my tears will confess  you
my smiles will confess  you
my thoughts will confess  you
each and every particle of my existence will confess
"THE STORY OF YOU"

WHAT HAPPENDS TO THE POET
when he completes to tell the story ???
does he live eternally through the poetry
he already wrote or does he vanish just like his words

YOU MAKE ME FEEL ALL THE
"BUTTERFLIES"
BUT SUDDENLY YOU WILL **** THEM ALL

i am running of words to express this feeling!!

how can i say this
if u want u can stay if u don't want then leave
but i do hope u stay!!

The unplanned life is kinda exciting and sad
i never thought i would make it past 18

i know i was the one who told you to let go
but why do i don't like this feeling???

Apart from asking for "LOVE" from me
sometimes
give me some

i cant takes this anymore please make it stop!!!!
please please please make it stoooooppppppp

you know what ...
nobody wants the ugly side
everybody want the sunshine and rainbows
but what about the thunders & lightings

what hurts me the most??
feelings , loneliness, breakup, expectations...nah
"HAPPINESS"  hurts the most

the people whom u think will stay till the end
will always leave at the end
don't worry the only thing they leave with
will be the pain

i was drowning in you
i wasn't even aware of it...

"i can finally be happy " i thought
after letting you go
but now u haunt me in my dreams ,my thoughts
and most importantly in my memories

will it hurt always ??
even though i let go of them !!

i know i have to let you go...
but
if i know i have to let you go this early
then i would have never held your hand at all

Can love exist without expectation?
Indeed,  you aren't expecting them to bring the water
yet you will die of thirst.

so how does it feel now?? they asked
i feel myself like
finally after eternity of tears

all the paths in the world
but i choose the painful one for u

how can i feel the care ..
when i am the one who always cares
and
should always be the one that cares

do others always define of who i am??

WHY DO I ALWAYS FEEL THIS EMPTINESS INSIDE ME
EVEN TOUGH I MADE SURE I AM FULL FOR THE OTHERS

why do i always get hurt ??
cause u expect the same effort from them
and they don't do that

i  don't know how long i can take this ...

" I AM IMMORTAL
BUT U KILLED ME "

can love be really bittersweet ??
caz all i saw was bitter side of it...
what happened to the sweet side.

Perhaps this explains
why God did not endow hearts with bones
because they break so frequently.

the only definition i know of love is "YOU"
how can i ever change it ??

Why was the world created
without the freedom of love?

"mujhe nahin lagata ki main
aakhiree saans tak jinda rah paoonga,
tumhaare bina unaka kya kaam hai "
I don't think i can live till my last breath ,
what are those without you

AFTER 50 YEARS
" EVEN THE MOST-WELL BUILT BUILDINGS
ARE BOUND TO CRACK
BUT HOW IS IT POSSIBLE THAT
I STILL DONT HAVE
A SLIGHTEST OPENING
IN MY HEART TO LET YOU GO "
EVEN THOUGH YOU LEFT ME

"what should I do with this lonely life
all that left are tears
all I lost are smiles "

" why can't I breath
even though there is air
why do feel suffocated
even though I am free"

"fi Dunya Wal akhirah"
"In this world and the last"

if i should go to the depths of the misery
then i would gladly do so with you

because we cant relive the moment
we try capture it in photographs
then we the person is gone
that photographs will break ur heart

he asked: "why do people write poetry
when they can just talk with words "
she replied: "even with words they cant understand but in poetry I can just say I am drowning in the air  and be understood"

is it only me or everyone think:
" Sun die every night for moon.
and the moon brings him back to life every morning."

" Hum the dhoondte jisse
Woh kami ban gaye
Tum mere ishq ki
Sar-zameen ban gaye"
now these lines hit me hard.

why do people doesn't care of others
like how do we tell them that it hurts
no matter how many tears go through the eyes
the pain just never fades
how do we tell this to the people

you are my story for love
you are the meaning of my forever

so many words but still not enough
to tell you that
how much it huts to be like this
how much it hurts to let  everything go
how much it hurts to forgive u
u just make me a mute
and the words die at the back of my throat
those form a lump inside
that I try hard to digest to breath again

in a world where there is need to cry
also the need to hide the tears...

when i think of life
i think of you
all the things u do
all times when you call me pretty
the look u give me
when u can't hide Ur love
all the times u said u were there
all the times u asked me to love you
all those smiles u hide
all the blushes I see
the happiness on your face
all the nights u stay awake for me
all the dreams you have of me
all these remind me of life

how hard should I try.
how many times should I try.
I am tired of everything.
why can't I get a break?
it feels like everything is falling apart.

should I finally agree the fact that I lost you!!
even though u were never mine from the start

how to heal the broken parts of the soul
that keep breaking on daily basis
how is that "nothing is so broken that can't be fixed"
while all I feel is feel broken with every ounce of air i breath..

All the things that were left unsaid.
what does they ****?
the words of free will
just like the tears that
never cross the bridges of the eyes
all the memories of drowning
and never learning never to swim

As the day goes by
the breath gets heavier to breath.
the mind gets weighed down.
heart get burned.
with all the things it sees, takes, heard.

can anyone love me like Achillies did Patroclus
can anyone describe be like Patroclus did Achillies
can anyone fight like Achillies
love me like Patroclus