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69 · Jan 2020
Confident
Ademar Jr Jan 2020
I was then a student in Highschool with no friends
Trying to just fit in with the dudes and girls both ends
I was Very timid and didn't went on with the trends
But a simple question of my teacher made a mind's commence.
She asked a question something about the tooth
Our subject was English in Literature, it was ****
Out of nowhere that question was asked, I choose
To answer such, as a strong feeling gained after that "quest"
From that point on that'll be my inspiration doing my best
Because without it, I would suffer not having confidence.
68 · Jan 2020
Coast To Coast
Ademar Jr Jan 2020
Back and forth yeah, from you to a coast
Maybe you'd think of me as a ghost
When I wouldn't reply for only like a minute
Some biscuits and flipped disks are better than crickets
Refusing to leave the brain for tickets.
Trying to get an entry at nearest
But can't leave you because your the prettiest
Dark days, Failing Tests and Wrong Fest,
Have been my summarization caused from our texts
I don't want to leave you at best
But my chest and mind are trying to get rest
Even  trying to take you out for my steps
Losing Inspiration with destroyed vests have been my bless
While you're not a mess, Definitely not, but none the less
That doesn't  take my stripped mesh, it's messed
From this brain, for it sinked
I'm trying to see if a "coast to coast" could really help me,
After a few days with it and a messy,
Messy mind, finding her and she
Also trying to find bliss in a conversation city
Didn't saw this coming, I wasn't ready
I thought you being in my mind was beauty
Instead it left me sick without remedy,
Back and forth for eternity, and
My scoring piece have been broken by words and colony
It was my bad for the severity
And I don't know when I'll get back to serenity.
66 · Jan 2020
Long Gone & Forgotten
Ademar Jr Jan 2020
She wakes up from after a bath
In the tub where the feeling's hollow
The shadow that follows
Now Gone in the shallow
She is all alone
Her Mom is cleaning and Family is enjoying
She walks around with no drippings
Not a water drop falling
She tries to communicate
But the others don't hear a word she say
Shouting and Shouting
No one can hear her except herself
She approaches her bedroom
Sees a table with her diary
No words despite dates were written
She still remembers the words
But the words doesn't remember her
She looks back and sees a mirror
There's no picture while she touches it
And the wind blew while she fades away.
Inspired By Breaking Benjamin their song "Diary Of Jane".
62 · Jan 2020
Hate To Say I Love You
Ademar Jr Jan 2020
"Hey, How are you doing"
The textings in our conversation usually
We cared for each other like family
Your sadness, took me into an important model
You said his words pierced like needles
Don't worry, I'll help you in your battles
Little did I knew that true love rattles.
Those Three Months acting like couples,
Now just contacts remembering ripples,
Words of Tackle, turned a metal this little
To a glass so brittle.
Like our hearts when we first giggled,
For our eyes used to buckle
To every words we say when school's over
Moments when I drew closer
Near to you, my dear future.
Of course, the future's far
Can't see it from here till Mars
But we we're believing in that magic
Only to end in the worst tragic.
The sorries and stories are not enough to be the same again
Maybe we're together? But still not happening
A good beginning? A bad ending?
It was special when you were nothing
Because that was your point of starting,
Starting a new life with meaning,
You were reviving, and was now going only
For a surprised ending, to my girl I once loved
Sobering, Drinking in the darkest club
I thought I love you, and so did you
Our treasured promises now for fools
You didn't believed a word of truth
That's why I hate to say I love you too,
For all of these words, left me a heart with no clue, How to love you.
61 · Jan 2020
Lion Hearted
Ademar Jr Jan 2020
A brave mind and soul to capture the wild
With the bears and lions piled
The Princess of Nature treats it like a child
All the creatures calmly, listens
To a beauty saying her feelings
The kingdom began to gather
For a Princess have became their mother
Eyes and teeth looks much better
Not so scary now from the emotions of nature
Creatures just need compassion, it's treasure
For them and the others
A revelation from the princess herself happened
The intriguing claws of lions, now are paws
Eyes that looks shard forgotten and paused
For a moment when positivity crossed  
Her and "the cats" have made a relationship
A family now bonding nothing with friendship
Cults, now in the sailing their own ship
Lion Heartedly they've changed for their best
As Finally peace was created in the forest.
60 · Jan 2020
Goodbye
Ademar Jr Jan 2020
Creation, Collision 3 words that Tooke in action
An essay too long needing summarization
Needing an answer to my series of questions
Failures, A failed fantasy to such relaxation
My reflection, your heart's coronation
Has turned to something that felt like a failed mission.
It was my lost, it was an hallucination
That caused me a breakdown to an imagination.
Your the person, not wanting a confrontation
My sensations, here now suffering complications
My feelings, losing hope and applications
Discrimination, for our hearts resulted in elimination
Frustration, these mentalities turning to collections
Memories and compilations, now considered a destination
For such destruction, a simple devastation
Explanations, never fitted in our sights fascination
The stars we used to chase, now exploded in constellations
You're better off without me in your lonely mansion,
Our tensions, just keeps getting higher everyday as
Ambitions of ours slowly fades away.
Your goodbye left me with no continuation,
Argued words and misinterpretation,
Pulls us farther from interaction.
My faction, broken down without an inspiration
To a guy lonely before their intersections
It covered my emotions' population
Consumption, in this heart of mine you captured
Interests going really but only a fracture
Broken down it's potential adventure
For the word of yours' had made me colder
60 · Jan 2020
These Caring Emotions
Ademar Jr Jan 2020
You told me that you didn't want him anymore
"It blasted scars, and what to talk to for"
You've added as I was surprised such type of court
A Mutual understanding you thought would be going north,
Fell into one of your darkest secrets aboard
Don't worry though I'm here for you
Despite all the world's cruelest dudes
I'll help you get them through
So that these caring emotions will be helping you too
I always care about you, despite this temperature fries
I'm always here for you, despite your slow replies
I always care about you, despite my stupid lines
I'm always here for you, despite the worst lies
Carrying around you, I'll support your cries
Despite maybe Ken flies as his hatred arise
I'll be here for you knowing he really despise
A Great Girl deserving more eyes
Instead she got months of something ending in a heart of ice
This man despite having such little of eyes
Have a strong jaw like those little mice
You thought that he maybe nice
But the truth yo, he only wants your "Golden Prize"
Don't worry that dude ain't coming back
Good thing you were okay despite your heart's black
But now I hope your doing really alright
For these Caring emotions really keeps its sight.
59 · Jan 2020
Love Story
Ademar Jr Jan 2020
We we're both young when the so-called love struck us
I spent my time buying attention from you plus
I'd never brought selfishness to create rust
I want this to become a dream not a bust
For you only baby I'd travel to mars
As I dreamt buying you chocolate and cars
You should only be my baby boo crush
For no one accepted me more when you rushed
I know you love me too and I also love you
Our parents may not want us both two
I would definitely argue, for our love is just so good to be true
I want this relationship to take a level or two
So that I can live my future with our family
Both of us wants to live happily
You and Me together with no worries
I am contended with you and our baby
No one can end this roughly
Despite going slowly, it's still not worth being risky
As I don't want to end up being lonely
And I want to be with you continuing this Love Story.
58 · Jan 2020
She
Ademar Jr Jan 2020
She
She dresses nicely, and puts on a great face
She possesses exotic beauty no man can trace
She brought the stars in her eyes in everyday,
She look at the mirror as she face
She's reminded what beauty is in its place
She's pretty and wonderful, deserves praise,
She looks even better when her eyebrows' raised
She's the princess of beauty queens in a race
She brings the rainbow near in the coldest days,
She's lovely and an ace, a great beautiful one
She only chooses those who deserves her wants
She belongs to the elite not a month, but for eternity
She has the tools for being the best in history,
She creates a reflection of something truly wonderful
She's gorgeous, She's beautiful
She's a a light in a life so cruel
She assures plentiful of moments so happy
She is _ , the definition of beauty.
56 · Jan 2020
Cold Blooded
Ademar Jr Jan 2020
Cold Blooded! I'm barely being texted
With Oks and your cheap "seen" tactics
I know you're too ignorant for my comments
Supporting till the end, till the end for you blasted
Me a shower of boringness,
No personality in our wilderness,
Thought you would give happiness
But other friends makes you happy that's why I'm "sadness"
You considered me nothing but madness
A collision apparently doing badness
My gladness for you is off the charts
Your a cold hearted beauty at its finest
I love you but you hate me
Words so free, hangs bad fruits like trees
Your evil relies stings like a bee
My feelings flee, and learn the right way
When you refused to take the night away,
This heart froze in years and infinity
Ricocheting words lovely in a mirror so ******
No explanation for your rejections repeatedly,
No reactions from your rejections continuously,
We were barely friends in years so badly
Heck, you don't want to be with any
Except for your bad influenced friends knowing
Them as fake ones anyways so you're one of them
But I realized this start has no end
For your cold blooded heart never seriously committed.

— The End —