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"kiwi" poems
Friendship is to trust Friendship is having the kindness to help Friendship is giving to others without thinking Friendship is being there when someone need you Friendship can be just a smile that brightens your day Friendship is giving more than you expect to receive Friendship is listening Friendship is offering your opinion when you think you need to Friendship can be many things Friendship is different for everyone Friendship could be holding a hand for support Friendship is lending your shoulder to cry on Friendship is mellow Friendship is giving back Friendship is only taking that what you need Friendship can be that voice of reason you give Friendship could also be a boost of encouragement when it’s needed Friendship stands the test of time Friendship is show in many different ways Friendship can be everlasting Friendship is not always an easy thing Friendship is hard to break apart Friendship is strong Friendship should never be taken for granted Friendship is meant to be shared with all Friendship is free and rewarding to share Friendship can be unforgettable Friendship is priceless to many Friendship is a secret never to be told Friendship is not having to say sorry but do Friendship is not judging no matter what Friendship is to share, the joy and the fear Friendship is someone to run too when things are tough Friendship is a hand to hold when things are so rough Friendship is someone to laugh with not at you Friendship is just knowing they are there Friendship is very personal Friendship is all of these things and many more This is are how I see friendship To have a true Friend is the best thing to achieve We all have one but it may take a very long time to find them. For You Kiwi, Thank You So Much X
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Jan 7, 2012
Jan 7, 2012 at 5:57 PM UTC
Friendship (My 100Th Poem)
Friendship is to trust Friendship is having the kindness to help Friendship is giving to others without thinking Friendship is being there when someone need you Friendship can be just a smile that brightens your day Friendship is giving more than you expect to receive Friendship is listening Friendship is offering your opinion when you think you need to Friendship can be many things Friendship is different for everyone Friendship could be holding a hand for support Friendship is lending your shoulder to cry on Friendship is mellow Friendship is giving back Friendship is only taking that what you need Friendship can be that voice of reason you give Friendship could also be a boost of encouragement when it’s needed Friendship stands the test of time Friendship is show in many different ways Friendship can be everlasting Friendship is not always an easy thing Friendship is hard to break apart Friendship is strong Friendship should never be taken for granted Friendship is meant to be shared with all Friendship is free and rewarding to share Friendship can be unforgettable Friendship is priceless to many Friendship is a secret never to be told Friendship is not having to say sorry but do Friendship is not judging no matter what Friendship is to share, the joy and the fear Friendship is someone to run too when things are tough Friendship is a hand to hold when things are so rough Friendship is someone to laugh with not at you Friendship is just knowing they are there Friendship is very personal Friendship is all of these things and many more This is are how I see friendship To have a true Friend is the best thing to achieve We all have one but it may take a very long time to find them. For You Kiwi, Thank You So Much X
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Wistful lust and melancholy mangoes Succulent decadence and still I am morose A plum for pining, a kiwi for whining Pineapple dreams are the clouds’ only lining For in the resting realm the reality is nigh Alas cruel consciousness eradicates the high And thrown am I back into awareness That life and love are not games of fairness
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Oct 31, 2011
Oct 31, 2011 at 4:01 PM UTC
Pineapple Dreams
i have not spoken to you in four or six years but the hex code for the color of your eyes i could determine from: strawberry-kiwi juice, thumb tacks CD rainbows softball ( and kickball, hours of it) chicago in 2007, white pebbles like teeth, and converse shoes—
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Oct 30, 2013
Oct 30, 2013 at 10:04 PM UTC
verdigris no. 1
I grew up in South Auckland, Takanini the only Pakeha in the caravan park, I learnt how to be tall, smart and skinny how to raise the end of my sentences in an arc. At school, we were told words held power; but for teachers words were flowers, and my friend Cruz had two brothers Harley and Davidson - they belonged to Black Power, their fists tattooed with something like “Smother”. But there was never violence on our street, gang was family; I usually never felt more at home around Bourbon, loud Reggae, bags of **** and men so manly they’d cry over love, and I wouldn’t get a word in. Though my Father votes National and thinks Michael Laws is right so moves us to Dunedin where it’s ninety percent white. I stopped reading Lenin and picked up Rousseau became a vegetarian, thought it was so cool you know, even wrote a blog that discussed rise from below. But I’ll never know below again until I’m drunk in an old shed at 3am on a school night singing along to Bob Marley in Maori, sunk deep into the mattress propped against the Harley, the one you and I would cruise on until dawn together as police took to the streets in riot gear - we’d get lost in the country and learn to smother our thoughts in starlight then stagger over, listen in to the darkness, and just slowly breathe the crisp, cool air of the kiwi tundra. They say New Zealand has two flags, but in the country, when you’re blazed on the benefit, ****** on the disdain for positive discrimination, you can pick out all the small bright koru unfurling in the stars.
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Oct 25, 2013
Oct 25, 2013 at 4:52 AM UTC
A privileged upbringing
I grew up in South Auckland, Takanini the only Pakeha in the caravan park, I learnt how to be tall, smart and skinny how to raise the end of my sentences in an arc. At school, we were told words held power; but for teachers words were flowers, and my friend Cruz had two brothers Harley and Davidson - they belonged to Black Power, their fists tattooed with something like “Smother”. But there was never violence on our street, gang was family; I usually never felt more at home around Bourbon, loud Reggae, bags of **** and men so manly they’d cry over love, and I wouldn’t get a word in. Though my Father votes National and thinks Michael Laws is right so moves us to Dunedin where it’s ninety percent white. I stopped reading Lenin and picked up Rousseau became a vegetarian, thought it was so cool you know, even wrote a blog that discussed rise from below. But I’ll never know below again until I’m drunk in an old shed at 3am on a school night singing along to Bob Marley in Maori, sunk deep into the mattress propped against the Harley, the one you and I would cruise on until dawn together as police took to the streets in riot gear - we’d get lost in the country and learn to smother our thoughts in starlight then stagger over, listen in to the darkness, and just slowly breathe the crisp, cool air of the kiwi tundra. They say New Zealand has two flags, but in the country, when you’re blazed on the benefit, ****** on the disdain for positive discrimination, you can pick out all the small bright koru unfurling in the stars.
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There's a black cat walking flat, his back feet dipped in marshmallow droppings. His tail flicks like a reed in the swamp, and he can't help but run through legs swiftly hopping on furniture daintily belly all soft and white. Silent is he, catching the almost-full moon in his bright whiskers. Padded paws, a black tail snaking twitching as he squeezes to rest in tight spaces wide eyes as green as a kiwi fruit with the seeds cut out. He bats his toy freely, ears up then hears a rustle at the screen door and sits transfixed but only for a moment.
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Jan 20, 2017
Jan 20, 2017 at 12:52 PM UTC
Black Cat
It's unfortunate that Parisians Are very hard to bear, In terms of flash obsequiousity, They drive me to despair! And patience is an attribute I don't profess to have To mercifully administer When accents veer to Slav. Baltics look like jellyfish, The Germans are obscene And loud and overbearing But the Swiss are very clean. Italians are a swarthy lot Who gourmandize on food And sacrifice their suavity By being impudently crude. The Spanish are no better, In fact they are probably worse, For obsessing in the blood sports I actually rate them in reverse. Starchiness is British They're convoluted to the core, The Old Boy system's lost it's sheen Aspirants flock to it no more. The Yanks are looking slightly crass Whilst fighting foreign wars, Their pinky held up squeaky clean To call "foul" to China's flaws. China sits inscrutably Holding all the cards Waiting for the moment To strike beneath the guards. India and Pakistan Are squabbling like kids The uproar over Kashmir Rates them lower than the Yids. The Yids are walking tightropes With Iran's nuclear ****** Whilst currying Yank approval, Eventual bombing is a must. The Dutch behave so anally They're always proven right When faced with rigid negatives They blanch with haunches tight. But not the Argentineans They love to dance and flirt, To chase the senorita Cavorting in the scarlet skirt. The South Pacific's wallowing They're adrift from World affairs Oz's self preoccupation Mirrors Kiwi's vacant stares. Africa's way past comment Lost to heat and dust, Warfare, **** and pillage And the rest decayed by rust. Eskimos are OK Clean living on the ice The population static, Zer-O pollution's nice! Marshalg @theGate Mangere Bridge 14 April 2009
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May 2, 2010
May 2, 2010 at 12:08 AM UTC
Eskimos are OK!
It's unfortunate that Parisians Are very hard to bear, In terms of flash obsequiousity, They drive me to despair! And patience is an attribute I don't profess to have To mercifully administer When accents veer to Slav. Baltics look like jellyfish, The Germans are obscene And loud and overbearing But the Swiss are very clean. Italians are a swarthy lot Who gourmandize on food And sacrifice their suavity By being impudently crude. The Spanish are no better, In fact they are probably worse, For obsessing in the blood sports I actually rate them in reverse. Starchiness is British They're convoluted to the core, The Old Boy system's lost it's sheen Aspirants flock to it no more. The Yanks are looking slightly crass Whilst fighting foreign wars, Their pinky held up squeaky clean To call "foul" to China's flaws. China sits inscrutably Holding all the cards Waiting for the moment To strike beneath the guards. India and Pakistan Are squabbling like kids The uproar over Kashmir Rates them lower than the Yids. The Yids are walking tightropes With Iran's nuclear ****** Whilst currying Yank approval, Eventual bombing is a must. The Dutch behave so anally They're always proven right When faced with rigid negatives They blanch with haunches tight. But not the Argentineans They love to dance and flirt, To chase the senorita Cavorting in the scarlet skirt. The South Pacific's wallowing They're adrift from World affairs Oz's self preoccupation Mirrors Kiwi's vacant stares. Africa's way past comment Lost to heat and dust, Warfare, **** and pillage And the rest decayed by rust. Eskimos are OK Clean living on the ice The population static, Zer-O pollution's nice! Marshalg @theGate Mangere Bridge 14 April 2009
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Enter the dragon with death and disruption Pride and tradition cataclysmically thrown, Magnificent structures reduced to rubble Distraught people bereft of their homes. Chasms of heartache with bodies of babies Strewn with the bricks in vast disarray, Dust in the air and the howl of the sirens Shouting police on a horror filled day. Christchurch is bleeding, her confidence shattered Our keynote cathedral is lying in shards, Vacant eyed people are clinging to strangers Jagged black holes in suburban back yards. Christchurch is bleeding, our torn, gracious City The nation arises in hurt and alarm, To face the challenge with strength and resources, To nurture our sister with healing and balm. Sympathy shown by the myriad faces Racing to help from all parts of the globe, Expertise offered with money and labour Students with shovels and priests of the robe. Sadness and torment for kin of the missing Frustrated rescuers work till relieved, Moments of triumph with lost resurrected, Agony felt when the dead are retrieved. Led by the strength of the Mayor of the City Courageous citizens help where they can, Moments of bravery, moments of agony Inspirational feats of elan. Poignancy shown by the sad Maori Warden Guiding the aged through the strewn broken glass, Aiding the ambulance crews in their labour Proud to be Kiwi as folk show their class. Christchurch WILL arise from the death and destruction Once again people will overcome grief, Pride and resilience will triumph with the passing And time will repair with deserved relief. Marshalg Victoria Park Tunnel AUCKLAND 25 February 2011
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Feb 25, 2011
Feb 25, 2011 at 8:26 AM UTC
Christchurch is Bleeding
Enter the dragon with death and disruption Pride and tradition cataclysmically thrown, Magnificent structures reduced to rubble Distraught people bereft of their homes. Chasms of heartache with bodies of babies Strewn with the bricks in vast disarray, Dust in the air and the howl of the sirens Shouting police on a horror filled day. Christchurch is bleeding, her confidence shattered Our keynote cathedral is lying in shards, Vacant eyed people are clinging to strangers Jagged black holes in suburban back yards. Christchurch is bleeding, our torn, gracious City The nation arises in hurt and alarm, To face the challenge with strength and resources, To nurture our sister with healing and balm. Sympathy shown by the myriad faces Racing to help from all parts of the globe, Expertise offered with money and labour Students with shovels and priests of the robe. Sadness and torment for kin of the missing Frustrated rescuers work till relieved, Moments of triumph with lost resurrected, Agony felt when the dead are retrieved. Led by the strength of the Mayor of the City Courageous citizens help where they can, Moments of bravery, moments of agony Inspirational feats of elan. Poignancy shown by the sad Maori Warden Guiding the aged through the strewn broken glass, Aiding the ambulance crews in their labour Proud to be Kiwi as folk show their class. Christchurch WILL arise from the death and destruction Once again people will overcome grief, Pride and resilience will triumph with the passing And time will repair with deserved relief. Marshalg Victoria Park Tunnel AUCKLAND 25 February 2011
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Wake me up I'm falling Stuttering and stalling With nowhere to run, and no place to hide A beast deep inside, Is rising Rise, like a tidal wave Rise, to every lie they gave Rise, for it is your time, To slay all these haters with power of rhyme Freedom of expression helps fight depression... Moment of silence On an empty stomach Then comes a rumble At the smell of apple pie crumble Moon is out of this world Annie is our favourite girl I hope no-one else sees this **And starts singing about my ***** ****** mind in a slaughter house Anti-Ducks about this life But with a Kiwi accent if I may Tis "Anti-Ducks about this life" We went outside, Still high Decided to munch and play games Forgot our phones outside Smash the boundaries, Tear down the walls Won't stop tearing Til' we seen Ben's ***** Break down barriers, Smack 'em down Walking past ducker-fuckers Delirious like a clown Smiling all the way With a crazy little laugh On this spectacular journey Into the past It's time to get to the end of this family rhyme We all pitched in with whatever we could find It's beautiful and grand, a real sight to see This Mafia family of mine It's our time our life Crazy running red lights Grand stand, stage band time to curtain call But it never ends, we fam! (Tight!) *Annie's the funniest girl Her hair blazes like sunset But she keeps talking about my ***** I mean seriously... She done yet???*
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Aug 20, 2016
Aug 20, 2016 at 2:57 AM UTC
Poetic Mafia Family Collab
I have stomach aches Caused from the hole deep within me Where the butterflies ate away at the flesh that I was You see butterflies are nasty little things They like to come when you want…to come. For that special someone But I have butterflies for people that don’t know I do. So I tried to fill the hole with honey With vanilla With anything that I could get my sticky fingers on. The only thing my fingers got on was me And then they got me off Because I have this hole This deep burning hole that gives me stomach aches That I want to fill with peaches With kiwi With pomegranates Sometimes the stomach aches come in the night When I lay there in my peach colored sheets Pulling at an old band tee shirt until it comes off And I become a writhing mess in the witching hours But sometimes my stomach aches for the boy that wears sweaters It twist and turn and the hole will scream from my abdomen “Give me” I want to kiss his lips I want to stain his sheets with my *** But then the ache goes away I’ll get an ache for the arrogant and snarky boy When he sits there with long, admirable fingers I want him to dig them into me And sometimes my stomach aches for me It aches for the day that I can completely satisfy myself In every aspect a human ever could
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Mar 7, 2018
Mar 7, 2018 at 11:15 PM UTC
Stomach Aches
I have two vines with nodding heads they look just like giraffes ... long necks peering in heads curled up in loops
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Mar 21, 2015
Mar 21, 2015 at 12:36 AM UTC
NOT AFRICA JUST KIWI FRUIT
I keep it in my pocket in case you lean in for a kiss. You'll smell it before you taste it but you'll never forget it. Maybe you'll crave it, maybe you won't like it. Either way it's on my lips.
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Feb 22, 2013
Feb 22, 2013 at 1:35 PM UTC
Kiwi Lipgloss
Oh you know The usual As _ The usual As Well- copio _ As Well-copio us amounts of _ us amounts of LSD, Listening _ of LSD, Listening to the Doors, eatin _ G to the Doors, Eating Sum _ Doors,eati ng sum yummy _ ng sum yummy kiwi fruit _ yummy kiwi fruit with a big _ kiwi fruit with a big mug of _ with a big mug of Tea- and _ mug of tea- and The glow _ Tea-and the glow from the _ The glow from the mobile is _ from the mobile is COZY
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Aug 20, 2013
Aug 20, 2013 at 5:26 AM UTC
COZY.... Late 90's
*Flashing willow, spinning ball Four million screaming Kiwis call You champion of this far flung land In World Cup Cricket’s greatest stand.* Tomorrow at the MCG In Australia’s hostile field, Black shall battle Green and Gold To seize the Cup, to make them yield. *Flashing willow, spinning ball The Black caps, as a team, enthrall With inspirational de je Vue In self belief, we’re backing you.* Tomorrow at the MCG In Australia’s hostile field, Black shall battle Green and Gold To win the Cup, to watch them yield. *Flashing willow, spinning ball Humble, proud…none can recall A better cricket team to hand To represent this Kiwi land.* Tomorrow at the MCG Beneath Australia’s hostile sun Black will hold the trophy high This Cricket World Cup SHALL BE WON! M Auckland, NZ 28 March2015 *Black Caps v Australia, Melbourne Cricket Ground.*
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Mar 27, 2015
Mar 27, 2015 at 9:34 PM UTC
CRICKET WORLD CUP FINAL
your George Klooney appeals to your filter. you brunch with Tungsten and straight up toxic marriages. the mob rules the Jupiter, so therefore and ever after you mop Hell's kitchen while you slideshow your thumb through the wreckage of your tender aggressions in the marsh where the hard sky lobs acid and false globs of character... we blur the chi chi's and wiz bang the last dirge we incur the wrath of our blissful innocence and sweeten the Lama with our Lambda,  " all back of the bus, and ****  " we betwixt the twain. and that's the grease in the varmint. the tuft of luscious. you gob-smack the kiwi and chip away at the porcine thunder of our pagan banquet. the lungs you drum with; are even now less equipped to sermon the mount where your meek inherits lengua tacos. and your life means nothing, really....
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Mar 6, 2013
Mar 6, 2013 at 10:41 PM UTC
Bizarre Foods America
Sunday-empty Auckland my pre-breakfast escape, Sheep-spotted mountains in early morning mist, Whangarei marina for a cauldron of cappuccino. Shop of metal sheep starts a day of Kiwi weirdness, Of customer requesting glassblowing lessons, and “All Blacks” silk boxers, unworn by players I hope. Driving to Dargaville for Mr. M. Ujdur museum treat, That late gum-digging, Esperanto teaching, vintner. Beside a colossal collection of accordions with muzak, Playing an instrument-impossible Whiter Shade of Pale, Plus coins and buttons and stamps and Scotsmen, Left feeling stunned, like I was tripping on acid. The possum cull with prizes seemed almost normal.
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Nov 25, 2012
Nov 25, 2012 at 9:29 AM UTC
Driving To Dargaville
I must be incredibly wary and alert and I gotta follow my gut because there’s a reason to why it aches or jumps with excitement; it knows much more than my head does; and I must hold myself firmly like a proud statue, but I can’t just stay in one place I need to tiptoe on a tightrope I mustn’t fall, but if I do, I mustn’t fuss just get back up again, just get on with it I went to an art gallery this afternoon and the theme of one small contemporary art room was, “just get on with it”, (I decided that myself anyway); there was a painting of an airplane, resting on snow, that one was obvious I said, “just get on with it, then, fly” there was a painting of a snowy road, that one was obvious too there was a painting of a sad girl again, obvious but then there was a painting of a person with a large smudge of green on his face, he barely had a face and a large smudge of white on his waist, he barely had a waist; I concluded, “sometimes you don’t have a face and you just need to get on with it” because my mood was easy breezy silly this afternoon; but now I’m thinking sometimes you lose your identity and you just need to get on with it I can barely take anyone serious when they ask the question, “who am I?” the answer is obvious if you allow simplicity into your heart, “you’re what you are experiencing and feeling and being right now, and it’ll change all the time in every moment” so, I feel kind of commiserable and much of a parody for sitting in a busy mall foodcourt, with a cup of coffee I didn’t even buy at that foodcourt, remixing an old song on garageband, then looking up and realizing I’m surrounded by all of these kiwi strangers and finally asking the question “who am I” oh I’m a lunatic, aren’t I? I must be open, but not too open and easy to get along with, but not too easy to get along with I must catch a wave on the first try, but if I wipe out, I mustn’t turn red; I need to watch what I say before I say it but also find the courage to speak when I’m shy and I must be considerate but not let people walk all over me I can’t be a pushover, and I can’t be too much of a leader because I don’t know what I’m doing here; I can love but I shouldn’t fall in love at least for awhile because I’m still high from the transition and I’m dubious of how authentic and sincere my falling in love would be worrying is the most unnecessary thing money isn’t an issue (right now) and loneliness is a blessing but it’s also a sickness and I must remind myself that I’m worth not being lonely and instead being free and above all, I am capable of anything I set my mind to, even if I forget “who I am” or “what I wanna be” above all, I must always be me.
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Sep 24, 2013
Sep 24, 2013 at 2:49 AM UTC
Rules For A Backpacker
I must be incredibly wary and alert and I gotta follow my gut because there’s a reason to why it aches or jumps with excitement; it knows much more than my head does; and I must hold myself firmly like a proud statue, but I can’t just stay in one place I need to tiptoe on a tightrope I mustn’t fall, but if I do, I mustn’t fuss just get back up again, just get on with it I went to an art gallery this afternoon and the theme of one small contemporary art room was, “just get on with it”, (I decided that myself anyway); there was a painting of an airplane, resting on snow, that one was obvious I said, “just get on with it, then, fly” there was a painting of a snowy road, that one was obvious too there was a painting of a sad girl again, obvious but then there was a painting of a person with a large smudge of green on his face, he barely had a face and a large smudge of white on his waist, he barely had a waist; I concluded, “sometimes you don’t have a face and you just need to get on with it” because my mood was easy breezy silly this afternoon; but now I’m thinking sometimes you lose your identity and you just need to get on with it I can barely take anyone serious when they ask the question, “who am I?” the answer is obvious if you allow simplicity into your heart, “you’re what you are experiencing and feeling and being right now, and it’ll change all the time in every moment” so, I feel kind of commiserable and much of a parody for sitting in a busy mall foodcourt, with a cup of coffee I didn’t even buy at that foodcourt, remixing an old song on garageband, then looking up and realizing I’m surrounded by all of these kiwi strangers and finally asking the question “who am I” oh I’m a lunatic, aren’t I? I must be open, but not too open and easy to get along with, but not too easy to get along with I must catch a wave on the first try, but if I wipe out, I mustn’t turn red; I need to watch what I say before I say it but also find the courage to speak when I’m shy and I must be considerate but not let people walk all over me I can’t be a pushover, and I can’t be too much of a leader because I don’t know what I’m doing here; I can love but I shouldn’t fall in love at least for awhile because I’m still high from the transition and I’m dubious of how authentic and sincere my falling in love would be worrying is the most unnecessary thing money isn’t an issue (right now) and loneliness is a blessing but it’s also a sickness and I must remind myself that I’m worth not being lonely and instead being free and above all, I am capable of anything I set my mind to, even if I forget “who I am” or “what I wanna be” above all, I must always be me.
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ANZAC CHUMS AND THEIR MUMS In Oz the possum grinds on thorn and gum Far too stretched to visit mum - Things are hard outback of Bourke And there’s no time for anything but work. But Kiwi possums like to visit ma With flowers for her crystal jar - They’ll even take a shopping bag of buds With some greens and beans and spuds. In Oz the possum is protected As indeed might be expected - Beset by fires and drought and prickles And parched out creeks that slim to trickles. But Kiwi possums are heaven sent To slurp and scoff to heart’s content - When they dine they have the best And not surprisingly are deemed a pest. In Oz a treasure - in NZ an imported glitch There are mixed opinions either side the Ditch – Mum’s the word on making possums able To visit home with veggies for the table.
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Nov 13, 2014
Nov 13, 2014 at 7:27 AM UTC
The Possum
A Granny Smith a day etc.; pears left to ripen on a window sill are worth waiting for; 1 kiwi = 4 oranges in vitamin C - do eat the skin! Fruit for the eating - elliciting a little homesickness for our lost Garden of Eden.
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Aug 31, 2010
Aug 31, 2010 at 7:07 AM UTC
A Granny Smith
I drew you on the back of my work schedule and left it on the counter when I clocked out.
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Mar 21, 2014
Mar 21, 2014 at 10:51 PM UTC
Pinepple, Kiwi, Cilantro.
The day my great-grandfather deserted the German army because he was a proud Austrian and no **** The day my grandfather was given away by his own mother because he was born out of wedlock, and shame to the Chinese gardner. He grew up a half cast in a white family in racist 1940s New Zealand. No kiwi accent could hide his oriental blood. The day my grandfather stuck by my grandmother's side, two kids barley 20 and not even that. He held her hand, looked into her pale blue eyes and said "I do". While she stood in a loose suit concealing her 3 month bump. The day my grandmother took my grandfather back after receiving a "Dear John". Only three days. Then only a few years until she left his world and the earth. The day my mother decided to fly home to rise a family. Boarding the plane with fragile luggage: me. These memories form tangible family members will always remain close to my heart. Those lost in a sea of faded photographs, told not to smile because the exposure was too long. The melodies of a&t; g&c; will build my body. The actions, thoughts, mistakes and growth: I will inherit today.
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Apr 29, 2015
Apr 29, 2015 at 3:17 AM UTC
Heritage
Ex's I am a part of all of them even the ones I hate. Maybe especially the ones I hate. They are transferred paint after the fender ****** at the unfortunate intersection of fate and bad timing. Not enough damage to make a difference. Not even enough impression that you care to be bothered changing your schedule to repair it. But every time you leave the house, and on every lap around the chariot, you see a trespassing color screaming of either their bad decision.........or yours. Sometimes it seems there are more accidents than pleasant Sunday drives. I suppose most encounters must be accidents until we find the uncluttered road to our destiny. L.E. was life shift and napkins. I didn't even know I needed napkins when I had paper towels in the house. I Jones for napkins these days. D.B. was college and fashion. Shiny shoes moved her to the soul of my feet. Now Kiwi polish smells like foreplay to me. N.R. was forbidden and my piano teacher. I hated practice, she loved to kiss The oral exam was one of my best finals. I like tests more than most people today. J.T. was a cougar and Tchaikovsky connoisseur. Maturity was uncovered, along with adult lessons about carpet knap and fireplaces. I am Pavlov's dog in the strings of Symphony #6. L.J. was adventure and abandon. She is a grassy carpet over a live train tunnel in a memory I should regret, but don't. She is the crossbeam in my permanent smile. I am an estrogen inspired creation finding purpose in soft fleshy motivation. I am who I am because of their compunctions and compulsions. They scraped off on me in the kamikaze journey to fight loneliness. But in the dive I learned - grace is humbling when you don't deserve it, toilet paper has a perfect delivery direction, I get the right side of the bed, you shouldn't say anything you don't want to hear again, it's my job to take out the trash, shutting your mouth sooner than you think is almost always the better choice, you can never have enough closet space, and some experiences are so good that you should never try to repeat them again. She may be gone forever. And we may not be able to have a decent conversation for the rest of our lives. But God knows I'll always have napkins.
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Oct 5, 2013
Oct 5, 2013 at 1:55 PM UTC
Ex's
Ex's I am a part of all of them even the ones I hate. Maybe especially the ones I hate. They are transferred paint after the fender ****** at the unfortunate intersection of fate and bad timing. Not enough damage to make a difference. Not even enough impression that you care to be bothered changing your schedule to repair it. But every time you leave the house, and on every lap around the chariot, you see a trespassing color screaming of either their bad decision.........or yours. Sometimes it seems there are more accidents than pleasant Sunday drives. I suppose most encounters must be accidents until we find the uncluttered road to our destiny. L.E. was life shift and napkins. I didn't even know I needed napkins when I had paper towels in the house. I Jones for napkins these days. D.B. was college and fashion. Shiny shoes moved her to the soul of my feet. Now Kiwi polish smells like foreplay to me. N.R. was forbidden and my piano teacher. I hated practice, she loved to kiss The oral exam was one of my best finals. I like tests more than most people today. J.T. was a cougar and Tchaikovsky connoisseur. Maturity was uncovered, along with adult lessons about carpet knap and fireplaces. I am Pavlov's dog in the strings of Symphony #6. L.J. was adventure and abandon. She is a grassy carpet over a live train tunnel in a memory I should regret, but don't. She is the crossbeam in my permanent smile. I am an estrogen inspired creation finding purpose in soft fleshy motivation. I am who I am because of their compunctions and compulsions. They scraped off on me in the kamikaze journey to fight loneliness. But in the dive I learned - grace is humbling when you don't deserve it, toilet paper has a perfect delivery direction, I get the right side of the bed, you shouldn't say anything you don't want to hear again, it's my job to take out the trash, shutting your mouth sooner than you think is almost always the better choice, you can never have enough closet space, and some experiences are so good that you should never try to repeat them again. She may be gone forever. And we may not be able to have a decent conversation for the rest of our lives. But God knows I'll always have napkins.
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In flashes, her face dances on top of a broomstick body. She refills coffee cups and her stomach with butter pecan ice cream and lovers' saliva. But her lovers are strangers and her mouth is a place where secrets are locked behind smoke stained teeth. In flashes, her ambitions escape into the jet black night. Cigarettes dropping like sputtering fruit flies. A size seven New Balance buries a Marlboro corpse, burning out like the light in her kiwi eyes. She returns to the diner. What echoes reign free.
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Apr 7, 2015
Apr 7, 2015 at 2:31 PM UTC
In Flashes
I realized I'd never really visited a hospital bed. I'd been once for the birth of my sister, but all I remember are the boxes of krispy kreme doughnuts and my aunt, who'd not yet had a child of her own, scolding and snapping at my brother and I just four and five to stop playing with my mother's adjustable bed. And I remember the face of my grandmother, joyous, though not quite smiling; but perhaps I remember her that way because I was always a little bit afraid of her, and still was when she died six years later. But it was sudden, and she didn't even make it to the hospital. I don't even remember my sister herself, or my mother, just her bed and trying to climb into it. But now here I was, filing past the numbered blue doors in the halls that didn't smell like sickness or loneliness or anything poetic at all-- just cafeteria food, close and a bit ***** In the room, there are two women lying on their beds, each watching a TV. They are watching the same show, but they are each wearing a set of headphones and watching separate screens. It looks a bit lonely and I wonder if maybe they'd like to watch it together. I kiss her hello and her eyes are watery, her voice broken; but I am assured this is not her normal state. but it's the only way I've ever seen her, so it's hard to imagine her otherwise. There's a kiwi and an empty yogurt cup on the table and I start to zone out, probably wondering whether they're from her lunch or already her dinner. But I let my mind wander and soon I'm picturing everyone I know in turn lying in a hospital bed. One is missing all her hair, another has an IV, and I ask myself which ones I would visit. The woman in the bed is smiling crookedly; I've been told the tube in her arm is morphine, and she's speaking about the dinner she had at our house while my french sister assures her that we'll do it again when her four days of rest are up. And I go back to my game. It's a bit cruel, maybe, but life, I think, is all a story of sickness and who would visit you, brave the stale air of your hospital room and tell you stories of the future.
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Apr 11, 2010
Apr 11, 2010 at 3:03 PM UTC
hospital beds
I realized I'd never really visited a hospital bed. I'd been once for the birth of my sister, but all I remember are the boxes of krispy kreme doughnuts and my aunt, who'd not yet had a child of her own, scolding and snapping at my brother and I just four and five to stop playing with my mother's adjustable bed. And I remember the face of my grandmother, joyous, though not quite smiling; but perhaps I remember her that way because I was always a little bit afraid of her, and still was when she died six years later. But it was sudden, and she didn't even make it to the hospital. I don't even remember my sister herself, or my mother, just her bed and trying to climb into it. But now here I was, filing past the numbered blue doors in the halls that didn't smell like sickness or loneliness or anything poetic at all-- just cafeteria food, close and a bit ***** In the room, there are two women lying on their beds, each watching a TV. They are watching the same show, but they are each wearing a set of headphones and watching separate screens. It looks a bit lonely and I wonder if maybe they'd like to watch it together. I kiss her hello and her eyes are watery, her voice broken; but I am assured this is not her normal state. but it's the only way I've ever seen her, so it's hard to imagine her otherwise. There's a kiwi and an empty yogurt cup on the table and I start to zone out, probably wondering whether they're from her lunch or already her dinner. But I let my mind wander and soon I'm picturing everyone I know in turn lying in a hospital bed. One is missing all her hair, another has an IV, and I ask myself which ones I would visit. The woman in the bed is smiling crookedly; I've been told the tube in her arm is morphine, and she's speaking about the dinner she had at our house while my french sister assures her that we'll do it again when her four days of rest are up. And I go back to my game. It's a bit cruel, maybe, but life, I think, is all a story of sickness and who would visit you, brave the stale air of your hospital room and tell you stories of the future.
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I'm in la-la land where My dreams are 'ON FIRE!' NEW and DIFFERENT! ON Sale, 2 4 1! I wouldn't buy myself But I'd work a month Just for that NEW iPhone 10! Mattel bought my soul For 50 seconds of ad-space I feel hollow But know this, It's plastic through-and-through. You've got it bad. The billboard people stare  The radio DJ secretly knows me The loudspeaker at Dillard's  Just told me it can make me thin And can cure my brain cancer. Everyone wants to be the Joneses I'm not ashamed. But in spite of it all In spite of the unbelievable hopelessness, I still have *The Cosmo-girl Secret to staying happy! Our NEW Extra-Large Jumbo Everything Pizza!* The NEW Strawberry Kiwi Chewing Gum! It's the Stuff your dreams are made of! your dreams are made of your dreams are made of
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Sep 13, 2012
Sep 13, 2012 at 9:21 PM UTC
NEW!
I am from no place for I have never had one home Having packed too many suitcases and saying goodbye to just as many friends I am from cheesy Italian pizza in Melbourne to the smoke of shisha in Arabia From raw fish and coconuts in Fiji to Aunty's famous Kiwi pavlova I am from the aroma of coffee being breathed in my face as a child And from losing my breath chasing dad as he drove off to work I am from long, quiet chats with mother by the ocean To ferocious one-way conversations as she screamed from the sidelines I am from a family choir whose desire for perfection spiralled me into years of silence And the learning the guitar to compensate so I wouldn't feel like an outsider I am from laughter and I am from mischief From throwing the sister's cat out a two-story window to emulating the Mask of Zoro with steak knives in the kitchen I am from hours of swimming laps and hours sprinting on the track I am from the dewy, green grass of a rugby field upon whom I have many times laid writing in agony My body has eleven scars from the surgeon's scalpel And I am a survivor of divine heart surgery as I processed shattered dreams I am now in pursuit of change everyday Change to be more like Him who took my sins away
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Nov 20, 2017
Nov 20, 2017 at 2:59 PM UTC
I am from