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5.6k · Jun 2014
Eclectic Queen
Axiana Jun 2014
Consumed by the diversity of one infinite reason to live
She's under the wave of a thousand pains, but the desire to breathe, it's
So much stronger than the need to no longer be, and then suddenly
All at once she's on fire, flying higher, one breathing, eclectic queen
Everything her eyes fall upon is healing, and becoming something
Her wings spread as her beliefs begin to mend, and the future once again becomes promising
This world is continuing to fall apart and she's growing through its heart
But the moment she blossoms will be the day our universe restarts
To continue to expand your horizon, you only have to be honest
Open and caring, loving and daring, let your passions fly and find solace
In the chaos of time and space, there is hidden poetry here and she hopes someday they will find wholeness.
3.6k · Jan 2015
Gaia and the Sea Wolf
Axiana Jan 2015
Satiated is my soul, awake, alive
I come forward with my eyes alight
This moment here was perfectly timed
With the sunshine reflecting full tonight

I follow the moon, the stars, the sea
Wave upon wave breathes life into me
The balance of far lands and dreams
I was once the wolf who took the leap
A guardian of cosmic mystery

Into waters bright and clear
Such transformation happens here
Now I know the truth, in tears
Gaia loves all starseeds dear

A seed was planted, this I know
For the moon once told me so
In its attempt to fight the sun
But now they are forever one

Let the flow continue now
I heed the call, I hear the sound
Awaken before our light goes out
There is no room for doubt

Drop your worries, release your sighs
From your heart, this special night
I'll race you to the end of time
And howl now, our wilds' cry

Watch our soul spread out, spread wide
Now my sweet one, be alive
One last breath and now we dive
Into the deep, we glide, we rise

Becoming part of an eternal tide
And so she whispered to the sky
A wish so deep, so sweet, so kind
"I will still be yours...
If you will be mine"
There is an ancient tale of how the wolf dove into the sea in order to feed dolphins to the human when they first began their relationship.  As the story goes, they became what we know today as the orcas or "Sea Wolves". I resonate strongly with these two spirit animals and the metaphor of transformation through balance and compassion inspired me so I decided to write a poem about it. I hope you enjoy! Here is a link to the story I had read if you want more details :)

http://www.crystalwind.ca/find-your-way/native-american-path/animal-spirit-medicine/2777-spirit-of-orca
Axiana Nov 2013
Smile
Smile without the pain, trust me
Try it
Try it and write me a story, please
I'm drowning in adrenal fatigue
And my own bleeding empathy
From reading such sad poetry
But I chose to stay
And relate to your pain
Because I love your inner strength
When it shines through
Every word you choose
Just know
I notice you
I recognize the struggle of life
And when it's being a *****
I write a poem
About how to cope with it

Smile
Smile without the frown, trust me
Try it
Try it and tell me how it feels to see
Something caught inbetween
A bittersweet memory
And a dream
Don't get me wrong. I love you all. This isn't directed at anyone. But if happiness is what people are striving for, I challenge them to write about it if they think they can. It will be refreshing, I promise. Also smile, you are all beautiful just the way you are!!! **** society and heartless people for making anyone feel even a fraction less than happy.
2.8k · Jun 2013
Wasting
Axiana Jun 2013
Poetically vibrating
Intensely radiating
Broken letters synchronistically mating
I love the way I am matchmaking
It's scintillating
A river rush of vowels are grating
Against consonants that were waiting
Sentence structure upraising
And then
I am only making
An attempt at escaping
This world
That is wasting
2.3k · Jun 2013
Underwater Color
Axiana Jun 2013
My colors are underwater
Drowning in my passion
I run the paintbrush through
In chaotic fashion
Blending pure red with blue
To make violent, violet hues
That will caress my artistic spirit
And consume my whole being
All through the evening
1.8k · Jan 2015
Snake
Axiana Jan 2015
Eyes the color of tiger stones
Whisper to me your song of old
Soft scales, impactful blows
So beautiful
Remind me of your powerful soul
A rising orange sun-glow
Reflects the light just so
I can see the life lines of your skin
Encouraging me to go within
The infinite being that is
Accepting the power I miss
Now, I lift my Self higher
Connect with fire
I align with a desire
To take the ego from its towering spire
And begin to rewire
The thoughts that conspire
To cause me to tire
Before I can muster
The energy to uncover
What I thought I had lost, however
Now I know
Nothing is ever lost forever
I am never alone.
Inspired by my sister's beautiful and intricate Amel Cornsnake. I had a moment where I was gazing into her eyes and this poem just came forth. Apologies for the roughness of it. Thank you all for your support <3
1.7k · Jun 2013
Ascension
Axiana Jun 2013
She wore an air of mysticism
Her memory bore prophetic visions
From ancient egyptian
And judaic traditions
She knows every star system
And every night is a mission
Where she wishes and wishes
For help from the legends

Feeling the kundalini extension
A timeless moment in meditation
She rode a chariot of ascension
With many faces
Facing in all directions
Interpreting new races
There was
Communication retention in
Multidimensional dimensions
And convoluted intentions
Creating dense tension
Leaving her in suspension
Then, there was a call for attention
And she witnessed the mention
Of helping Earths' ascension
Words whispered with foreign inflections
Melted away her apprehensions
With familiar definitions
And promising space faring inventions
A work in progress but it's because this one is so much fun to write I just want to keep going and going! :)
1.3k · Jun 2013
Hope Is Unusual
Axiana Jun 2013
She is beautiful
Dancing there in the light of heaven
But she is unusual
Homesick for a more cosmic direction
Life is a mutual
Understanding of spiritual intention
She is crucial
Like every soul, and depends on ascension
It's hard to stay neutral
When feeling this kind of suppression
In a world full of obsession
With possession after possession
Bleeding into a global recession
But hope is beautiful
As it shines on in the midst of depression
1.3k · Jun 2016
PreDominantly Free
Axiana Jun 2016
Loosen the noose,  I'm ready to live
Unlock these chains I once begged you for
Collapse the walls I've had you build
Release the animal, it's tired of hiding
I'm ready to run
Headlong into the shadows
Away from the other one
I'll devour all I've withheld from
My crumbling spirit has decayed
Replaced by something raw
A ripened, dripping rage
And blood I will draw

Ready to show this true nature of mine
The dominant monster
A shiver up every spine
A nightmare unfostered
Beneath my heel you'll find
The weakest imposters

A vision of blackest beauty
I am everlasting insanity
Every demand followed
Every heart hollowed
Ecstatically

I'll make you crawl
I'll pull you down
You'll heed my call
I'll watch you drown

Well beyond the depths
And through our cores
I'll go to hell
Unlock all doors
Gather an army
Of oaths unsworn
My will unleashed
A chaotic force
1.3k · Jun 2013
Female Energy
Axiana Jun 2013
Unreachable
Her motions bare the essence
That envelops you
Like a river

Untameable
Her whispers reveal the smoke
That blinds you
Like a mirror

Unmistakable
Her aroma awakens the heart
That warms you
Like a fever

Undeniable
Her touch reaches the soul
That cures you
Like a healer
1.3k · Jun 2013
The Misfit Linguistic
Axiana Jun 2013
I am a mythic
Naturally scientific
Representing heiroglyphic
Designs that are intimate

I am inquisitive
Sporadic and innocent
Completely nonspecific
An ancient initiate

I am a linguistic
Student of verbal physics
And a little bit cryptic
With love for the mystic
Moments that are rhythmic
I am
A rustic, heretic poetic misfit
1.2k · Nov 2013
Learn To Believe In Miracles
Axiana Nov 2013
There are miracles happening right before our eyes
Small ones, teeny ones, they come in every size
And they are not to be passed off as nothing!

Like when your soulmate saw you for the first time
And made you believe in love at first sight
Or how butterflies deep within you took flight
When that car raced past, right through a stoplight
Barely missing you because a plane made you look up at the sky
And your clouded mind wakes up for half a second to say, hey!
What WAS that? Coincidence? Fate? Wait!
But then you are habitually convinced you're just lucky and continue to wade
Through crowds of no one, and you have forgotten to realize
How a miracle from the sky, literally, just passed you by
And you didn't even wave.

And how time is an illusion at best
Because when your excitement is at its highest
It's like it doesn't actually exist
Not even for one second
Understand that living fully in the present
Is your only real option
The rest is pure ignorance you are responsible for
I know it's mostly caution
Your heart has been torn by equally closed minds who wished they could see how you so enjoy playing with light
They scolded you for being too interested in the small things, in life
Like it's some sort of crime to be in love with colors at night.

We know lightning is just static and so suddenly it's not supposed to be interesting
Because we can explain it away, we consider it nothing
This is so sad I would cry... if I wasn't so happy
Thinking about how beautiful lightning is
Do you follow me?

Realize that nothing is what it seems until your narrow realities and your suspended belief in impossibilities can finally collide
And run down the side of your subconscious mind
Pooling around you into one big puddle of life
Made of the magical, the unexplainable, and this may seem unrelateable...
But go look in the mirror at the spectacle
That is you
A stand alone miracle.
1.2k · Jan 2015
I Am
Axiana Jan 2015
I am the illuminated one
The light at the end of this road
I am the inspired one
Holding tightly to truths that are whole
I am the strong river flow
Unleashing my power, and when the wind blows
I am the unstoppable one
The chaotic whirlwind bringing changes unknown
I am the loving one
Reminding those who fear to let it all go
I am the understanding one
Whispering secrets to those that are closed
That they are the only ones
Who can stop these old growths
From swallowing their hearts whole
I am the one
The messenger holding your wishes close
Defending our right to grow
I am a soul
A complete part of the whole
I am the ancient warrior of old
Reminding our foes
You are the awakening one
As their illusion comes to a close
My first poem of 2015!! Enjoy <3
1.2k · Jun 2013
Daffodil Valley
Axiana Jun 2013
I follow the star trails moving lights
I sing to myself in acoustic sighs
Here, resonation is at an all time high
Misty tears let me know I'm alive
While I wander through the valley of life
Wishing for a daffodil under an orange sky
Reminds me of moments before the rise
And fall of this endless night
No matter how long, I will always remember to wait for the sunrise
Imagining your hand in mine
1.2k · Mar 2014
One Dark Butterfly
Axiana Mar 2014
Invincible beauty, her gaze undeniable
She'll pull you in with her wings of steel
Unintentionally you stare, but it's justifiable
She's everything you never imagined was real
Wild shadows play in the light of her eyes
Her will indestructible and ready to take flight
An eternal battle rages between truth and reason
So captured by the light of this shifting prism
Angels had caught her gazing into the heavens
Now she's ready to overthrow whole kingdoms
She's one dark butterfly in a field of fake roses
In the wake of her aura that was unfolded
A new world arose while a corrupt one closes
She'll remind you of the power you left out in the open
And to fight for the right to live in the moment
1.2k · Feb 2015
To You
Axiana Feb 2015
Whatever mystery we soar on through
I will always believe in this one truth
That no matter what state I fall back into
I will always make my way back to you

Terrified, I had allowed my love for you to come loose
Now I let this fog lift, revealing one bruise, two
Showing a path leading to the mountains I ran through
Deep canyons littered my skin, not unlike the scars I drew
In fear of encountering my reflection, so worn down into
Something unrecognizable, I was barely able to choose
Anything new, or a personality to use
But now I see that within that false review
I had forgotten no matter how far I chose to withdrew
Nothing could tear what is originally whole into two

We watched from a distance how our love grew
From the pain of a thousand cuts and emotional abuse
From two separate points of view
Feeling dissonantly, inexplicably used

And now, somehow, even in darkness you knew
That if I controlled the way I travelled reality
It would keep me from finding truth
So finally, I said will you still take me
Watch as I let this lie shatter in totality
A thousand precious pieces, I watched you undo
Everything I thought I was, unravelled so violently
I thought my mind I would forever lose
But instead I was revived by a single memory
A young child's first kiss,
Sweet and innocently true
A clue that undeniably, always and infinitely
Would bring me back to you
1.2k · Nov 2013
Patiently Alone
Axiana Nov 2013
We won't be alone, no
We don't want to burn cold
So we'll find ways to dream
As we lay in the snow
After all

Empty moments need filling
And this fire is hungry, so please
Ever so distant kisses, won't you find me
Your stars are too far to reach
As well as the moon
When I just want to be too
Lost in your lips to move

But we'll try, we'll try because
We won't be alone, no
We don't want to burn cold
Or remember how these hearts have soul
How we're waiting to be whole.
1.1k · Nov 2013
Home
Axiana Nov 2013
Even the butterflies are jealous
Of the beauty of your inner soul
From suppression into self expression
Somewhere far within, you are pulled
Deep beneath, the earths surface folds
Let it fall away, just dip your toes
Forget every thing you have ever known
And remember to breathe
Because this is it, sweetest starseed
You are old
One in a million I was once told
You are free of time's elusive hold
Water the flower you are and grow
Let your petals explode
Be free of their hold
Intuitive crystalline child
This volcanic eruption was foretold
Let your aura shine on for miles
This moment uninterrupted, behold
When an indigo remembers her smile
The entire universe is finally home
And will make this world worth your while
As you save it from the cold
1.1k · Jun 2013
Lucid Offerings
Axiana Jun 2013
Dreaming comes to me easily
With intense lucid fluidity
Occuring in euphoric frequency

It is so inconceivably
Something I want to share intimately
Though the lack of study
And perfected technology
Stops me from being pleasantly
Reminded these wonders are for my eyes only
Someday
I will reveal this ethereal imagery
To growing society
So I wait
For this moment in history
1.0k · Jun 2013
Lemonade Cherry
Axiana Jun 2013
Beautiful cherry crunch
Sweet aromatic tastes
Like crimson fruit punch
A sour kick will make
This into something great
I love my cherry shake
Mixed with lemonade
Thought I would write something a little more fun for once :) And I LOVE cherries <3
1.0k · May 2013
I've Had Enough
Axiana May 2013
Paper notes are nothing without the air that fuels their journey
From hand to hand, money to palm, no, I want that inbetween
That fair exchange, that feel good feeling.
I have faith in that ease.
But you are blind to what I see
You believe it's brought everything, this paper wrapped in thorns.
Independence, equality and within us, no judgement or scorn
I laugh even though it hurts from the lungs you've torn
Your air isn't fit to breathe anymore
From firestarters to materials, from nowhere at all to experiences
The answer lies not within the devious
So I wait
A precarious balance to one day think you can pay off fate

You hold it tight, until the moment comes.
Through snow, through sleet, sunshine and rain.
You'll have that goodie today.
And nothing can stop you but a lack of change.
When life and death is trivial, you can hear the quarters coming
You're full to the brim with it
But it's nothing.
An overflow of twinkling coins and shiny bills
It's the journey, the reward, that brings those thrills.

I want to remove the middle man, the mad man, the money mind-set banned
And instantly connect those two generous hands
Together we'll make it happen, let's start with a global call
Inexpensive and cheap, abundance and freedom is solved
Monsanto the monster hiding beneath our countries bed
The internet our new best friend
It is our turn now, to bring this to an end
Poverty and addiction is a just a bad dream, wake up!
It's never too late to have had enough
1.0k · Jun 2013
Sienna Everglade
Axiana Jun 2013
Sienna water falling down mountain peaks of gold
The crescent moon and the sun I am told
Have moments in the sky where they like to scold
The stars for being so far away and so old

When the unicorn meets a mind that is logical
The trees whisper in their ears until their eyes become mystical
These legends will expand by being whimsical
Translated into words not fit for the analytical
I can't express just how much I love the mythical

Through forests painted in endless emerald shades
I run swiftly in barefeet as the grass cascades
Down into a rolling meadow where there is an everglade
I stop and stare, completely amazed how this resonates
This is where I was meant to be, this is how I was made
1.0k · Nov 2013
Universal Revolution
Axiana Nov 2013
Uninhibited soul star
Coming home at light speed
Unrestricted rainbows are
Dreaming for eternity

These cosmic imaginations
In meditation are indications
We are awakening
A prospect so amazing and invigorating
Everything is changing
Rearranging

A chance to grow consciously
And refresh our limitless memory
So we give ourselves the opportunity
To rediscover our truth in unity
Mutually

Inside our merkabas
Covered with insignias
We are made of the purest diamond bliss
Don't be afraid to calm the waves
While your ego tears and twists
Just remember this:
You are caught amidst
A powerless illusion, it's
Okay to feel confusion
As our thoughts become translucent
And we start to find solutions
That dissolve spiritual pollution

Enchant your heart with art
And ignite your right to evolution
I resolve to be a part
Of this Universal Revolution!
1.0k · Feb 2015
Hopelessly Unwavering
Axiana Feb 2015
Encapsulate my soul in your whispered secrets
Revitalize the light within my greatest weakness
I come to you when my heart unleashes
Every distant memory in it's own uniqueness

Quench my thirst for balance and solace
As you hold me in your arms, I value your focus
On loving me no matter how long these moments
Last as I cry out to the cosmos...
"I am not hopeless!"

He tells me the truth I knew in my heart
Reminds me of the times I was lost in my art
Now I realize the chaos was my way to restart
The beautiful tapestry, touching every last part
Of the Goddess within this orbiting star chart

I am the wanderer, happy to be forever lost
I am the conqueror of all I had once forgot
To live by my side really is not
All you thought it would be, but you sought
Me in your web of true love so I stay
Away from the pain of each last yesterday
I allow you to come to me in any way
Consume all the love I had hidden away
From anyone, including myself, and in vain

But now it is time to awaken, to shine through
All of these memories, and find my balance with you
I am ready, I am waiting, I am hoping, I am savoring
Each precious moment, ones I know will continue
I am eager, I am tasting, I am a universe always radiating
One love that will always be hopefully
Endlessly
Unwavering
993 · Jun 2013
You Are Full Of Treasure
Axiana Jun 2013
You deserve peace
Give the teenage drama a rest
Your life is on repeat
A broken hearted mess
Those scars reveal your stress
But you know...
You are better then best
Your potential to impress
Isn't all you were made for
This society is only a guest
In the illusion we all breathe for
You are a cave of treasure to explore
Life is about finding the hidden quest
And yes, it's happened before
Be open minded, don't become heartless
No one but you can end this civil war
With yourself; you are NOT useless
Just restless and bored
Am I
Trying to convince you of more
Then what you can handle?
Because life is also a test
And it's not graded on your high school exam scores

Wake Up
There is more to this then you want to know
Can I show you the stars
How the make-up you forgot is so far
The most beautiful thing you are

Or will you never let go
And in a crowd always feel alone?
"Silence the mind; the soul knows how to heal itself"
974 · Jun 2013
Our Inner Indigo
Axiana Jun 2013
Within you is a mysterious universe, you're
Dipped in global gravitational force
Voluntary sufferer of wanderlust bursts forth
Indigos feel such empathic remorse

Never a moment wasted of course
Although dimensional ascension tore
Through every possible window and door
We built to protect our mystical lore
Beneath the floors of your endless war

I hold akashic relics above my inner store
Timeless, I am not a minute after or before
The frequency of a rushing rivers' roar
One of many chakras you can explore
Reincarnated spirits will wash up on shores
We are here to raise the earth's vibrational core
A mixture of violet and turquoise pour
Into this biological state I was made for
963 · Feb 2014
Orchard Love
Axiana Feb 2014
Underneath this tree of life
My orchard whispers sweet lullabies
I breathe in the apple-flavoured air
Against the grass, my arms spread wide
I hug the world in my mind
Gaia, we are one, and there is no time
To waste on the biggest stuff
When the little things are often enough
For anyone to fall in love
905 · Jun 2013
The Key to Intricacy
Axiana Jun 2013
Unsolicited entry into my memory
Fogs my abilities to create imagery
So I am left with invisible feelings
To reciprocate my infinite energy
Faith, Love and Understanding is readily
Available to you if you are listening
Trying to explain excitement indefinitely
Is indeterminably an impossibility
So close your eyes, and feel the synergy
Between pure heart and this reality of impurity
Hold tightly to cure the anomaly
That has grown outside the soul defensively
Breathing deep is the first of many keys
To let you inside your own intricacies
A balancing act between the hologram we call reality and the world beyond... trying to remember to keep both afloat one breath at a time.
896 · Jan 2015
Don't Look Away
Axiana Jan 2015
Subtle, soft and infinite
Rising, falling, so intricate
These shattered love instruments
Beat in discordant dissonance
Your pain is a shared stimulant
Empathically articulate
I relive the incident
That made you feel insignificant
Such emotion, but you're falling into it
Sweet one, won't you look in the mirror
See the being that is unlimited
Don't look away
Heal the shame
I want to stay
But never the same
I will run my hand through your hair
Tell you this pain isn't
As real as your strength
Which is magnificent
Axiana Mar 2014
Some of us learn the first time
And some learn by frequent repetition
So what I would like to find
Are more tolerant participants
That are willing to be consistent
When conversing with a mind
That is needing patient assistance
And with a little extra time
We can eliminate resistance
And as one, realign
With our unified mission
884 · May 2013
Dolphin Life
Axiana May 2013
Misty blue, I swim with sea souls
Along shores powdered in grains of white gold
Silver finned creatures slip through this oceanic miracle
All around me, mystical and uncontrolled
Plants varying shades of jade and emerald
Spinning and playing, it's wonderful
To immerse yourself in a universe so ancient and old
Discover the forgotten, an entire world of it's own
Whispering waves pull, they are everywhere
We slip through waters that feel like summer air
And dive down together
Forever
In pairs
796 · Jan 2015
Moments Like These
Axiana Jan 2015
Unbelievable
Catastrophically beautiful
I reflect the many unusual
Aspects of numerous physical
Understandings of the usual
Misdiagnosis, I am the typical
One of a kind, somewhat mythical
Kind of creature, more suitable
For a reality that is musical
Oh, but you will see the perpetual
Cues that put you in a visual
Hologram of a disputable
Nature - it is unlike any future
Disputable, delusional, junior
Planet I have ever seen
And so I will lie here and dream
Of stars I will one day orbit, these
Desires to become, to just be
Without misplaced agony
Teaching lessons I suppose I need
But that is not all that is me
I will remember it is only
Moments like these
That will become forgotten,
Fleeting memories
782 · Jun 2013
My Soul Rest
Axiana Jun 2013
When you feel numbing confusion
Shatter the lonely illusion
That your secrets became translucent
Just create feelings that are luminous
Paranoia and fear is useless
Let your mind become adventurous
Discovering instant messages
Left by something substance-less
Here, the truth can be expressed
Just listen to your own heart confess
Echoes in your temporary thoughtlessness
Drift on, don't suppress
I know the ego can be relentless
In repeating the same quest
For the ultimate test
So, breathe deep my little soul
And rest
781 · May 2016
Shining Scars
Axiana May 2016
Heal this crushing guilt, I am so ashamed
It's all I can do to hold my heart in place
Blood has spilled, I'm the only one to blame
And I am alone in my own cold embrace
Withering like the fighting winter rose
I am barely breathing, raw and exposed
But this soul has been yearning for growth
And I'm not strong enough to fight it  

Somebody please revive me
Pull me from this apathetic sleep
When the moon is full and bright
Don't let me escape
Lost dreams can't keep me alive
Don't let me fade
When you can make out every last star
Don't let me hide
I'll run, stumble out, throw up my arms
Screaming at the sky
Show me a new way to live
Look upon my shining scars
And teach me to forgive
Axiana Jun 2013
In the early mornings
I look up at the clouds
And whisper hello
They whirl with colors
I wish to swim in
This flawless empty space
Is the outer dream I weave
With eyes open
And when the sunrises I rise too

This moment mirrors my inner peace
Sitting here beneath space
I wander through my thoughts
With unrestricted ease
I watch them flutter and burst
Without letting them push me aside
I am part of the whole
Now, it is soul shocking
To watch as thoughts explode around me
Into scattered bits of sparkling mystery
Shimmering nostalgia, deja vu
And vivid midnight dreams
Resonating future possibilities
I let them each brush my skin
And smile

As I embrace the infinite feed of possibility
Exhausting calm surrounds me
I don't always stop to remember
Every little thing
But I will always find my way
Back to you
So I can continue
Through these two worlds
752 · May 2013
The TwinFlames Rush
Axiana May 2013
I see you

My skin is on fire
Our inferno will rise
Everlasting desire
Destined to wire
Themselves through the sky
My echoes, your cries

Then I hear you

And your eyes find mine
Your promises unspoken
Still echo in my mind
That no matter the space
No matter the climb
Nothing can break us
If we're together, we're fine
The pain will subside
Scars heal with time
I promised I'd find you
So please do not hide

I have love

An indestructible bind
Passionate by design
Destiny's light
Our realities combine
We dance into the night
No longer wishing
For love to arrive
A work in progress? I felt the imagery could stand out more.
752 · Jul 2013
Blue Planet
Axiana Jul 2013
Liquid glass rains down
In shades of turquiose
Trickling diamond drops
Shatter to create a frozen wasteland
Below these clouds of treasure
Beneath a hundred moons
Travelling forever
This blue planet
Recently they found a "blue planet that rains liquid glass" and I just couldn't help but imagine how beautiful it would be to witness such a phenomenon.
748 · Jul 2013
On The Mend
Axiana Jul 2013
Could I be
Sitting here where cold lightning strikes twice
In the same place
Cyclical thoughts repeat
Am I here again?
A flash of intention
To awaken
But I was listening to whispers
And they've disappeared
So nevermind, I'll just scream
To drown out the ego
Could I be
Ignoring my Self?
And fading?
I can't move
And I can't remember
Suffocating in two
Realities
This dissonance is everything
Putting me together
Tearing me anew
I wish I would disintegrate
But I am too strong
Yet weak enough to deteriorate
If this wind wasn't so hollow
I'd believe in something
Infinite immortal
But the awareness is totalled
It has taken me away
Memorial to this soul
An empty cup
I'll try again, forever
I'll never give up
You won't be totally forgotten
Just sorely missed
As if you were never there
I'm sorry
This one-way rubber band has pulled me back
Deep down into the well of pain I thought I filled
If only I could let go
I would pierce right through these walls of stone
I created
And become the dream I imagined I'd be
To mend this ache of dissonance
So consistent
This need
Just swimming my way through a rough day; super grateful to be here and to have this amazing site to exercise this much needed outlet. Much love and light to you dear reader, and many thanks :)
722 · May 2013
Waiting To See You
Axiana May 2013
Morning clouds dipped in last night's late afternoon
Tumble on by promising summer warmth soon
The sky empty of sun is a silver blue hue
Wildflowers dance to a soft breezy tune
The air is a raspberry lilac perfume
Everything, everywhere is in bloom
The birds sing goodbye to the moon
I wonder how long it will be
Before I get to see you
721 · Jun 2013
The Gaze of an Honest Heart
Axiana Jun 2013
This gaze is of an intensity you've yet to know
While the ground merely shudders beneath your feet
Mine has uplifted itself, and the destruction is full blown
You can't help but be too easily distracted, I know
The vultures keep your heart and soul at bay
It's not all one person's fault but I can't look away
Or wipe these tears from my face
This blame I feel is completely misplaced
I know
But
Your toys are shining while mine are drowning
Your shoes are new while mine are missing
Your homes are warm while mine are crumbling
And nothing compares to the hunger I am feeling

Our gardens of eden have been bulldozed away
Traditions turned into shame
My people only ever asked for a simple understanding
That in these parts we are naturally a little different
But you want to thrash your way through
And if we do not move
You throw us away with force
So you can travel a little faster
Build a little bigger
Consume more
Tie off any connections to source
And create more invisible lines in the sand
We know now
This is a level of pain you will never understand
Unless you experience it first hand

So expect an uproar
Life is a struggle
So if we have to struggle even more
We will do it in your face
So you cannot ignore this place
You took for granted before the climate change
We know now, your ignorance is unrelenting
And dangerous
So our friends on your side have become anonymous
Know that what we all go through becomes synonymous
With all the frustrations you're experiencing
The balance in life cannot be corrected by material things
You cannot separate yourself from us, we are the same being
Wake up and start truly believing
That it's not just me losing everything
It's you
Because these devoured parts of the forest I once ran through
Would have loved you too
Written from the eyes of a child watching the world shift and crumble around them. I also wrote this with the idea that these things that seem so far away, the floods, the earthquakes, the war and destruction caused for resources, etc, isn't actually as far away as we think it is. It's already here, right in our backyards, we merely have to open our eyes and take a good look around. All is connected, what happens to one, happens to all.
720 · Nov 2013
Tamed
Axiana Nov 2013
I am
As silent as the trees
She is
Caught beneath a sunbeam
Behind her I am not, but hidden
Among the leaves, I watch and listen
I want to clear the distance
Play predator versus prey
But by her beauty, I am stricken
Frozen in place
And wishing I didn't
Have to be so strange
If only the sun had never shown her face
And made me crave more then a taste
My heart begins to race
And I know that as she wanders away
The decision has been made
So this time she is saved
And I leave as I came
In hungry, miserable silence
Her fate rewritten by my defiance
The wild wolf for now, is tamed.
Axiana Mar 2014
I tend the garden of my galaxy
I plant the seeds of what I want to know
And I water these with dreams
Of where I wish to go

The experiences and mysteries from above
Grow from the soil beneath my barefeet
I nurtured these flowers with love
And so it's love I will receive

Gazing down upon our co-creations
I feel the sun embracing me
This irrational separation
From the food that we eat
Is not an activation
Of our spiritual destiny
715 · Jun 2013
The Wolf in Human Clothing
Axiana Jun 2013
Grey eyes powdered with snow
Lashes so dark your face glows
Wandering so often no one knows
Where to find the power you hold
Animalistic tendencies show
That you are no human based clone
I tried to find a way to have you, to own
But now I know
There is no cage that could hold you
No defenses strong enough for your blows
Your words
Or your soul
712 · Jun 2013
Rare Moments
Axiana Jun 2013
The valley greys over as the sun melts behind the clouds
Floating birds ride waves of warm currents and now
I am here in paradise
Making shapes in the sky with my eyes
There is a fawn in the trees
Eyes the colour of honey with a heart just as sweet
Her mother watches warily
As the baby doe saunters over to me, bouncing clumsily
My breath is caught, tangled in the beauty of these
Rare moments
Creating timeless memories
710 · Jun 2013
The Mindless Reader
Axiana Jun 2013
I am a river dreamer
Sitting on a bed of green streamers
Watching your life pass by like theatre
I wonder often how a mind reader
Fits into a world of mindless eagers
Who rip apart my worlds' bird feeders
To fill their minds with empty pleaders
And ignore the white washed cedars
I choose not to be the type of leader
Who ignores the helpless bleeders
And walks away from themselves
For meters
This was a challenge/practise run but thought I would share it :)
691 · Jun 2013
The Coming Wave
Axiana Jun 2013
I have rejected the government
And money? An empty sentiment
This opponent rolls in life damning enjoyment
While they create a component
To control our emotions

I cannot be in the moment
When screams echo, there is no atonement
The enemy is the only bad omen
They make you feel frozen
"Good deeds" become suspicious torment

Breathe deep before the coming wave
Let your mind calm its ways
From me, they will not be saved
I will find a way to make them fade
Will it be today we fight for change?
At least in OUR not-as-censored media we see all over the world people rising up and fighting oppression; when will our day come and what will it hold?
I am terrified for it...but ready.
683 · Aug 2016
Cyclic
Axiana Aug 2016
Drowned in frustration
Aggressive, contagious
A single thought lights up my flame
I rip off these tears
Involuntary impatience
Shaking, I succumb to my rage

Broken sensations
Ferocious and anxious
Any moment can ignite every pain
I let out a scream
As these mad hallucinations
Push me right back into this cage
678 · May 2013
Wander Together
Axiana May 2013
Shrieking winds caress my inner hurricane, emotions haven't gone numb
Basking in five hundred degree weather, beneath a desert sun
I'm awake now, towards the moonrise I run
Every piece of me thrums, my heart drums
Across a frozen meadow, wither wildflowers in snow,
I am caught by shimmering eyes of gold
Two hearts beat
It's a lie, you're not alone
I've found us, and for now a home
So much to know
Soft hills of grass, warm with summer
Picking flowers, eating out of orchards
I fondly remember
Catching butterflies by the light of embers
Flickering fireflies in late november
Wandering through emerald fields of memories
Wishing for this moment to last forever, however temporary
Time for now is slow
While the sun sets low, we always know
We wander together
And never alone
678 · May 2016
Small Town Summer
Axiana May 2016
Long walks just to join the sunrise
Headphones are narrating my mind
The morning birds are serenading all the happy, waving passerbys
In our own way we're all taking flight
Preparing for spring to ignite
Coffee, tea, and warm, sleepy smiles
Ready to escape into a clear blue sky
And lie on the only beach for miles
We're counting on the days flying by
Waiting for another small town summer
674 · Jun 2013
Willow Tree Soliloquies
Axiana Jun 2013
Haunting vocals chanting soliloquies
Render me paralyzed and unable to breathe
Their words reach for the sky like willow trees
Swaying in a breeze so sweet
With moments like these
I feel peace within me
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