like a tornado loves the eye of a tiger like a hurricane loved the warm oceanic breeze and sounds of fleeing personas
feel the way a volcano feels during a meltdown, hot and desperated. tell me your love burns for me like an atom bomb ready to ignite
make your passion explode for me. I need to grasp the concept that you love me like im in love with the way you make earthquakes in my heart
IM AN UNSTABLE DUST STORM AND MAYBE TWO WRONGS DONT MAKE A RIGHT BUT I NEED EVERY GRAIN OF SAND YOU HAVE TO OFFER ME
BABY IM A FOREST FIRE AND I CANNOT SURVIVE WITHOUT YOUR POEMS ADDING TO THE FUEL. YOU BREATHE LIFE INTO ME I CANT CONQUER THIS CITY ALONE
your raging warmth isn't adequate enough to quench the tornado of thoughts we made, billowing around tearing up the place we once called home
I need you to flood my emotions making every thought and every particle of love in the air flow towards you so the current can overflow anything that's irrelevant
*******, you are the lightning that brightens up my world and i am the reckless thunder one step behind you, what a pair; atmospheric lovers

AavelinaJaden May 2014

thoughts

So many thoughts are encompassed in my brain, swirling around and around, faster and faster and faster like a tornado that's going to destroy everything in its path; destruction at its finest.
There no place like home, say the voices in my head. GET OUT. I can't take this internecine anymore. I have to end this. I have to end this. I don't wanna be alive. I have to end this. I dONT WANT TO BE ALIVE.