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There's a tree that rest in middle of forest.  A beautiful evergreen tree   Just as shiny and precious as a Jade.  May all the seasons change , Let it rain ,storm, snow, and shine.  The beautiful evergreen tree still Stands just as shiny as a full moon on a midsummer night. It's so astonishing to glare. This rare Evergreen Tree . A beautiful Blue Jay Bird An striking blue bird colored like the ocean . Fierce bird as the tormenting waves . A bird call of heaven  So sweet , adorable     Migrating to post to post.    The blue jay sway into     The evergreen tree.     It tweeted on its delicate branch. A beautiful humming tune , sound of the heavens   Slowly it cured the tiny imperfections              that linger around the tree.              An impeccable romance              A beautiful bond establish.                May the seasons change . Thunderstorm, Snow, Hurricanes ,Tsunami  The evergreen tree will glow sanely Under the moonlight always waiting for the Blue Jay to visit To listen for the humming tune of a romance Under the deep moonlight on a midsummer night           Blue Jay & Evergreen Tree
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May 26, 2015
May 26, 2015 at 4:03 AM UTC
Blue Jay and Evergreen Tree
behind barricades before the red bandanna meant you were a Crip or Blood undaunted, refusing to be ..........intimidated nameless .....(known only to ..........................YOUR LOVE as "love") the streets are red with the ****** dreams our youth is bleeding on these streets but then the gangs recieved from the c.i.a. control over the drug trade and killed us all ----- (behind barricades) the liars are everywhere and those most visable are the greatest of the liars speaking softly sanely to you all................ .....................in words- impossible -- love is a powerful feeling only love means a thing
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Aug 2, 2010
Aug 2, 2010 at 4:13 PM UTC
revolution
California gold-rush blues Got you pretty thirsty Where's tank girl when you need her Saliva thick Lump in throat Tongue swelling Neck swollen Can't breathe Drowning Shrinking skin Hallucinations Eyelids crack Tears of blood Leather-purse face Amputated lips Nose withered Eyes trapped We're all exported and exploited Sold sanely cheap Used how the rich see fit Dead in one week Ecosystem crashing All for their mansions Filled with rooms they never use Profit ****** We see oceans through our windows 97 percent 97 percent 3 percent for you and none for us Little boy is drinking bubbles But it ain't champagne It's dead dogs and fetus juice Dog dogs and abuse Where are the wetlands Where are the holy springs Soon we'll all be Atlantis Just another lost city Soon we'll be living In underground caves Like cowards We all want roses in our garden bower But the best heroes Might as well be slaves Global desert Without rain Green turns yellow Here come the earthquakes ****** forest Rest in peace They erected cities In your memory Cartels and shades of grey Vivendi, Veolia Machines with no soul Privatizing blue gold In their corporate quads Woe to WTO The new colonialism Coca Cola 7-Up Sorry but your time is up Destroy everything you touch When it's gone Get up and leave Destroy another planet **** and conquer SLAPPing silly pointless fools Transporting silly tools Shooting all the people's people Got to pull up the roots Bullets through lace curtains Has a ring to it You spineless cruel leaders With your oil rivers Well you've made a rival now World map's changing underground Alternatives are scarce Purity is all but lost Path of least resistance blocked Metamorphosizing clocks Circulation down the train Don't drink the red water Just pray for rain
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Nov 26, 2011
Nov 26, 2011 at 2:20 AM UTC
Well of Tears (Save the Water)
California gold-rush blues Got you pretty thirsty Where's tank girl when you need her Saliva thick Lump in throat Tongue swelling Neck swollen Can't breathe Drowning Shrinking skin Hallucinations Eyelids crack Tears of blood Leather-purse face Amputated lips Nose withered Eyes trapped We're all exported and exploited Sold sanely cheap Used how the rich see fit Dead in one week Ecosystem crashing All for their mansions Filled with rooms they never use Profit ****** We see oceans through our windows 97 percent 97 percent 3 percent for you and none for us Little boy is drinking bubbles But it ain't champagne It's dead dogs and fetus juice Dog dogs and abuse Where are the wetlands Where are the holy springs Soon we'll all be Atlantis Just another lost city Soon we'll be living In underground caves Like cowards We all want roses in our garden bower But the best heroes Might as well be slaves Global desert Without rain Green turns yellow Here come the earthquakes ****** forest Rest in peace They erected cities In your memory Cartels and shades of grey Vivendi, Veolia Machines with no soul Privatizing blue gold In their corporate quads Woe to WTO The new colonialism Coca Cola 7-Up Sorry but your time is up Destroy everything you touch When it's gone Get up and leave Destroy another planet **** and conquer SLAPPing silly pointless fools Transporting silly tools Shooting all the people's people Got to pull up the roots Bullets through lace curtains Has a ring to it You spineless cruel leaders With your oil rivers Well you've made a rival now World map's changing underground Alternatives are scarce Purity is all but lost Path of least resistance blocked Metamorphosizing clocks Circulation down the train Don't drink the red water Just pray for rain
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Previous month wasn't just the end of beginning of new month. It's not just how time flies. But how time upgrades to new stage. Change, Because nothang have to be the same; future is born. New month begins because life goes on. Bust on, Never hesitate to update and transform to upgrade the version of your life. Month ended, sorrow ends, grief, pain, all sources of sadness ceased. New month harvest, joy, abundance blessings, favors, peace, freedom, deliverance, healing, breakthrough, love more money, and sanely sound life. 😊♥✌️ #c9_fm
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Dec 1, 2020
Dec 1, 2020 at 4:50 AM UTC
NEW MONTH
Hot headed one eyed nerd,                  walking blindly with the herd,                  be aware, every time you croak the F-word,                cussing like an irritated toad,             you denigrate those moments on cloud nine,             you inch up the rainbow panting,                      smearing all colors together;                             the very moments you hanker for,                                         past every sunset                                   as if there is nothing else you can sanely  think of,                                                    till the ******                                                      and your partner is the only one that exists,                                                       in this whole wide world.
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Mar 15, 2013
Mar 15, 2013 at 1:33 AM UTC
Be aware of the ardor the F- word represents
The feathery touch Of your skin Is so sincere and warm My blood starts throbbing beneath. The bond between Our hearts Is strongly entwined Obtaining a new truth. Your breath, Your touch, Your gaze, All drive me sanely mad I no longer choke On my own loneliness Because you are my new clarity, Igniting a flame in my soul, Jumbling the insides Of my stomach In some chaste way. I'm naive to your potency, The fool... Letting your love Stain my heart With no regrets.
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Jan 9, 2016
Jan 9, 2016 at 10:19 PM UTC
1998
Everything is nothing and nothing, everything therefore neither can exist as absolutes. What you are now is but a moment and this moment shall pass. We as humans cling to these instances with exhausting desperation. We yearn for them to last eternally but it is only because we dream of the infinite that we hold so tightly to our experience. Like a slow poison we watch ourselves betray our former figments, the people we were suppose to be slip from our grip, descending forth into the people we are to become. My tone may suggest an attitude of anguish but this reality, my reality is not one of judgement. It is far removed from good and evil, it just is. Leaving only my brain to decipher its worth but outside of these illusions of measurement; I know something is happening, the who, what, where and why may escape me but I am convinced that something rather than nothing is occurring. The experience of stimuli is the only revelation of mine I dare to brand with the label of truth. Our certainty of the laws that govern today are but manifestations of our misunderstandings and will become subjects of satire tomorrow. If man is to live sanely he must not carry himself so seriously in regard to his follies of days past. He must laugh with the comedians, the jokers and the jesters. For laughter is the medicine of the mind and the metaphorical heart. Today you are you, yesterday you were someone else and tomorrow you will be a stranger to yourself. What does that mean? You are not who you think you are. To some this is tragedy, to others a great relief.
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Nov 6, 2013
Nov 6, 2013 at 9:33 AM UTC
You Are Not Who You Think You Are
Everything is nothing and nothing, everything therefore neither can exist as absolutes. What you are now is but a moment and this moment shall pass. We as humans cling to these instances with exhausting desperation. We yearn for them to last eternally but it is only because we dream of the infinite that we hold so tightly to our experience. Like a slow poison we watch ourselves betray our former figments, the people we were suppose to be slip from our grip, descending forth into the people we are to become. My tone may suggest an attitude of anguish but this reality, my reality is not one of judgement. It is far removed from good and evil, it just is. Leaving only my brain to decipher its worth but outside of these illusions of measurement; I know something is happening, the who, what, where and why may escape me but I am convinced that something rather than nothing is occurring. The experience of stimuli is the only revelation of mine I dare to brand with the label of truth. Our certainty of the laws that govern today are but manifestations of our misunderstandings and will become subjects of satire tomorrow. If man is to live sanely he must not carry himself so seriously in regard to his follies of days past. He must laugh with the comedians, the jokers and the jesters. For laughter is the medicine of the mind and the metaphorical heart. Today you are you, yesterday you were someone else and tomorrow you will be a stranger to yourself. What does that mean? You are not who you think you are. To some this is tragedy, to others a great relief.
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in madness, explain a chair to the ocean. unborn, be buoyed by pregnancy. scrape mother images on a cave’s wall by the glow the unborn have. I sense I still flicker in two lost minds. she would say god planted in her a notion of anorexia. she would sanely say her morbid obesity made her largely abstract.
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Aug 15, 2013
Aug 15, 2013 at 1:59 AM UTC
I sense I still flicker in two lost minds
You might say I am talented, and talented am I But maybe not the way in which you're thinking My words may seem so balanced as they bleed before your eyes But the veins from which they spill are badly torn The peace that I have wanted only seems fit to comply Scarcely randomly between each effort's sinking It is my greatest challenge to find beauty in the lies And the tragedies now endlessly reborn I tell myself each instance, it won't be like times before But repeatedly, I doubt the words I'm saying Even though I know the future has such miracles in store My worries and my fears come out to play Instead of having patience, I embrace what I abhor 'Til what little peace I've found, I am forsaking And I find it that much harder to keep holding out for more Through the torment of such never ending pain So, I write down every word of which I need to hear the most The very words I often speak to others And arrange them in a way I know I'll keep them very close And reflect on them each time I lose my way But, as my understanding seems to venture oh so close To the truths that I so often seem to smother The party starts all over, and I play the gracious host Entertaining every doubt in every way What seems like creativity so sanely resonating Is emotion never making up its mind Although it may seem natural, each time, I'm hesitating Almost never satisfied with what I say So many imperfections in the art that I'm creating But I blend them in the best way I can find 'Til the beauty of the heartache and the pain so devastating Ring out true for me as madness leads the way My writing helps me through each darker day that's always waiting And the storms which come to rage within my mind Even in this reading, some of you are now relating As you see the bitter truth in what I say Don't focus on the way that I arrange my conversating Focus on the messages within the rhymes For my talent isn't in the way the words are correlating It's in showing, just like you, I'm not okay
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Aug 17, 2014
Aug 17, 2014 at 4:49 PM UTC
Beneath the Surface
You might say I am talented, and talented am I But maybe not the way in which you're thinking My words may seem so balanced as they bleed before your eyes But the veins from which they spill are badly torn The peace that I have wanted only seems fit to comply Scarcely randomly between each effort's sinking It is my greatest challenge to find beauty in the lies And the tragedies now endlessly reborn I tell myself each instance, it won't be like times before But repeatedly, I doubt the words I'm saying Even though I know the future has such miracles in store My worries and my fears come out to play Instead of having patience, I embrace what I abhor 'Til what little peace I've found, I am forsaking And I find it that much harder to keep holding out for more Through the torment of such never ending pain So, I write down every word of which I need to hear the most The very words I often speak to others And arrange them in a way I know I'll keep them very close And reflect on them each time I lose my way But, as my understanding seems to venture oh so close To the truths that I so often seem to smother The party starts all over, and I play the gracious host Entertaining every doubt in every way What seems like creativity so sanely resonating Is emotion never making up its mind Although it may seem natural, each time, I'm hesitating Almost never satisfied with what I say So many imperfections in the art that I'm creating But I blend them in the best way I can find 'Til the beauty of the heartache and the pain so devastating Ring out true for me as madness leads the way My writing helps me through each darker day that's always waiting And the storms which come to rage within my mind Even in this reading, some of you are now relating As you see the bitter truth in what I say Don't focus on the way that I arrange my conversating Focus on the messages within the rhymes For my talent isn't in the way the words are correlating It's in showing, just like you, I'm not okay
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I am surrounded by a heavily massed army of syringes, Syringes that pierce my soul, and inject it with the fluid of hatred Syringes that take from my soul leaving black wholes with in me that swallow up the massive attack of the masses. Oh you strange syringe, why tempt me into your malice, in hopes that I will grab it, reaching the idiopathic havoc that is sanely insane within my mind. Oh syringes the pain you cause me, do you not see? You inject me with hatred, but do not expect to be hated, how dare you, oh foolish, and foul syringes that leaves blood dripping from mine own eyes And I stand in a puddle of tears, in hopes to see the reflection of my sorrow I see my reflection, but what I see is not me, what I see is dark and cold blooded, could it be really me? How do I save my self from such pain?
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Jun 3, 2013
Jun 3, 2013 at 10:43 PM UTC
Syringes
"i wish i'd loved you better.. and that you see me clearly without disguise.." as for love slipping away: "we cannot continue for long to exist sanely under conditions of absolute reality. . ." "to truly love another person is to accept that the work of loving them is worth the pain of losing them. . ." everything that i love is me the same way everything you love is you you became a part of me.. and to feel you..watch you..hear you slipping from my fingers.. feels like a vital piece of me is being suddenly and violently ripped out from within . . .
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Jan 9, 2022
Jan 9, 2022 at 3:59 PM UTC
ripped
Some days I think I hear my inner voice crying out- its too much, its always so much. And yet day after day, I tie up my laces, I place my boots on the ground. And I'm not sure how I manage to stand, or even to walk- ya, some times I dont want to be strong, or be an adult- I want to live, to play, and laugh all the time. I know you dont like it, my favorite part of me. So, I do this for you, even though its killing my heart. I will keep waking, I will keep walking, and I wont stop. This is my life, my path, a story of my own making. I know you are losing faith in me, that shine in your eyes is fading.  I may be a wild card, my passion unyelding, the weirdest of weirdo's, the sanely insane. Im the one risking, giving, and you're the one taking the blame. I wont let you down, you know I'll keep fighting till my face is flushed and my knuckles bleed hot, I may not look the same, but baby I am coming back.
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Aug 25, 2011
Aug 25, 2011 at 3:27 PM UTC
how far is too far...
*Intrigue has kept me sanely desirous A blooming light has bound me captive Blossoming blue with a sky-lit iris The eyes of she who keeps my heart active*
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Nov 29, 2014
Nov 29, 2014 at 2:26 PM UTC
Iris
When we were nine, you left your mother's home and told the world you were going travelling. I still wait— Hoping that maybe one day you will return with your sanity. I have been waiting twelve years for you—and nineteen years from now, I will be nineteen—because today is the day I start living, sanely.
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Feb 26, 2015
Feb 26, 2015 at 10:08 PM UTC
Row Reduced Echelon Form.
you ever had one that kept haunting you I saw llamas today in a field I saw balloons again to construct my urge sanely you would have to share my head When the llamas looked up at me on the edge of their field where they were minding their business munching flowers and grass and greens I felt like an intruder an alien in their world and the balloon thing again, I watched the car dealers early today, a man walked with what seemed like a hundred of them helium filled colorful things, tieing them to antennas, when one did escape, a white one, that wafted and floated into the sky like freedom and relief, I felt for it. I felt for the llamas. You would have to share my head to see.
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Sep 3, 2016
Sep 3, 2016 at 10:01 PM UTC
urge
THE FUTURE IS BORN Bury the past behind, live the life of the current moment. Love the moment and cherish the present time, can only hope' for tomorrow but is uncertain. Because no man knows what tomorrow holds, but the future is born put the past in the casket. Tomorrow's unfold just got to open the mind and realize on a real eyes where that hidden potentials is and how to discover and turn them to fortune. Some enormous talents are hidden underneath the soil of a man's mind. Mining the Talents which are invisible to the naked eye to realize. Requires a sanely sensitive creative mind gazes what the brain thinks. #c9_fm
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Dec 9, 2020
Dec 9, 2020 at 1:28 PM UTC
THE FUTURE IS BORN
"Candice fetch the water for the daughter," screamed the old man out loud. Quick did the fiend hastily pace away from the sand that she was playing with. The sun, hot high up above, blistered itself alone changing its mind upon these defining fine. At last she ran back with a paper box filled with whatever the man willed. "Good girl, good girl, now stay very still." The old man poured the trickling cool water over this little girl blue all the while dipping her head back until she could no longer feel. Was a beauty in the way her head dipped right back, the sun shining through Her magical shell. The clouds poured over cooly as if they did not want to interrupt what ever was happening which wasn't all that much. "How do you feel my little girl Sue?" "Oh alright, just enough water to make me feel right" Old man dipped his hand into the sand and threw it upon the coming wind. As fast as he did the wind came and then it was all that he did. She smiled a creek bed of water fast ripples that would have toppled any church bell steeple. They sat together witnessing the pass of God's mass, listening to the river that lay in an eternal shiver. "Soon your father will be back...alright?" "When he gets here I'll see with a new sight." The old man smiled miles all the while the poor father traveled through rocks which unraveled much like the mystery of the mile. They made sandwiches from the meat they met from the corner store they found along the fast moving shore. They chewed slowly so to enjoy the ticking bore. "Stale it is" "Hail I feel" Soon the rocks of ice washed over these two faces that stayed steady for the love in the family is one way to stay sanely. Pebbles broke quick with the late afternoon stitch of a weather vane which broke all in their own vain. "Home soon?" "Not until I see the loon" They sat there till the man arrived and when He did, it was never a time too soon.
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May 10, 2011
May 10, 2011 at 10:21 PM UTC
Never a Time too Soon
"Candice fetch the water for the daughter," screamed the old man out loud. Quick did the fiend hastily pace away from the sand that she was playing with. The sun, hot high up above, blistered itself alone changing its mind upon these defining fine. At last she ran back with a paper box filled with whatever the man willed. "Good girl, good girl, now stay very still." The old man poured the trickling cool water over this little girl blue all the while dipping her head back until she could no longer feel. Was a beauty in the way her head dipped right back, the sun shining through Her magical shell. The clouds poured over cooly as if they did not want to interrupt what ever was happening which wasn't all that much. "How do you feel my little girl Sue?" "Oh alright, just enough water to make me feel right" Old man dipped his hand into the sand and threw it upon the coming wind. As fast as he did the wind came and then it was all that he did. She smiled a creek bed of water fast ripples that would have toppled any church bell steeple. They sat together witnessing the pass of God's mass, listening to the river that lay in an eternal shiver. "Soon your father will be back...alright?" "When he gets here I'll see with a new sight." The old man smiled miles all the while the poor father traveled through rocks which unraveled much like the mystery of the mile. They made sandwiches from the meat they met from the corner store they found along the fast moving shore. They chewed slowly so to enjoy the ticking bore. "Stale it is" "Hail I feel" Soon the rocks of ice washed over these two faces that stayed steady for the love in the family is one way to stay sanely. Pebbles broke quick with the late afternoon stitch of a weather vane which broke all in their own vain. "Home soon?" "Not until I see the loon" They sat there till the man arrived and when He did, it was never a time too soon.
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take or take 6pm having just gotten glasses I left father’s body mirror to mother and comb and set off for the aptly named Hill armed with a science book and shielded by my own oblivion and there every bit white as weary I sat as I thought would sit the black man I so wanted to be with British accent and there a sanely placed forklift seemed okay abandoned oh that I saw a too strong woman hop down her wrongness a nothing though from I ran
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Apr 4, 2014
Apr 4, 2014 at 12:26 AM UTC
boy
question your sanity as often as you question your insanity for everyone is sane as well as insane for all those who are sane are just a wee bit insane and all those who are insane are also sane. and this way maybe just maybe you wont go insane
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Jul 10, 2018
Jul 10, 2018 at 4:16 AM UTC
sanely insane
crazy woman Crazy Crazy woman .""""""" ( she still                 Loves ! ) She loves She loves everyone ( what a crazy Crazy Crazy                      Woman • Her tenement stare Finds you Down on your luck Out on the street Only 2 steps Ahead of the police :: Such a crazy women She looks down She comes out To offer you Relief • Crazy woman It's a crazy woman :: You might praise her Angelic Kiss or you might simply call her a Communist )( She's a crazy woman To act sanely in a world like this )!( she's a lover She's a lover She's a lover •• Come on. Now Why don't ya be Another
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Sep 6, 2015
Sep 6, 2015 at 8:53 PM UTC
crazy woman
The sound drowns out You're mind fills with doubt. You've been living in bed lately. Did you really think you could act sanely? People can see that you're sad. They can tell as you walk past them. Your eyes are in a depressed state. Have they not yet realised their fate? You somehow stay calm as you say, We'll all die someday. so silently. I wonder if you're really there anymore. So long ago, you shut that door. The door that kept me inside. But Just know, I'm still alive. Your happiness is in here. You just have to find me. Don't let the sadness devour us. Please, you're not Hell Bound, You're just stuck inside of the sound. The sounds of the past. But listen, it doesn't last. I believe that you will succeed. Just trust in me. Find me. We can be happy, again.
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Jul 8, 2015
Jul 8, 2015 at 2:05 PM UTC
Hell Bound
My being is filling up with rage and hate. Why the **** can’t I get off of this hell bound page? I wish the worst for the masquerade. The pettiness is growing and it’s driving me insane. I have no will to live unless I **** them dead. Why the **** can’t they just be done with the torment because I can’t stand them getting into my head.
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Sep 14, 2019
Sep 14, 2019 at 8:33 PM UTC
Sanely insane, **** these games
I have slayed before But I'm sure this will be a redefining moment I hear you talk of guns and arrows And I wonder if there was a moment like this before A moment where past and present met future and time immemorial So now I'm just crawled up in a corner Thoughts and maybe dreams of better times and greener days Warm nights that didn't need a lover's embrace We lit our own fires within our hearts I have written but never like this before Pardon my brain for creating and expressing the unfathomable Yet I can only fight with my words So I spit bars and hope not to crush you I am a slave A prisoner of my own mind Do me no harm then I've already killed myself And maybe I'm crazy so I speak sanely I have lit subtle fires That I hope won't consume thee Gather warmth Before the hurricane that is my presence extinguishes it. I am the corner to a circle and epitome of feeling Warn the rest of your generations
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Apr 11, 2016
Apr 11, 2016 at 1:22 PM UTC
This is a Warning
We paused for a few hours at Rouen and got off the coach and the guide said have a look round for a while but don't get back late we got a long way to go yet so I wandered off with Miriam to see a few sights she said she was feeling tired and hungry and so we took in a café and had a coffee and cake and then went to Rouen Cathedral and had look round can't see the point of these places she said no one believes any more you know that's not true by saying no one believes any more many people believe but they don't make a big deal of it I said these places have a beauty apart from whatever religious attraction they may have she wasn't impressed and we didn't stay long and walking back to the coach she said the whole religious thing is a hangover from the last century I let her have her say I liked her blue eyes and red tight curled hair and her way of walking the hips moving the tight **** bobbing up and down in her yellow top do you believe then? she asked believe what? all this God and Heaven thing? guess so I said but it's more like a comfortable tee shirt I like the feel of it and it keeps me sane in a mad world we reached the coach and got on and sat together on the right hand side half way down I can make you feel comfortable and sane she said do you believe in me? sure I do she took my hand and kissed it and the driver put on the radio and a Beatles song came on and she leaned close to me as the coach took off out of Rouen and I smelt her perfume and her closeness warmed me and the  world seemed a little less mad and her hand moved between my thighs and I was comfortable and sanely glad.
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Jul 15, 2014
Jul 15, 2014 at 1:35 AM UTC
FEW HOURS IN ROUEN.
We paused for a few hours at Rouen and got off the coach and the guide said have a look round for a while but don't get back late we got a long way to go yet so I wandered off with Miriam to see a few sights she said she was feeling tired and hungry and so we took in a café and had a coffee and cake and then went to Rouen Cathedral and had look round can't see the point of these places she said no one believes any more you know that's not true by saying no one believes any more many people believe but they don't make a big deal of it I said these places have a beauty apart from whatever religious attraction they may have she wasn't impressed and we didn't stay long and walking back to the coach she said the whole religious thing is a hangover from the last century I let her have her say I liked her blue eyes and red tight curled hair and her way of walking the hips moving the tight **** bobbing up and down in her yellow top do you believe then? she asked believe what? all this God and Heaven thing? guess so I said but it's more like a comfortable tee shirt I like the feel of it and it keeps me sane in a mad world we reached the coach and got on and sat together on the right hand side half way down I can make you feel comfortable and sane she said do you believe in me? sure I do she took my hand and kissed it and the driver put on the radio and a Beatles song came on and she leaned close to me as the coach took off out of Rouen and I smelt her perfume and her closeness warmed me and the  world seemed a little less mad and her hand moved between my thighs and I was comfortable and sanely glad.
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Today I woke up and wanted to **** myself. I hate feeling so low that I can't even help myself. I look to the sky for warmth but it just didn't help. I'm afraid to close my eyes, for my dreams are really hell Constantly hopin' and wishin' for **** that won't really happen and all this pain  that's inside they said that **** doesn't matter, "Just get to the money, P. The rest will come later" But what if living is killing me? Doesn't my sanity matter? I'm locked away inside my mind, the key is on the table But I'm tied to the chair with invisible ropes stronger than cable Can I live? I ask myself twice is the possibility of purgatory worth the price of my life? Can I live? Depression at its best and happiness that is struggling. Find the finer things in reality and don't ever think you are nothing. But I don't. I'm the **** at least that's what I tell myself today. Even if I do believe it, the tears are still only a blink away. I'm bipolar. And a girl. Yeah that's one hell of an equation and when I have my emotional fits it's one hell of a conversation- with myself. All 8 of me. Not even standing between two mirrors to mask insanity. I'm sanely me. Insanely me. Inside the soul that sang to me. I can't even write this rhyme with complete accuracy because they're watching me. They prey on the weak. Misery likes company and right now, woe is me.
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Sep 14, 2015
Sep 14, 2015 at 7:19 PM UTC
9.13.15