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"vexation" poems
I'm really sick. Like ***** is going to come out of my mouth-- an eruption of **** from my ears is due. I've laid too long dormant and one by one the hot spots of my petty jealousy,      indignation, and      mistrust are at boiling points: The Ring of Fire, they call it. Yellowstone I'm the ********* Yellowstone caldera. The great rim, ****** up and blister scarred, knock-kneed from falling out of bed in nightmares, weird from the predisposition to volcanic shittiness       (not in a romantic way) but none the less active,          or reactive. This vexation is as old as grinding plates. This repulsion is as old as the poisoning of Aristotle My head is the Spartan scythe because I'm a new sign in an old world. I use old signs to poison this newly dug well between us But not well can I keep this message         banner         ******* billboard to myself. So let me just wrap the code from ear to ear, in plain text where you can see the cypher: **** your red dress. You see, those blisters are the gravity between White Dwarves pulling at skin, and earth, and ending thrown halfway across the universe. I knew I'd seen you before, there at the edge of the Oort Cloud where we tell people we just met: I stopped eating I was hurt once I was ugly too and no one was really listening. You and the rest of our red dresses meant too little. But still then why do you whine over the hungry, and hurt, and ugly and spit in my face for being there at the Edge, and for loving the thrill in listlessness, the passion in mundanity? And that ******** about the shallowness of victims? You didn’t learn a thing traveling and trusting and falling out of beds. Your drunken honesty is your sober lack of layers. This isn’t a far reach of space, your torn dress and cork heels won't work here. Don’t bring that littleness here, you're the only one not really listening now.
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Jan 11, 2015
Jan 11, 2015 at 12:25 AM UTC
The Drunken Lack of Layers to Ms. Almond
I'm really sick. Like ***** is going to come out of my mouth-- an eruption of **** from my ears is due. I've laid too long dormant and one by one the hot spots of my petty jealousy,      indignation, and      mistrust are at boiling points: The Ring of Fire, they call it. Yellowstone I'm the ********* Yellowstone caldera. The great rim, ****** up and blister scarred, knock-kneed from falling out of bed in nightmares, weird from the predisposition to volcanic shittiness       (not in a romantic way) but none the less active,          or reactive. This vexation is as old as grinding plates. This repulsion is as old as the poisoning of Aristotle My head is the Spartan scythe because I'm a new sign in an old world. I use old signs to poison this newly dug well between us But not well can I keep this message         banner         ******* billboard to myself. So let me just wrap the code from ear to ear, in plain text where you can see the cypher: **** your red dress. You see, those blisters are the gravity between White Dwarves pulling at skin, and earth, and ending thrown halfway across the universe. I knew I'd seen you before, there at the edge of the Oort Cloud where we tell people we just met: I stopped eating I was hurt once I was ugly too and no one was really listening. You and the rest of our red dresses meant too little. But still then why do you whine over the hungry, and hurt, and ugly and spit in my face for being there at the Edge, and for loving the thrill in listlessness, the passion in mundanity? And that ******** about the shallowness of victims? You didn’t learn a thing traveling and trusting and falling out of beds. Your drunken honesty is your sober lack of layers. This isn’t a far reach of space, your torn dress and cork heels won't work here. Don’t bring that littleness here, you're the only one not really listening now.
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I am two fools, I know— For loving, and for saying so In whining poetry; But where’s that wiseman that would not be I, If she would not deny? Then, as th’ earths inward narrow crooked lanes Do purge sea waters fretful salt away, I thought, if I could draw my pains Through rhymes vexation, I should them allay. Grief brought to numbers cannot be so fierce, For he tames it that fetters it in verse. But when I have done so, Some man, his art and voice to show, Doth set and sing my pain, And, by delighting many, frees again Grief, which verse did restrain. To Love and Grief tribute of verse belongs, But not of such as pleases when ’tis read; Both are increased by such songs, For both their triumphs so are published; And I, which was two fooles, do so grow three; Who are a little wise, the best fools be.
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The Triple Fool
The voices inside my head are taking over. These u-u-uncontrollable quirks I have. My eyes twitch as many times as a heart beats after doing a triathlon. In my head of runs a marathon of thoughts that don't belong, things I can't do because they're wrong. Within my blood stream flows 1.26 grams of dopamine given to me by doctors who don't know how to fix my situation, only mix prescriptions to intensify vexation. Pharmacists eyeball me fearingly because I appear to be nothing but someone with chemicals wandering around into the little bit of a brain I have left. Serotonin to regulate my mood, appetite, and sleep but I still only wish for all of this to be nothing but a dream. All of this making my intestines mutilate, slowly dying inside as if I had Irritable Bowel Syndrome. Otherwise known as I.B.S. but I know for a fact that this is all just a bunch of B.S. My enterochromaffin cells may just burst, I am often told. If only I could tell what was real from what was fake. For I also have A.D.H. - whoa! What's that?! Sorry, where was I? Oh. Tourettes Syndrome. I guess I just twitch it off. Maybe these are all figures of my imagination from the hallucinogens. Who knows? After all, I am a schizophrenic.
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Apr 22, 2015
Apr 22, 2015 at 8:24 PM UTC
Monsters Inside Me
Pulsing obsidian liquid pushes through cerise veins Excruciatingly painful, yet never ending Dark coils wrap around your stomach Clenching in merciless vexation for unknown reasons Ruthless needles sew an inferno in your heart Blazing fire consisting of flames which jump And ice. Pure cold solid ice Is glided over you So that your whole frame crumbles with shivers. And all your mind can do Is beg. Beg for this moment to be over with a single tear.
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Jan 24, 2015
Jan 24, 2015 at 9:03 AM UTC
Fear
Some days, I wake up flighty and itchy. 
Crawling out of my skin and jumping at every last inhale and exhale. 
 Crying at every last brush of my fingers on my scars.
 Whimpering at having to be surrounded by a writhing mass of people.

 These are the days when I’m most reminded of you.
 Reminded of how you used to love me.
 Reminded of how you used to hold me.
 Reminded that you don’t care about me anymore.

 These are the days when I wish I could still talk to you.
 That you would still care about what I had to say. 
I would probably ask you to hand me a scalpel and some scissors and the rubbing alcohol,
 because I need to cut you and your scar tissue permanently away from my heart. 
 And even on these days I remember that you would have looked at me in anger and pity for saying such things (i.e. self-harm) 

But these are also the days when I want to cut all of my emotions out.
 Slice them away from my veins word by word.
 Watch apathetically as I bleed the letters out.
 All of these words and letters we have assigned to emotions, to try to describe the uncontrollable reactions we have in life.
 Anger, Betrayal, Compassion, Exhaustion, Frustration, Guilt, Happiness, Indifference, Jealousy, Kindness, Love, Morbidity, Nervousness, Oppression, Peace, Remorse, Spite, Tranquility, Uncertainty, Vexation, and Yearning. For, surely, it would be easier to be numb, than to go through all of these and many, many more?

 To go through the long, unending cycles of good weeks, good months, and then bad days. 
Sure, they’re less frequent than they used to be. Sure, they’re few and far between. Sure, it’s only 24 to 48 hours.
 Sure, the medication quells the panic attacks and violent mood swings and poisonous thoughts. 
But that just makes them worse when they surface.
 Makes the paranoia worse. 
Makes the anxiety worse.
 Makes the self-abuse worse.
 Makes me worse. 

 On these days I remember, That you ran away from me because I’m broken ,
and you aren’t a handy man capable of fixing me.
 I can spend all of my time loving you, 
fixing you, singing to you, worshiping you, And in the end you cannot give these things back.
 You aren’t perfect. You aren’t chained to me. You didn’t even want to claim me. And after all, on these days, Everything is my fault anyways. 

Some days, 
 The days when I wake up, Begging to be locked in a sanitarium, Sobbing and biting and kicking and screaming, I’m reminded that you, And no one else, Will ever love me.
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Oct 1, 2013
Oct 1, 2013 at 11:45 AM UTC
Some Days
Some days, I wake up flighty and itchy. 
Crawling out of my skin and jumping at every last inhale and exhale. 
 Crying at every last brush of my fingers on my scars.
 Whimpering at having to be surrounded by a writhing mass of people.

 These are the days when I’m most reminded of you.
 Reminded of how you used to love me.
 Reminded of how you used to hold me.
 Reminded that you don’t care about me anymore.

 These are the days when I wish I could still talk to you.
 That you would still care about what I had to say. 
I would probably ask you to hand me a scalpel and some scissors and the rubbing alcohol,
 because I need to cut you and your scar tissue permanently away from my heart. 
 And even on these days I remember that you would have looked at me in anger and pity for saying such things (i.e. self-harm) 

But these are also the days when I want to cut all of my emotions out.
 Slice them away from my veins word by word.
 Watch apathetically as I bleed the letters out.
 All of these words and letters we have assigned to emotions, to try to describe the uncontrollable reactions we have in life.
 Anger, Betrayal, Compassion, Exhaustion, Frustration, Guilt, Happiness, Indifference, Jealousy, Kindness, Love, Morbidity, Nervousness, Oppression, Peace, Remorse, Spite, Tranquility, Uncertainty, Vexation, and Yearning. For, surely, it would be easier to be numb, than to go through all of these and many, many more?

 To go through the long, unending cycles of good weeks, good months, and then bad days. 
Sure, they’re less frequent than they used to be. Sure, they’re few and far between. Sure, it’s only 24 to 48 hours.
 Sure, the medication quells the panic attacks and violent mood swings and poisonous thoughts. 
But that just makes them worse when they surface.
 Makes the paranoia worse. 
Makes the anxiety worse.
 Makes the self-abuse worse.
 Makes me worse. 

 On these days I remember, That you ran away from me because I’m broken ,
and you aren’t a handy man capable of fixing me.
 I can spend all of my time loving you, 
fixing you, singing to you, worshiping you, And in the end you cannot give these things back.
 You aren’t perfect. You aren’t chained to me. You didn’t even want to claim me. And after all, on these days, Everything is my fault anyways. 

Some days, 
 The days when I wake up, Begging to be locked in a sanitarium, Sobbing and biting and kicking and screaming, I’m reminded that you, And no one else, Will ever love me.
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“lets split this diner and have a beer”   four coffees in an hour made the world too awake for him   we walked to the Pink Mule, the first bar we saw   he knew all of the bars--all bars knew him   the bartender was Abraham but looked like a Bob     he had a bourbon poured before Charles made it to the stool and looked at me like I was a fool   “a light beer”   Bukowski didn’t bother to laugh though I am sure the word *** was rolling around in his head   looking for a place to get out   he kept on about Selma, sweet succulent Selma   how anybody that hot could rule the world   dragging men around by their dongs   without lifting a finger   that is why the gods made wine, he said   not for some sacrament for the holy humbled but for men hunched over like balless beggars, he said, when Abraham Bob   filled his jigger a second, or fourth time   men made that way by all the Selmas   whose middle name had to be vexation   a whiff of her could get you to take   a **** job, where you spent the day hunched over, hoping, she would be there when you got home   even if she was, you wouldn’t remember   in the morning, when you would go back   to the grinless grind, hunched over, hoping   Selma would be your wine
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Sep 28, 2013
Sep 28, 2013 at 1:42 PM UTC
at the Pink Mule (conversations with Charles Bukowski, part III)
I am a happy person. I’m full of love and happiness. I welcome mornings with a smile and will to be alive. But that time came, the time when it’s so hard to get up in the morning. The time when it’s so hard to eat; to talk; and even to breathe. The time when I thought giving up is the only solution to all of this. The time when sadness, anger, confusion, and hopelessness ate me alive. I personally didn’t think I can make it, but you did. For the friend who stood by me when I can’t even stand on my own; who stood by me through the disaster; who never left me; who never let go of my hand, telling me that everything will be okay and this disaster will fade and will turn into rainbows and ponies. For the friend who never judged me because of who I am and what I am going through; who accepted my flaws; who helped me embrace my own; who endured the times when my heart and mind ached, grieved, and tortured, and believed in me, that I can be healed and recovered. For the friend who, when everything was falling apart for me, gave me hope; who gave me a place to live and air to breathe; who gave me the strength and will to live; who gave me faith that this world wasn’t a source of vexation and pain and everything will begin to change. For the friend who never stopped telling me that this will all end - that it will take a while but it will all be worth it; who never gets tired of picking up the broken pieces of myself; who never gets so sick of joining me to sit in the dark and go through my paranoid mind; who never gave up on me, pushing me to make it through the storm eating me alive. You made me smile when I thought I couldn’t. You embraced me with love and care. You spitted out words that made me strong. You made me believe that I can make it. You waited for me to heal. You saw me at my worst yet you never stopped. You never left. Thank you.
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Nov 19, 2017
Nov 19, 2017 at 11:12 AM UTC
To the friend who saw me struggling with depression and anxiety
I am a happy person. I’m full of love and happiness. I welcome mornings with a smile and will to be alive. But that time came, the time when it’s so hard to get up in the morning. The time when it’s so hard to eat; to talk; and even to breathe. The time when I thought giving up is the only solution to all of this. The time when sadness, anger, confusion, and hopelessness ate me alive. I personally didn’t think I can make it, but you did. For the friend who stood by me when I can’t even stand on my own; who stood by me through the disaster; who never left me; who never let go of my hand, telling me that everything will be okay and this disaster will fade and will turn into rainbows and ponies. For the friend who never judged me because of who I am and what I am going through; who accepted my flaws; who helped me embrace my own; who endured the times when my heart and mind ached, grieved, and tortured, and believed in me, that I can be healed and recovered. For the friend who, when everything was falling apart for me, gave me hope; who gave me a place to live and air to breathe; who gave me the strength and will to live; who gave me faith that this world wasn’t a source of vexation and pain and everything will begin to change. For the friend who never stopped telling me that this will all end - that it will take a while but it will all be worth it; who never gets tired of picking up the broken pieces of myself; who never gets so sick of joining me to sit in the dark and go through my paranoid mind; who never gave up on me, pushing me to make it through the storm eating me alive. You made me smile when I thought I couldn’t. You embraced me with love and care. You spitted out words that made me strong. You made me believe that I can make it. You waited for me to heal. You saw me at my worst yet you never stopped. You never left. Thank you.
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I do not want to be a fishing float adrift on the waters of existence, allowing myself to accept stagnation, bobbing ever buoyant to the ebb and flow of the mundane. Reel me in and cast me again into living waters. Wash away doubts and anxiety — the fears that snag my line, my vexation. Give me peaceful rest in fresh water that is replenished by Your rain.
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Mar 14, 2017
Mar 14, 2017 at 10:45 PM UTC
Fishing Float
When the night is here ,and all the eyes are asleep Mine refuse to close,I crave to taste your meeting I lose myself and regret my sins My spirit starts to mingle in faith My soul states Allah's super vision His miracles , His super power and holy pure love I yearn for that special corner which gets perfumed by my sincere tears Yet,I yearn for it with extreme heartiness I start yelling to His majesty , expressing my situations well aware that He know more than I actually do ! Keenest in my heart! I do feel His mercy In that corner , I feel my faith's warmth and I feel your closeness for that you're closer that the vein ! And when I gather my feelings with sacred rain and perfume my mouth with your holy presence fragrance I get overwhelmed with the deepest purest emotions of relaxing ! and my heart is wondering and regretting ! "how much I lost from my life like this night ! " In your presence , Time passes sweeter than honey and prettier than roses !! Than my tears start pouring like rains ,mixed with regret salt and happiness sugar of such moments !! A sudden shadow sends me arrows of pain and roses of hope ! I start calling upon you with a shaking heart ! Oh my LORD ! I came with regret! I'm repenting to you ! Forgive me my lord ! I seek your mercy ! I have no one but you ! I run from you towards you ! whenever I remember a sin that I've committed !I get burned with the deepest shame and vexation ! i get melted ,I kneel and bite my fingers' nails from regret and sorrows ... Ya Allah , you are the most beneficent , the most merciful ! please ,hear my call ,guide me to the straight path and forgive me for I'm a week slave of yours :") Forgive me ...
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Jul 24, 2014
Jul 24, 2014 at 8:22 PM UTC
❤️ yearning to meet you ❤
When the night is here ,and all the eyes are asleep Mine refuse to close,I crave to taste your meeting I lose myself and regret my sins My spirit starts to mingle in faith My soul states Allah's super vision His miracles , His super power and holy pure love I yearn for that special corner which gets perfumed by my sincere tears Yet,I yearn for it with extreme heartiness I start yelling to His majesty , expressing my situations well aware that He know more than I actually do ! Keenest in my heart! I do feel His mercy In that corner , I feel my faith's warmth and I feel your closeness for that you're closer that the vein ! And when I gather my feelings with sacred rain and perfume my mouth with your holy presence fragrance I get overwhelmed with the deepest purest emotions of relaxing ! and my heart is wondering and regretting ! "how much I lost from my life like this night ! " In your presence , Time passes sweeter than honey and prettier than roses !! Than my tears start pouring like rains ,mixed with regret salt and happiness sugar of such moments !! A sudden shadow sends me arrows of pain and roses of hope ! I start calling upon you with a shaking heart ! Oh my LORD ! I came with regret! I'm repenting to you ! Forgive me my lord ! I seek your mercy ! I have no one but you ! I run from you towards you ! whenever I remember a sin that I've committed !I get burned with the deepest shame and vexation ! i get melted ,I kneel and bite my fingers' nails from regret and sorrows ... Ya Allah , you are the most beneficent , the most merciful ! please ,hear my call ,guide me to the straight path and forgive me for I'm a week slave of yours :") Forgive me ...
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One of these days, the glimmer in your eye that knocks me out will actually break me, And then my words and reservoir of tears will shatter into shards of truth That stick into and stain your hands when you apologetically try to sweep them up. It’s not a ******* secret that I live for the hours that I can pretend that maybe, One of these nights, I’ll be with you in more than just my mind and yours As you grip the banister to ascend to silken sheets and wine-fed dreams. I bite my tongue so words don’t leak, and lick my lips so as to keep them here, Rather than the curving place behind your ear… the stalwart jaw… the capable lips that draw me near… The things I’d do were waters clear… The answer’s written in an inky, contractual ultimatum that squashes the fruit of imagination. And yet, a fierce, poisonous force rises from the depths of a desirous ***** within, And whispers to me that with contracts, there are ways to blot, smear, and tear. It scares me. I lock it in a closet of infectious notions that I’ll slowly dematerialize with clean blood, But rivers of the stuff won’t run clear when they’re magnetized so close to the sin That doesn’t feel like sin, and that beckons as a beacon of bright and beautiful things. It’s a difficult conclusion to arrive at: I must be the bad guy. I am the mind’s mistress, the secret-almost-lover, the temptation, the promise, the snake… Yet also the forgotten, the disappointed, the frustrated, the one who MUST keep control, the Saint. We both know that I’ll keep floating back; my curiosity, passion, fascination, and need to learn and share Will always countervail the weight of my exasperation and guilt-laden vexation, Until one of these days when the glimmer in your eye that knocks me out actually breaks me.
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Aug 26, 2012
Aug 26, 2012 at 7:10 AM UTC
One of These Days
One of these days, the glimmer in your eye that knocks me out will actually break me, And then my words and reservoir of tears will shatter into shards of truth That stick into and stain your hands when you apologetically try to sweep them up. It’s not a ******* secret that I live for the hours that I can pretend that maybe, One of these nights, I’ll be with you in more than just my mind and yours As you grip the banister to ascend to silken sheets and wine-fed dreams. I bite my tongue so words don’t leak, and lick my lips so as to keep them here, Rather than the curving place behind your ear… the stalwart jaw… the capable lips that draw me near… The things I’d do were waters clear… The answer’s written in an inky, contractual ultimatum that squashes the fruit of imagination. And yet, a fierce, poisonous force rises from the depths of a desirous ***** within, And whispers to me that with contracts, there are ways to blot, smear, and tear. It scares me. I lock it in a closet of infectious notions that I’ll slowly dematerialize with clean blood, But rivers of the stuff won’t run clear when they’re magnetized so close to the sin That doesn’t feel like sin, and that beckons as a beacon of bright and beautiful things. It’s a difficult conclusion to arrive at: I must be the bad guy. I am the mind’s mistress, the secret-almost-lover, the temptation, the promise, the snake… Yet also the forgotten, the disappointed, the frustrated, the one who MUST keep control, the Saint. We both know that I’ll keep floating back; my curiosity, passion, fascination, and need to learn and share Will always countervail the weight of my exasperation and guilt-laden vexation, Until one of these days when the glimmer in your eye that knocks me out actually breaks me.
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hate, like flames in someone's eyes, anger which makes you want to hurt, vexation provoked by fury, and fury held inside. The state of being annoyed, displeasure arouse by grievance, a taste of bitterness caused by outrage, and outrage internally kept. maddening violence aggravated by exasperation, indignation evoked by irritation and irritation born privately.
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Oct 12, 2010
Oct 12, 2010 at 6:54 AM UTC
Insideout feeling
****** **** such a tragedy. Between kin bloodlines abominations of unrighteous unity. Speak loud and spare not, victims stop keeping it hidden. A sin so scandalous so forbidden. This secret is the reason for some insane things. Punishment on our Nation it brings. Stop the transgress it’s time to progress to detest the ugliness of ****** The sin of ****** put out from us such wickedness Crimes within the family. Outcry why oh God why. Emotions cry spirits die. Survival with scars somehow. Child kept secrets at least for now. Innocent sweet nectar just taken. Abused shattered then forsaken. Inwardly hating the humiliation. Lingering curse.   Bound to be rehearsed. A bloodline search, unthought-of   curse our generation. How can we cleanse this crime  from our nation. Child **** such outrage of wickedness. Such a corruptible trespass. Men lusting after little boys. Using them as ****** toys. Outcry iniquity.  Loss of innocent purity. Killers of purity, thieves, bandits doings malicious things in secrecy. Abused children in mind body and spirit. Hear their voices silently cry who’s close enough to hear it. Legal laws. Often with flaws Putting children in harms way. Hard to prove it allowing perpetrators often to stay. Courts judicial systems poor outcome. Criminals getting counseling with their worst still to be done It’s a unhealed spiritual condition. Warriors do our best to rid ourselves of this affliction. Wrongful unthinkable vexation. Impure affections of ****** connection. Between the bloodlines. Children with Children sexually learned crimes. Scares of a lifetime. People wake up let us not be blind. I beg you I pray. Let’s do more to protect our children in any way.
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Feb 12, 2018
Feb 12, 2018 at 2:15 PM UTC
****** A Tragedy Of Transgressions
****** **** such a tragedy. Between kin bloodlines abominations of unrighteous unity. Speak loud and spare not, victims stop keeping it hidden. A sin so scandalous so forbidden. This secret is the reason for some insane things. Punishment on our Nation it brings. Stop the transgress it’s time to progress to detest the ugliness of ****** The sin of ****** put out from us such wickedness Crimes within the family. Outcry why oh God why. Emotions cry spirits die. Survival with scars somehow. Child kept secrets at least for now. Innocent sweet nectar just taken. Abused shattered then forsaken. Inwardly hating the humiliation. Lingering curse.   Bound to be rehearsed. A bloodline search, unthought-of   curse our generation. How can we cleanse this crime  from our nation. Child **** such outrage of wickedness. Such a corruptible trespass. Men lusting after little boys. Using them as ****** toys. Outcry iniquity.  Loss of innocent purity. Killers of purity, thieves, bandits doings malicious things in secrecy. Abused children in mind body and spirit. Hear their voices silently cry who’s close enough to hear it. Legal laws. Often with flaws Putting children in harms way. Hard to prove it allowing perpetrators often to stay. Courts judicial systems poor outcome. Criminals getting counseling with their worst still to be done It’s a unhealed spiritual condition. Warriors do our best to rid ourselves of this affliction. Wrongful unthinkable vexation. Impure affections of ****** connection. Between the bloodlines. Children with Children sexually learned crimes. Scares of a lifetime. People wake up let us not be blind. I beg you I pray. Let’s do more to protect our children in any way.
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Vicious black rage enveloped his eyes Electric hate cycled through him Naturally he resorted to the action he knew best Graphically and meticulously he planned his revenge Enhancing his weaknesses into strengths Forward he went, ready for bloodshed Undoubtedly he went for is first five on the list Letting his cold vexation take over -EC
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May 12, 2016
May 12, 2016 at 6:06 PM UTC
Vengeful
You mangy mutt Please look at us We want to see your eyes I cannot Contain myself When I sympathize And all we want Is just three words Unsolicited And all I want Is just a touch And blessing on the head What has happened to you A hex, A Vexation Please come back And did you see me walk out A test, or reality I’ll come back She looks for just her share Of your attention He waits for You to help Build a nation I don’t feel I’m asking more That you said you’d give Not privilege Or shiny things Show me how to live What has happened to you A hex, A Vexation Please come back And did you see me walk out A test, or reality I’ll come back When we Burn the Witch Burn her Burn her Burn the Witch Burn her Burn her Burn the Witch Burn her Burn her Burn the Witch Burn her Burn her
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Sep 5, 2012
Sep 5, 2012 at 8:29 PM UTC
A Hex, A Vexation
Do Not! stare at me from across the room Hide! your arrant looks, at least try Look Away! there is nothing here for you Boy, don't you know? You had your chance. You! think you get a second chance No! find some other girl to play your games Get out! leave my heart to mend Boy, don't you know? You had your chance.
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Nov 30, 2012
Nov 30, 2012 at 9:49 PM UTC
Vexation
The flooding puddles of your eyes reflect nothing but the skies and trees with leaves as dead as skin on elbows in winter. Your two-toned heart won't separate the simple verbs to conjugate from be to am to are to is-- the peeling of our action. I'll wait for sunlight, blue skies, and stars I can wait for spring! Wait for your words to mean what a dictionary describes. Grey does nothing for your eyes. They still twinkle with delight soggy grass and slippery walks like soggy emotions in your slippery thoughts. You're winter now. I'm spring. You're dead--I'm thriving. your plea for surviving, what hope! What loss! What cost! God shouldn't have trusted you with that smile. Your rat-like grim untrustworthy guile. That duplicitous manner in which you speak Oh how you out shine your *** Your failed promises, attempts to leave me. to please me. Oh! How you leave me pleased! Your tokens broken, torn and stored In wires above my bed slip visions of you in my dreams. A morning sight, such sweet delightful beginnings to long dragging days. Even through your thunder storm Your vexation brings me joy.
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Jun 28, 2010
Jun 28, 2010 at 5:57 PM UTC
thunderous
There is a word that expresses all the ways in which you have disappointed me and driven me to tears of frustration; I could not enumerate them without displacing my mind in the process, I can only seethe in the chagrin that you have left behind you, a thick gelatinous mess you spread with each movement of your sluggish body and with each breath you take you augment my resentment for you until it boils over into one expression, one word that encompasses this empirically justifiable vexation, uttered with the sarcastic malice that could drive it into your dense English skull; cheers.
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Aug 3, 2013
Aug 3, 2013 at 12:33 PM UTC
My Most Profound Gratitude
Today is the beautiful New Year day Lo! The snow white clouds in the blue sky above A gentle breeze, playing on every leaf And every heart throbbing with love There is so much beauty couched in this day The valleys echo the feathered minstrels’ lay The tall trees spread their mighty arms And children, in their shade, joyously play There is no vexation in the air The pain of yesterday cast to the bin The anxiety of tomorrow held at bay The prospects of today overpowering the din When I walk through the grassy meads Wild blossoms kiss my feet As I inhale the salubrious air I feel the glee with which Nature, so richly replete Every heart overflows with cheer On every face, smile shuttles from lips to eyes Before me is the promise of a new dawn       Fresh resolve rekindles every face       Sprawling before me is a magic realm To its secret doorway, I hold the keys Everything around has a shimmering glow In the bounty of blessings, my heart rejoices       I tell my spirits to seek no rest But walk fearless to dizzy heights Holding the reins and quickening my pace For I know I am heading towards the lights       There are great glories for the eyes to see There is so much for the senses to perceive From little cares, when the mind, set free Sure, there’s reason to rejoice than grieve! …………………………………………… I can always say my glass is only half full But let me perceive things in the positive way The day, I know, sure has also a grimy side   But let us not spoil this lovely New Year day I wish all my friends on Hello poetry, a great New Year with bright sunshine, a clear sky above, a lot of beauty around and many, many happy occasions to enjoy and cherish!
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Dec 31, 2016
Dec 31, 2016 at 11:09 PM UTC
Beautiful New Year Day
Today is the beautiful New Year day Lo! The snow white clouds in the blue sky above A gentle breeze, playing on every leaf And every heart throbbing with love There is so much beauty couched in this day The valleys echo the feathered minstrels’ lay The tall trees spread their mighty arms And children, in their shade, joyously play There is no vexation in the air The pain of yesterday cast to the bin The anxiety of tomorrow held at bay The prospects of today overpowering the din When I walk through the grassy meads Wild blossoms kiss my feet As I inhale the salubrious air I feel the glee with which Nature, so richly replete Every heart overflows with cheer On every face, smile shuttles from lips to eyes Before me is the promise of a new dawn       Fresh resolve rekindles every face       Sprawling before me is a magic realm To its secret doorway, I hold the keys Everything around has a shimmering glow In the bounty of blessings, my heart rejoices       I tell my spirits to seek no rest But walk fearless to dizzy heights Holding the reins and quickening my pace For I know I am heading towards the lights       There are great glories for the eyes to see There is so much for the senses to perceive From little cares, when the mind, set free Sure, there’s reason to rejoice than grieve! …………………………………………… I can always say my glass is only half full But let me perceive things in the positive way The day, I know, sure has also a grimy side   But let us not spoil this lovely New Year day I wish all my friends on Hello poetry, a great New Year with bright sunshine, a clear sky above, a lot of beauty around and many, many happy occasions to enjoy and cherish!
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Our mystic alabaster satellite rules the midnight sky casting shadowy silhouettes of all our trees and houses. Rational tri-millennial me chooses not to bay about it or worship its fabled godly essence (long since neutered by geology). Casting aside the chains of time I sidle up to Cenozoic me munching on a leg of venison staring at that improbable hanging ball suspended in the southern heavens. Wonder and vexation cloud his hairy face - hunting vainly for a clue. I whisper in a secret tongue that only he and I can comprehend, "You may not get it yet, grandpa but soon enough you will."
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Aug 22, 2013
Aug 22, 2013 at 11:16 AM UTC
Cenozoic Moon
Gently touch her, gently care, For the day may come — swiftly when That endless cruel knocking on doors bolted from the inside Dies down and turns into gray silence. She, irksome as it is, goes round and round in circles Looking for the missing pair She wears the other one, anyway, And sits down in grief. She says, “I want to go home. Let me go home.” “Mama, you are home,” you answer. Vexation rears its ugly head And you force each horn, one at a time, to recede: To vanish from sight. Then gaining composure you say: “Mama, let’s pray.” God hears, and you are healed. Set free. Instantly. Of the agony of bearing about in your own body The weight of selfishness And sin And sheer ignorance of what it feels like To have Time ****** away Memory From you and those you love. The stark feebleness of this bent, white creature With veined hands and bony feet Reminds you of your own Utter helplessness. Mortality.
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Nov 1, 2016
Nov 1, 2016 at 10:50 AM UTC
"GENTLY" (a poem for mama)