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Ademar Jr Jan 2020
I
His Great works, very historical with such bravery
He's Jose Rizal having an attitude so mighty
Captured the eyesight of many
But a heart whelming shot took his life but saved a country
II
"Touch Me Not" his work that saved lives of many
7, 100 and more islands not including its popularity
Has been all because of his work and authority
For a pen and paper can definitely can change the country's humanity.

My Dedication to Jose Rizal.
Ademar Jr Jan 2020
Prom's near, as excitement with their faces we're telling
An introvert in school was not expecting
For someone to ask him on a dance at the staging
Barely has any friends, looks like an emo living
He only talks when he's privately playing
In his room, full of loneliness and league of legends
Then she came, a girl who rarely talks became his friend
They have the same interest as best friends
Spending time in and out talking, and playing gadgets
The night of Romance for the high school came
They we're just chatting but have the same,
Same question in mind if they aren't ashamed
To go in the night romantically arranged
Being shy, they said the same thing as the time
They asked if someone has a partner in crime
The boy, being a gentleman, he had something mind
To ask the girl if it would be fine
For her to be his partner in the night full of romance
She Flatteringly and secretly was blushing
Her cute eyes were tearing, as both now have fired up feelings
The night came and both saw each other in such staging
Dancing, Dreaming, the night was wishing
For a star that their dreams should be continuing
Held Hands, as their eyes looked to that moment
Realizing that it was a great feeling for such romance.
626 · Dec 2019
Till the Moon hits Us
Ademar Jr Dec 2019
I
Hello! I am Ademar I texted
You responded with hello as you ended
I was still ok even though you've descended
Sunk down in Heart where you never spotted.
II
Hello! I texted you once again
You started to notice me despite your phone's too fed
With your replies, I finally became contended
I consider you as someone I called Best friend.
III
What's up! At the same time our feelings ascended
We finally spent time in love, in timely blended
Spending hours to tell our hearts were blessed
As you became the reason why my wounds were mended.
IV
Being close friends, we lived side by side in our streets
We joined visits as the atmosphere sweeps
We joined together in problems we weep
But nothing beats our love that unendingly leaps.
V
I saw stars in your eyes as time pass by the wing
Wanted to offer you this desired ring
You said Yes! As my phone went flinging
We checked it out, and saw how much we texted in the nightly swing.
369 · Dec 2019
A Monster in the dark
Ademar Jr Dec 2019
I always love some good pictures
But there's more to that even though their treasure
It's the fact you can't get away with pleasures
For it causes you remarkable gestures
As I walk and talk, I forget what life is about
I then saw you and it caused a dark cloud
I can't help to forget you for I hear your every sound
I hear it despite it's not that loud
I'm crazy and craving for you like a hound
At night I even tried searching for your house
As my plan had started to bound
I will capture you as my queen
I will crown you and make me your king
You will forget your family and siblings
For no one can sabotage my feelings
Your face, it delights my everyday desires
It makes me happy and does lights up fires
You can't escape this, so don't get tired
I'm here with you as I also try to capture your heart
You can't stop it, for it is fast like a thrown dart
I'm hallucinating and want all your parts
For this substance had made me a monster in the dark.
245 · Jan 2020
Street Knives
Ademar Jr Jan 2020
Battle for a rap name, rap game
Mixing a reputation of good and bad for fame
What a shame you lost a battle, so tamed
To even push on a young **** so flamed
Unending rhymes for times, it blinds, a crime,
You climb to the nearest mountain being 4'5
You're a legend, you can fly and make fights
Fist punches, clipped guns and street knives
Pick a weapon for your own rights
This is a street not a highway cliff
It's a deadly game as words rift,
Took itself above and land as a meteor from feets
And it  reached heads, unstitched and red
Bleeding from blows received on your neck
Tough life while bloodshed and doom
Featuring guns and grenades saying boom
A mind's zoom can see a zoo,
"Animals" fighting something for no clue
On why the importance is so true
5 tries, like Russian roulette you may get it too
If you stay at night, in a court's fight
You'd lose sight, your might, and get a bite
From hounds trying to act like those in Lord of the Flies
Blinked skies, tripped lights, their street knives are everywhere
Try to look right there, corruption and no shares
Heck my 4 siblings can't bare, a bread this little
They forgot who were us by just a riddle
From our own "apparent dad" and you see small kiddos
Suffering from shadows, they're scared of dark shadows
I want this to be over, for everyone's window are locked
No one can help the real victims cause they're mocked
No one can hide street knives cause they're rocks
And no one expect from their unexpected aftershocks.
227 · Dec 2019
Cruiserweight
Ademar Jr Dec 2019
This man never gives up despite being a middle-level
He was always underrated but never rebelled
Gives his all despite fans never giving him labels
An elite sign he was like a maple
He pours out his energy night in and out
He never complained or loudly shout
Just being quiet and shut his mouth
It's for the better anyways as his making his right route
Getting better everyday is what work all about
He kept on going despite nothing too vowed
But accepted it still as he was newly crowned
He began to get more attention when skills were getting better
Everyone was beside him thinking he was greater
Everyone believed in him for he carried all weight
All the ones starting from he was a cruiserweight.
227 · Dec 2019
Fought Fire With Fire
Ademar Jr Dec 2019
A dragon once came from the deepest caves
It was then approached by a cute cake
She was scared and her name was cupcake
The dragon shouted with fire and said
"I'm a mythical creature, would you like to be dead"?
Cupcake struck back as she fed
"We're both little mr. dragon, you can even fit in my bed
So why don't you go back acting like nothing happened"?
The dragon was surprised as it tried to be red
But he never conquered back to such a cute red head
Mr. Dragon changed up, and respected the child
As cupcake was saying her sorry on being that wild
The dragon looked up and realized it was a wild ride
He asked for help to that child who's five
And cupcake gave her directions and tried
Tried to help such creature from the mild
She gave her goodbyes as both pat backs
The dragon reminded her she had a tough laugh
And the child learned she can actually live with the pack.
221 · Jan 2020
Messed Up Endings
Ademar Jr Jan 2020
Great works, and definitely Captivating words
When I was trying on, but got treated like turds
I never expected to be rejected within the birds
It struck like a lighting, an unexpected shot
Burst down in my deepest guts till it rot
I believe that I may have won, except for someone's not
Stupid rules, drove me crazy from grabbing the gold
Your selfish heart give chills in the atmosphere's so cold
"Join us", I'll never trust this person again
My effort apparently has a ****** end
You know who you are, and you should know what's best
The community's nothing without you, so why don't you just rest
Till this "love, pain, & poetry" becomes less,
Less than a thrashed out old bird nest  
I thought I had the chance with an awesome luck
But no, I was rejected getting hit by a truck
I could probably win anyways by giving you a buck
While your self-centered, greediness snuck,
Someone's doing there best to get a heart struck
By Great words, and effort unending
You only chooses to the group your loving
How about those ones who were really trying,
Only ended in such messed up endings
221 · Jan 2020
Heartthrob
Ademar Jr Jan 2020
Very thankful for my great girl friend
She's always there for me till the end
What she doesn't know are my emotions being sent
To her, from the past until the present
I think of her night in and out
She likes others though, so I doubt
That she'll accept me coming from her mouth
Let alone continue a conversation abound
She thinks of someone other than me
At least having crushes on for a lot of means
I know we're close together and we're happy
But it's hard for me to continue my story
I don't want to tell the truth for someone very friendly
Who sees me like a brother and part of their family
Only a best friend is I accept sadly
For a heartthrob captures her heart romantically
Keep her safe for me, keep her beautiful for me
Mind's just too full to get out of jealousy
I too want her and it drives me to insanity
To someone she's now loving truly.
188 · Jan 2020
Cutie Pie
Ademar Jr Jan 2020
With those cute eyes within bright lights,
It's the looks that covers my night sky
Too cute to be true,
Your a rare creature that can fit in any shoe

Puppies, adorable paws and total cuties
Are the little dogs that makes everyone happy
A little nose with cute a sneeze
And a "tough" bark but sounds squeaky

Your wagging tail and feet running look walk
Looks so ****** as cutely you talk
Cuteness overloads with your teary looking eyes
My baby, and cutie pie.
Ademar Jr Jan 2020
Feeling good all the time in the house
Till my classmates text so loud
Big crowd, asking if there's going to be something submitted
No one cared and no replies were committed
To everyone asking that specific question repeated
Never had an answer despite 44 people were collected,
As the silence and awkwardness just started.
But no could believe when someone asked if "When's the quiz?"
Feelings and attention spammed as it left the bliss,
The feeling of breeze was gone, was like a coke fizzed
Everyone stormed back saying "There's a quiz?"
With a mighty hand and wrist he replied with "I Don't know"
***, My Gosh, I hate you, Oh No,
With angered emotions going more in flow
Such a crazy man to ask a silly question
But we don't know if it comes back haunting us after such occasion.
171 · Dec 2019
Once In A Million Chances
Ademar Jr Dec 2019
You live your life to achieve your dreams
But how about when these dreams became true
As fast as a laser beam, it struck you
And You don't know how to get it through
How to pick up this chance, as far as you knew
This is only something you'd consider as a joke
Because it was something new,
You should never underestimate this star just flew
For it may end a bad luck in your future too
So what do you do, when this poem pressures you
What do you do if every one else pushes you
And you get to succeed but do not know what to do next
How do you get a contract from a company's text
How do you become the best among the rest, when
Once In a million chances you never do your best.
170 · Feb 2020
Inspirational Sounds
Ademar Jr Feb 2020
Marathon to the highest peak of the mountain
Breezes under my skin, still the ethic remains
Through brown vanes and the longer lanes
Ran a mind with those rusty trains
His name, covers up no shame
But effort courageously carries what he could claim.
Faster does the wind blows, and his speed matches when he goes
Like Inspirational Sounds, his empty soul astounds
The record goes round and round,
Sprinting in with an attitude so proud.
Pressure chases a hound
But it doesn't stop his running over ground
His calmness retains the underground
A Man setting a tone for the weakest crowd
A Man Keeping rhythms to maybe reach the clouds
A Man Believing with his voices so loud
A Man Reaching his dreams as the wind Shouts
"You Finally Did It".
165 · May 2020
Rhymes For A Beautiful Face
Ademar Jr May 2020
A Girl with a great name often looking pretty
Exotic beauty, she'll be the one who you call Fancy
At least from that stunning look she possess
From Deep within, that's why her smiles are the best
A very beautiful one, just talking to me
I'm so lucky for having her while looking so lovely
With a face like that no one can trace, no one can erase,
Because You took all my rhymes for your beautiful face.
154 · Dec 2019
The Skyscraper's Beauty
Ademar Jr Dec 2019
A Gorgeous Face in the deep
Longing for your dear face, as I weep
For what did I do that made you sweep
This Prince of yours that you may keep
I always wanted to be with you despite my feet
May be poor, but I'll be truly sweet
To you O' dear love I' d conquer the streaks
Of you're list of men you've flipped
I'm here waiting despite it's midnight
Waiting a smile light my skylight
As the sun comes and bring its sunlight,
Your natural beauty captures my sight
And so did your father's might
As he gave me no permission to take your heart's flight
You know I would do anything to fight
So I used the remainder of the year to just fly kites
As We've finally met our eyes, destructed fright
For you said yes despite I'm 45
You call me love, and I call you baby
We took kisses from our daily beauty
And you've accepted me despite being not too pretty.
154 · Jan 2020
Princess Of Nature
Ademar Jr Jan 2020
Princess Of Nature
Great beauty is totally within her
It is her natural beauty that really captures
A great attitude she truly has being a teacher
To everyone else who comes before the kingdom
Despite being young, she's wise and true to her tongue
As the bell rung,
Her coronation has now begun
A deserving crown to the only one
The only One who truly cares for the nature's beauty
The only One who changes insanity to its formality
The only One who cares for everything like family
The only One who keeps trees alive despite the reality
Both loving humans and nature, which seems impossible
It was her wisdom that stands out to make it possible
Nothing bad really happened as we thought it was terrible
For her to be crowned princess in the people's battle
She deserves it totally with her hands holding into an apple
Something somewhat wouldn't do for a picture
But your confidence stands out more than your love for the kingdom of nature.
147 · Jan 2020
Cutie Pie
Ademar Jr Jan 2020
With those cute eyes within bright lights,
It's the looks that covers my night sky
Too cute to be true,
Your a rare creature that can fit in any shoe

Puppies, adorable paws and total cuties
Are the little dogs that makes everyone happy
A little nose with cute a sneeze
And a "tough" bark but sounds squeaky

Your wagging tail and feet running look walk
Looks so ****** as cutely you talk
Cuteness overloads with your teary looking eyes
My baby, and cutie pie.
Ademar Jr Dec 2019
Here longing for any of your replies
Trying to hold on, as this day flies
Longing for your texts as I cry
Thinking love can really multiply
Sadly it doesn't at least in mine
Are You there? I'm still here even though it's already 9
I'm still here waiting for you to be online
I thought you're shivering down in your spine
But apparently all this time you were fine
Trying to recollect our old memories day and night
While your there thinking I'm Alright
Yes, I said I'm fine, to keep your flight
In the place where you want it to be night
So that you could forget about our might
I held on to the minutes of my life
But this sacrifice is not worth my time
I thought we'd be like a poem, we would rhyme
Unsurprisingly, you've rejected me and my work of time to make you mine.
141 · Dec 2019
Three Lines From You
Ademar Jr Dec 2019
You said "I love you", and I said it too
You said "I hate you", but I didn't do
Couldn't accept it within my blues, my boo.
Ademar Jr Jan 2020
I only wish not to be fat, so food do not riot!
I don't want to see such fats in my diet
Being healthy and striving for years
I doubt it will happen, For I already saw a lot of it this new year.
This is a poem I used for a comedic contest in Allpoetry.com. Don't take it too seriously, it is for comedy and to entertain people.
139 · Dec 2019
Decade's End
Ademar Jr Dec 2019
Can't believe the 10s is nearly over
All the memories living are still remembered
Playing all flash games in the computer
While my mom tells me if the game's over
I had to sleep as my eyes were covered
Everyone was playing Fireworks
Everyone would find Swift's songs as they research
But they also recognized a feud with Katy
I was continuing to watch Mordecai and Rigby
In that regular show airing nightly
How about those Ben 10 Omniverse aliens
Those were good times as my mom brought me crayons
Going in school everyday, never want to miss both classmates,
And the class itself, so I was early so much for myself
We danced the nae nae as some twerked like Miley
They'd pull off a gross one despite living with the elementary
They'd sing Gangnam Style and Gentlemen everywhere
It's a dumb dance but who cares?
Everyone still swears, but I didn't want to hear it
Pewdiepie kept doing it though during his Happy Wheels' vid
So did markiplier who's channel suddenly flipped
Flossing and dancing with Harlem shake playing
All were singing despite barely knowing
Love was still simple as not much were texting
Everyone just loved the overall decade
I enjoyed it especially the first half for it felt like an arcade
As I will remember this for more of my ages.
138 · Dec 2019
This World Of Ours
Ademar Jr Dec 2019
It's you, yes it's you
Who helped me get it through
Through my darkest days and midnight blues
You were always there for me being true

I never wanted someone else except for you
For you light up my world and it became new
No one stands out more than our crew
Because we we're there every time despite being few

I know now how special you really are
That's why I can already see your happy face from afar
I want to spent hours to be with you in my car
As we drive the night away beyond the stars

No one can replace your Guidance every hour
Your like my mom who prevents me from entering a bar
You always know the best for me and you
That's why I consider this world ours.
132 · Feb 2020
Prom Night
Ademar Jr Feb 2020
Night's Beauty
We were in the moon's glory
With your White dress
And My Black Tuxedo
As I hold your hands
We hugged and glanced
For it's our moment.
Looked at you
As the wind blew,
And passionately kissed you.
129 · Jan 2020
Foolish Heart
Ademar Jr Jan 2020
This heart, I have entrusted with you
Now troubled like those ones too
Those ones not containing a few
Loads and loads now for I'm with the crew
Astonishing beauty that captures the heart of boys
Playing only with their feelings like toys
Put my affection for you nigh and day
Only for me to left with nothing to say
Day by day I think of you, I want you to stay
My Bae, needing you still despite my heart's astray
Longing for your love and myself's only
Only the one to be blamed
For a goddess who set my heart ablaze
Fame gone, nothing now but shame
It comes from a girl an attitude's so lame
I know everyone's considering you a work of art
With love in a cart,
It drove me too far, and gifted me a foolish heart.
128 · Dec 2019
Lonely Royalty
Ademar Jr Dec 2019
Once upon a time in my father's castle
I was trying to find someone, someone who's not too brittle    
For I was finding someone who could spent an hour for skittles  
Just relax down and lay with our bottles    
Someone who would even be with me to entertain people  
No one to seek, and some left a bad ripple
Like a Bad apple, It also had a pretty bad flavor        
And it definitely left me broken down till I'm crippled      
As I recovered, from such unexpected tragedy of loaded trouble
She came up and made me felt like a wasn't a rebel, let alone give her a scuffle
She was a bubble, and my friendship with her just doubled
We never even had a label, but we still had  a time when we nearly cuddled
But every good things does bring a shovel
That's why that 1 year was pretty forgettable, I thought it was treasure
Sadly it was only for bad measures as we never pulled it together  
And I was back alone in my room at my dad's castle.
126 · Jan 2020
Chasing Cars
Ademar Jr Jan 2020
Stargazing, Eyes now staring, I can see the future in your eyes
With no bright lights except for the moon, a perfect time
To finally call you mine
Would you stay with me tonight to realize how these stars shine
And how we could be like those in the dark sky
Emotions are rising, and I need your loving
In this night is where our hearts are lying
It makes my eyes cry
But I'm still waiting,
For you to say "I'm Ready", to get me preparing
For those three words I've been anticipating
In A long time since our first meeting.
I want you to be in my life for a long time,
No tough cries, and bad lies will destroy my life
Life that you're in, Life that you brighten in night and day
I love you and I hope one day we'll reach the highest stars
We'll get through all the problems, all the wars
All the needs that completes my heart
Are now all formed when we're chasing cars.
124 · Dec 2019
What A Fat Man Can Do
Ademar Jr Dec 2019
No one really believes in her
She's just barely something and even was dumber,
Than a fat man sitting in a couch getting fatter
Just watching tv not knowing he became a father
The girl works and tries her best
But the rest, was much better
Better than what she accomplished in a month
And she just cried while cold heart of hers' shivers
She sat on the her chair in school, As a rich man approached her
He saw what happened and tries to convince her,
To come with him so that she can take care of her
She didn't had a house nor a family and she only sleeps in the streets
But the man said "Never"
Will I forsake you and You'll become my daughter
She said yes Father, as the man drove her home
She noticed big gates were protecting the Home,
And the Girl never departed from such "Tomb"
A house of terrors, as the man was actually a notorious killer
A Convict, he admitted it during the girl's nightmare
She woke up and realized the dream from her
The Man grabbed her and tied her into a chair
The Man told her, " I will be back to get weapons for your tear"
When the man left, the girl shouted and shouted
A Couch potato heard it, a fat man who spent a life being lazy
Finally did something related to energy
He fought through barriers and traps from his strategies
He swooped into the girl's room
He grabbed her and brought her as fast as ZOOM!
They stayed their until the convict's emotions went boom,
Then. Both tell their identities, and both noticed something funny
They looked into the mirror as the Guy's mentality became happy
He remembered an accident, that created him a baby
And it ended it them living happily.
123 · Dec 2019
Wherever You Are
Ademar Jr Dec 2019
We first saw each other in school
I met you and you said I was somewhat cool
Felt good and it struck my soul
Immediately went to you and hoped our hearts rule
Cause from that point on I'm nothing you
I live here with your name on my pool
Looking for you to come until the night's droel
You didn't come and I thought I was a tool
I saw you with a note on a stool
Your body covered and blood was full
My does this world have to be cruel
Someone massacred such a a beauty with no clue
I cried and cried why does it have to be her
Grabbed you and brought you home
Read the note and it said I love you
I want to follow too, becaus I need you
I grabbed a knife as the night was dark blue
Laid you in the pool where you said we'd met into
With a stab, my breath took away, I want to be true
And we never left there as our hearts firstly knew.
121 · Jan 2020
2 Shy 4 Words
Ademar Jr Jan 2020
With My Homies at the school just Talking
While a hot girl just came by passing
Hot Girl, everyone's eyes now blazing
I'm wasted, Heart's pounding while going crazy
Longing now with a hot tongue and baby
I might get your number later just for free
Bros just screaming "what a ***"
Teasing me also to "put on a show"
The heart now that I want is all alone
But the pressure's too much to go
Creeps behind, Girls beside me, and her lipstick shining brightly
I just left her, forgetting she's so Pretty and ****
Came home after school, checking some school works
Woah, She's now On? Maybe I should text her hello
I'm sweating and words to think have become zero
It's clear that I can't be a hero,
At least for now but chances now I'm first
Maybe try to make a move for a flirt
To a chick stuck in my brain while doing work
I don't know what to do, For I'm now too shy for words.
120 · Dec 2019
Escaping From Breathing
Ademar Jr Dec 2019
Currently in the state of my mind is thinking
Life resurgent, because all is missing
But How am I suppose to get things going?
When I can't be myself living
They say life is easy but what has happened?
My rough life, tough times and I'm barely breathing
One day I know I can escape from respirating
Letting everyone know that my mind is bleeding
To capture all attention and to forget the problem
For they barely know what I'm truly feeling,
I can't escape this dimension, but I still am trying
Trying to leave this life so that I'll be forgotten
Going back to dust where I've firstly founded
Carrying all the loads and holding into nothing
Currently in the state of my mind is thinking
Life resurgent, because all is missing
But How am I suppose to get things going?
When I can't be myself living
They say life is easy but what has happened?
My rough life, tough times and I'm barely breathing
One day I know I can escape from respirating
Letting everyone know that my mind is bleeding
To capture all attention and to forget the problem
For they barely know what I'm truly feeling,
I can't escape this dimension, but I still am trying
Trying to leave this life so that I'll be forgotten
Going back to dust where I've firstly founded
Carrying all the loads and holding into nothing
Everything around me is everyone's anything
Never liked it and it's barely even something,
Because they'll just use it to just destroy everything
What's the point of understanding
When we only keep forgetting
What's the point of loving
When this world is full of hatred
What's the point of even trying
When One just keeps on losing
And What's the point of being true
When you could just trade this life for something new.
114 · Jan 2020
No Turning Back
Ademar Jr Jan 2020
I love you so much God,
I was nothing till I met you

It gave me motivation to get unto
Praying and repenting too

I can never express how great it was
When my head was raised above water, it was my must

I know you love me,
I can never express how good you are for me and my family

I want to seek your kingdom and grace
Longing nothing else but only for your face

I am your Son and you are my father
And No One's definitely much Greater

No Mountains too high for you to climb
No Darkest places blinds you to find

To help me get through in my life.
For you made another dust to life

The water, it cleansed me and my heart so black
Waiting for your Kingdom, because there's no more turning back.
To God be The Glory!
111 · Dec 2019
Only You and Me
Ademar Jr Dec 2019
In the midst of a video game console gameplay
Someone texted me with "Hey"
I replied "Yo, what's up? Ok?"
The awkwardness was just a sway
Trying to think made her such say
Continuing to another day in my game
You said the same thing as yesterday
I wondered if this girl crazy
But also felt that she might actually like me
Of Course, this man? No one likes thee
Little by little, does she?
I don't really know, from her replies maybe?
She said it's alright to call her baby
We barely talked and I don't even consider her as any
Though Maybe someday I can call you honey
Because we're now becoming much close as you're my friend
And I hope we can also consider this till the end
You're reply from I was playing games in the bed
Is where all it was getting started.
108 · Jan 2020
Midnight Princess
Ademar Jr Jan 2020
Beautiful Princess, looking good from day and night
Glorious face that captures the bandits' sight
She makes a man stronger than his cry
A beautiful one, that takes a heart into flight.
During midnight, She still look so stunningly pretty
Her jokes, Her feelings, it makes the kingdom happy
She captures acknowledgement for the country
She represents the Miss Universe among those many
No One can battle her beauty, for she'll be ready
To bring out such mentality, that no one can underestimate
To bring out natural abilities, that no one can irritate
She gives 100 and 1 percent to those who imitate
Her own face, with lovely creativity
She never lost a competition and probably never will be
No one's even close for own treasury
For a midnight princess shines in daily and nightly.
She's like the sun, lights the world,
She's like the moon Shines in the dark but with a whirl
Her beauty evolves, the legend has been told
A prophecy now never considered as cold
For the midnight princess knows her role
Just bring beauty within itself to an empty soul.
106 · Dec 2019
Her Excuses
Ademar Jr Dec 2019
I once thought of a girl
She was my friend for she made me a world,
That I thought would continue for more
But it just went falling from her one word
Wait! She is going to watch some love birds
On Tv as I check up on her, but once more.
Wait! She said she's busy doing some for
Her Dissatisfaction for my everyday call.
Wait! Again she brought forth
She broke my heart telling me about force.
Force, To get me out of her phone
I thought I sat on her throne
But sadly I was only prone
I Loved you and we we're believing
You said I was worth it from your loving
Instead I was only worth it from your excuses
You Lied and I just went back from my sight
Our hearts never talked again as both went flight
It went from your beauty to white
For I have erased your "Waits" in my mind.
106 · Dec 2019
A World You've Broken Down
Ademar Jr Dec 2019
I once imagined a world with only you
I also felt that feeling too
I thought of it as something brand new
I was happy when we're only two
I let myself trust you, and also it was true that
I was letting myself through
I loved you since day 1
I always let do, I thought it was fun
I imagined both of our hearts run
I also did not expect that it would be for none
You said you cared for me when I was done
You let me felt sadness when you're always gone
You didn't want to talk when we're becoming one
You thought maybe I would pull a gun
You thought I already won
You never accepted me, instead you only left me
You made me felt I didn't deserved your key
Your key, instead you gave it to him
You chose him, for he had the looks and currency
You loved him because you never even loved me.
Ademar Jr Dec 2019
Just here, waiting for you to come
Even though I'm empty, please don't leave me with none
I Know you don't want me, but give me a chance to make you happy
Actually, it's a bad idea probably
And you deserve better not me
I can't give you flowers despite you're twenty
I can't blame you for any, because I have no money
I can't do such things to impress your family
I can't even send you lovely texts every daily
You probably recycled me along with those cheap gifts
Those ones I tried to give passionately
Instead you considered them ******
Expected rejections, are what I injected in my infections
For I know already you got a solution
Replace me, Forget me, Believe me
You'll be looking for someone who can call you baby
I guess I'm not that manly, after failed attempts in our monthly
I'm better off being a dweeb, No lights to see
And barely anything to fanatically seek
While you truly enjoy that man calling you honey
I'm over here sleeping eyes closed lonely
You texted me back "We're Over, You're Crazy"
Yeah, that may just be true for one reason only
It's because of you who first believed in me
While I thought this friendship would continue within me
It's just broken down because you thought I was sexually happy
In the end, I'm going to just talk for "her, she"
Trying to think, "What If, Just Maybe"?
95 · Jan 2020
Since You've been Gone
Ademar Jr Jan 2020
I miss you, and I want you to come back
Things cannot rewind itself back
Your loss is the only reason this cloak is behind my back
The reason I was hiding myself with the black
Trying to think what I'm suppose to do next,
Trying to think what's the reason on such text
On the fact your gone, how do I now comfortable rest
When I'm getting memories back in my head
I need you, so does your family
We need you, for we were never happy
Since your self-less love was gone, Daddy
I miss you now, nightly, and every daily
No one was more loving than a man with so much ambitions
No one was more caring spending nothing but communication
With his family, that he fully supports and was lacking none
It was because of him, on why our sweat were gone
Now we have to work to create nothing fun
For we're suffering since you've been gone.
Miss You So Much Dad :(
94 · Dec 2019
Dreams
Ademar Jr Dec 2019
A day of meeting, a day of making
Was a day of an unexpected person walking                                    
Right Before my sight, it was her beauty staring back at my night    
With her pretty face looking, I might pass out during a tough time      
But when her words took me into flight, I was surprised                      
She was awesome, there's no one alike                                                  
A great time to live your life, as the kites viewed our eyes                        
I noticed her face was not right, as I, being polite                            
Asked her how was her shine, she was sad because it was my time  
That was ruining our prime, But I closed my eyes very tight                
And opened it , I realized it was a dream's bite                                        
It hurts and left me with broken memories                                            
Of something potential, but sadly the past can't rewind                      
For the place that I am only with you is my mind.
93 · Jan 2020
Beauty Within Itself
Ademar Jr Jan 2020
Her eyes, They shine through my blue skies
Her voice, beautifully endures the midnight shines
Her words, gives more into touch for this kind
Her face, it lightens up my darkest days
Her lips, cares for me with her humorous rays
Her hair, reflects beauty that matches no pay
Herself, it is scientifically unexplainable
At least that's would Albert Einstein would probably say
You deserve time's so great
No one would reject a minute everyday
To let you leave alone with such attention and grace
Within her beauty coming along with those nicest dress
Those one that God has blessed,
For no one can let you rest in such a palace with mess
Effort, you deserve it with men's feelings pressed
They'll try to do their best and impress
For a girl locking with Loveliness at its finest
For your probably the greatest,
Your voices, a sound that's enjoyed by the ascended crest
The moon a star in the darkest,
It's like you, but you've not been founded
By the science considered the smartest
No One can deny a face so majestic
A Legendary creature created by only God's magic
A face created, for deserving memories so nostalgic,
Is a girl with a glorious look existing only in epics.
92 · Dec 2019
Mother
Ademar Jr Dec 2019
Rough Bright lights was blocking her eyes    
I told her hello and she didn't replied  
These Games I used to rely, have became more intimate      
Forgetting how early she brings me in school so I wouldn't be late    
She even stays up later than 8, just so that we've had some plates  
I barely told her how important she was for my sake
Because without her I am just a piece of cake        
Just Soft and barely considered as not fake          
I wish that I could create, create something to just make her taste  
Appreciation for everything she made, For it's never too hard to consider her as a superhero                            
But I feel like I'm giving her zeros, despite that she still works too  
Working non-stop for a like day or two, It's true, she rules    
And will always be there during my blues, As I tell her, I Love You
91 · Jan 2020
Shivering without you
Ademar Jr Jan 2020
It's really hard now that you're gone
My emotions now have vanished and I'm Probably done
Nowhere to go, I'm lost with none
Without you here no one can give beauty upon
No support in my life everyday
You're the only reason why I try not to fail
You inspire me with the lovely words you say
But now that you're gone, I'm lost in my way
I wanted you back honestly I say
For you're the reason on which I may,
Succeed in life with your inspiration in the sway
Instead I only fell to my pride which I can't pay
Our time may be short as you being my boo
You loved me for like a year or two,
When we we're believing love was true
My pride arise, now I'm shivering here without you.
89 · Jan 2020
Memorable Times
Ademar Jr Jan 2020
Remembering the past, and it was alright
Never going to talk to them again, thought that might not be right
Yeah, she said she loved me "as a friend"
But now facing the pressure on when will we meet again?
Definitely disagreeing it will probably happen
For you always ignore me two years away from being Grade 10
We used to take our time as the night took away
We used to make our memories in our own way
We used to be closed in the truth or dares we played
We used to call I love yous as something was being made
I know I was loyal to you in 7 of my 14 years of existance
But it was only 1 year when I was in line with your distance
I was very close to you having no regrets and resistance
To be honest and be true to you, despite having no handsome resemblance
Remember if you still need me,
I'll be here accepting you for free.
82 · Jan 2020
Now That We're Together
Ademar Jr Jan 2020
No one can destroy this relationship now
No one can disturbed our love, How?
Because we love each other told by our eyebrows
Our world has us king and queen crowned
This fantasy world of ours starts with a bow
We will create our own kingdoms
We will control our own reasons
Our own houses, and our family's freedom
As we scatter in this world with the children on the run
We realized from the first day that these will be done
I love you, and you love me, no can hurt this beautiful family
I can see it in your eyes with the birds on the fly
That you trust me, and your trustworthy
Within our love for two, our hearts are definitely happy
Living with only you, with a girl so pretty
And a man who's hardworking, at least for you baby
No one can deny or love for each other
No Strong snowflakes can make us shiver
No one can destroy our love, long lasting forever
For I am contended, now that we're together.
80 · Dec 2019
Affection 24/7
Ademar Jr Dec 2019
Your eyes, they shine bright like the stars
As I close my eyes, Your kisses heal my scars
Your Beauty, I capture afar
I can see it within you, as I like to call you my love
I'd spend the day talking to you despite I'm rough
I love you too, and nothing stands out above
It's You that makes me happy, for your longing call covers my insanity
And It's only you that accepts me when I'm ready.
80 · Jan 2020
Reaching For Your Eyes
Ademar Jr Jan 2020
I've been searching the skies trying to find the rainbow
When something caught my attention, Oh No!
I screamed as a lady shouted when her books fell off the ground
I sprinted like a jaguar to reach her safe and sound
We both grabbed the books at the same time
While we both stare realizing if "Are You Fine"
But that question becomes more into "Are You Mine"
As we get along together in Father's Time
We both liked poetry and created our own rhymes
Our Rhythm were both awesome and we liked it
No one can beat our stars looking to fit
In our hearts, as this art, where lovers carve
For their future's continues to starve
To be with a person truly deserving a reward
We then had a date to where we first created,
"That Moment" I also remembered "The skies",
As I was then searching for the rainbow,
I invited you there as our hearts arise
We saw clouds and some rumored lies
We knew each other well so we also flied kites
In the blue sky, Where I now realized the rainbow is your eyes.
Ademar Jr Jan 2020
Heart to heart, I know we can't be apart
I love you my lover, but we can't have parts
That we share, a weird feeling for a beautiful piece of art
And it's so sad it wasn't enough for our hearts
I guess we have to keep distances
It may be hard for our promises
To keep its loyalty and our future premises
Goodbye To Ours, but we should still keep this friendship alive
Because despite the drama I want us to be right
Do you still remember when we first captured sights?
It was great, and it's probably better if our nights
Search for the moon, stars and true love
And this true love will keep us above
Our love will soar like doves
So High, and it will continue
Despite the pain, this true love will be new
I know we can never forget those moments when we became true
But our new focus will never get us through
No One can break us apart and if it shoves
We ain't going to move for we're now beloved
Only beloved? Remember this is only true love
For I am only a friend to you my love.
78 · Dec 2019
When We We're Us
Ademar Jr Dec 2019
Talking lately to some other people
Getting bored and bored till I'm crippled
I am waiting for a female to settle
There you came as we reached our levels
Our attitudes talked, and was meant to be
You texted me goodnight, I replied with baby
As our conversation was great and savory,
The next day you called me out honey
This friendship now is very juicy
A day then came after our yearly anniversary,
I texted you what's up,
And waited for some hours as you became active
You said wait a minute because of somebody
Replied ok, as long as it would make you happy
Some hours passed out and it was 9:30
When I texted again, what's up cupcake?
You said you were talking to the same guy,
followed by, For Mankind's Sake!
I was offended, but let it passed through
As I slept through the night thinking the case between me and
you
You first got on and saw my last message "Goodnight Boo"
Despite replying I love you, or any too,
You ignored the case for me and you
It was unusual especially it's year 2,
I checked your stories out, and saw him being true
He was beside my baby, and I was jealous
Swiftly I talked to you while being fearless,
"Why do you have to be so selfish" I said,
While she just ignored me acting like nothing happened
I guess I'm just too selfless to let my heart rest
For I never predicted that you would make me a mess.
Ademar Jr Dec 2019
Since you've been gone, I never had others to talk to
Since we we're done, I never became satisfied being true
Since it has begun, You wanted to forget we've been through
Since Our hearts run, We never talked a minute or two
Since we we're finished, I wanted to you to come back
Since this love vanished, I needed you to give me facts
Since you've ravished, I wanted you to uncover me from black
Since your feelings didn't managed, I hoped you'd soon come back
I thought there would be forever
In my dream, we're only together
We weren't meant for each other
For your love never climbed my ladder
I was true, but I didn't know about you
All I knew was that barely any messages after our feud
You left me with tears but I came unto you, saying
"Believe Me, I was never happy without you".
71 · Jan 2020
Whatever It Takes
Ademar Jr Jan 2020
Some big moments I wish could happen
Eyes are lapsing and clocks are stopping
This world we live in,
Now losing it's meaning
Words are pausing and sins' unforgiven
These memories we used to draw, now forgotten
Bloodstream's clogging, all emotions' corrupted
Those moments we've formerly erupted
Left themselves in the frozen garden,
Thought we'd be reaching heaven but now I'm broken,
In my every blink, a resurgence to when we sinked
I'm sick and tired of everything happening
I need you, despite the stormings,
This mind's breaking, itself into shatterings,
For I don't know when we'll be seeing
I'm really longing and hoping
That I could be there, attempting
For a recollection, but stainings
On my own shirt are now disappearing
Paintings on the wall, began remembering
Our bad memories causing hearts breaking.
I don't care anymore despite your unwanted feelings
I'm making a statement for this shaming
I'm making a statement for all my failings
The sealings, are too wide for shippings
And leapings of love, more like slapping with glory
Girl I'd create my own ways
To show you my real rays
And the moment my world lost faith
Is when I failed to do whatever it takes.
Ademar Jr Jan 2020
A journey with you so long, but full of loving
Was a great experience remembering
That how much problems we took and recovery
Wasn't too good but believing
Created eye sights for seeing
The truth in minds and hearts of ours
This art of ours, this world of ours
Has a great touch of imagination from the stars
Your emerald eyes stunningly looking in my soul
As the strong wind blows, while my mouth closed
We realized that moment that prophecy's has been told
Our hearts set themselves ablazed, far from cold
Your cheeks rolled, were blushing as I called
Your name with passion as our lives unfolds
The next chapter of our hearts mold,
We're nearly there, and our hands just got to hold
Your feelings' so bold that these monsters crawled
Your face that delights, made my meaning of gold
Turned into you, and knowing you're heart's sold
To a man full of trolls, holes, I have no role
Until you came into my life and brought highs from lows
Your very important like minions in one horde,
Your important for you entertain who's bored
Your heart roared in my castle of glass
Being an empress to something wouldn't last
But with love and a caring attitude, it blasts
Affection from a queen so fast
In approach to take a heavy sword
Slay boring ghosts in a motherboard,
Here now perfect in this life we afford
Like U and I on the keyboard.
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