"descovia" poems
Happy birthday to all mothers out there alive or in angelic form.
You will forever be missed Angelina Descovia Aug 1, 1958
Time to return home to your glorified kingdom. Jan 6, 2006.
Do not rush your time to leave this realm somebody other than you needs your story in order to survive!
If you are here today, somebody other than yourself needs you alive!
I know we are all human. Humans aren't eternal, for on the contrary the soul is!
I pray your life becomes a "legacy", for you guided me at a point as inspiration as many of you have.
They say angels never cry.
It puts my mind in wonder on where rainfall comes from since heaven is beyond the skies.
I'll never forget your voice.
I'll never speak of you in vain.
I'll always remember that you brought us love to keep us free from harm and pain.
It hurts to go on with your energy. I do not condemn this world or any God.
No source is at fault for your departure.
I believe this much is true
Everyday I break and rebuild myself until I'm good as new.
In the skin that I'm in I feel lost
I have not done enough to earn my wings or to say I have a "Golden Heart"
I will never forget quotes and poems you composed in your journals of your journeys
You're in a place of safety and harmony where love is eternal.
Heaven is a place for angels and for we will meet again.
I will always remember the memories that give me strength to fight and protect our youth.
You empowered many and open eyes to many truths.
I will forever remember.
I will forever fight for light.
I will never forget you.
Thank you for everything mom. ❤️
Aug 1, 2021
Aug 1, 2021 at 9:22 PM UTC
_As I lay here thinking of you
All my thoughts grey and blue
I wish I could see you, I wish I could.
Then maybe my life could be understood
But still I'm down thinking of you_
Eye for an eye
Heart for a heart.
Tooth for a tooth
Wondering in consistent circles
I am running and ripping myself apart.
I only want to be part of thoughts
That gave me peace to
live for my truths.
It's all in living color.
Yet, I feel grey and only see blue.
I have a reason to hold my head up
Although I am down in my
_feelings, thinking of how much
I am missing you._
Cassandra & Descovia
08/03/2022
Aug 3, 2022
Aug 3, 2022 at 2:13 PM UTC
*I opened my heart
To someone who would
Never even open his
Eyes To see me.
You were all
But it was
So easy for you
To watch me fall
I refuse to let you
Carry the pieces of me
Even if I break
I will build myself
From the ground up
with everything you
Fail to Take
My heart is open
My eyes they can see
As long as I keep
Striving and Growing
There will be far more left
Than just mere pieces of me!*
Descovia & Rein
Feb 21, 2021
Feb 21, 2021 at 6:39 PM UTC
If I am honest, I would not know where to begin.
I fly by the seat and pray for a soft landing.
Life can be rough, I'm pretty tough
Hit or miss, all I seek is my best first kiss..
Tough being me ha
It's tough being me. This is why I never pretend. Can't say I have been holy, in a world full of sin.
I know what's it like to be without joy. So, this why my undying love reaches in volumes which never ends.
Flying by the seat
My eyes replay
All of my memories
Graphic in the form of movies on repeat.
Plummeting down faster than the speed of sound
Remembering grace will embrace me after
my crash-landing, just wish I was in a more stable place.
Where we were able to sit down and talk.
I would bribe the world for more
than just borrowed time
Our words might fly off course, clash and collide
Patience never mixed well with pride
What could have been everlasting
Was forgotten and abandoned.
Even at gunpoint, never would I place you
In a position to be perplexed or stranded.
Throwing myself against the wall
Because I rather take hurt, before seeing you fall
will you still make effort to have an understanding?
Moments before the impact
Remembering it was too late
To turn back (time)
What more can I say?
It's not easy being me.
Ha
Miss & Descovia
Feb 23, 2021
Feb 23, 2021 at 8:59 AM UTC
Her heart is endless, infinite.
Her love is deep like the ocean.
Her love is like a magical potion
Rituals in transition
Illuminating lights in motion
The sparkle in her eyes captivating
The joys she creates to enjoy the world are fascinating.
Her laugh? Contagious
Her smile? Breathtaking
the melody of her voice surrounding my entire being
I found my light, so long after being imprisoned by my shadow for so long.
I want nothing more, than to be tangled in her embrace.
Entwined to her eternal grace
Held captive in her soul
drowning in her ambiance
Your love is life!
I will cherish and protect it with my very own.
For now and forever more!
Elizabeth Outlaw & Descovia
Jul 27, 2021
Jul 27, 2021 at 12:38 AM UTC
My ears ring with frequencies when you speak my name.
I know you are a gamer as well, and you been great at this game.
Studying my work. Wondering if it's about you. Eye for an eye and even the blind can see, You wouldn't even give up a tooth.
Covering up your flaws, concealing worries hiding behind old ways and phases of "youth".
Trying to decipher the lie, between fiction and reality. Trying to undercover "The Truth". Every chance and promise offered went invain. I watched it all go down the drain!
No options left, but he's always the one to blame. I am not chasing clout or fame.
So how is this your problem? I got a lot on my brain. I can't afford therapy, I'm trying to hide the pain. Restless nights left me, crying in the rain. Did things out of good and bad. I was doing what I have to! In order to maintain! If I could go back to past, I would do a lot things differently but still remain the same!
I am just holdin
All on my own
Trying to protect my prince and his throne.
Forgive me Gods, if my rights led me wrong!
We all been forgotten, used, abused and foresaken!
We live amongst killers, instigators, manipulators and rapists!
I been all for my peace.
Never been down for the hatred. It doesn't matter how you take it!
Some of yall stick around, hoping a brother of another color, never make it!
In 2020 never have I ever, had to Fake FLEX **** All of you in your feelings, throwing mixed signals, while getting encrypted in your own codes, ha! Playin' like we're not living in a Matrix!
Grow tired of living, in a world of "Lies".
Hoping you would give me some peace of mind.
**** a piece of ***** or piece of ***
You never saw the signs, or knew what they define. I been lost in a bind. Torn away from all that was mine. Suicide sounds fine. They always say,
"Yo Descovia, you gotta chill with your FEELINGS at times!
But unlike YOU. MY feelings be pushing me to GRIND!"
**** everything you gotta say.
You stress me to
Say what you mean
While you over here hating
I am still living my dreams
It doesn't even matter
what you think, I am gonna
continue to do me
That's the way it's gonna be!
You should've believed!
You should've believed!
You should've believed!
Nothing else more to say!
PEACE!
Sep 1, 2021
Sep 1, 2021 at 11:17 PM UTC
The day I was informed, I was suppose to have an identical counter part.
"I am neither Matthew or Matt. That is a title belonging to a part of myself, consumed by the darkness.
A life of nothing, is there anyway to depart from this?
My own hatred brought me to suffocate on the light in my lungs.
The monsters inside, reminds me through vices to be strong.
Alcoholic nights. Mornings with Maryjane to ease the pain.
The weight of sadness and the madness hits me like a freight train.
The anger is the heaviest anchor, bringing my soul into the depths of torment to never breathe in freedom again.
Where did it all go?
What is left to show?
For I do not simply know.
My shadows been keeping company. In the darkness, I feel so lively.
During a full moon, transformation into my dark twin, activates sleeping forces dwelling inside of me.
There is no escape....
Jul 9, 2021
Jul 9, 2021 at 10:43 PM UTC
"Regardless. How hard you try.
I'm going to find a way to the top.
You cannot bring me down. Period.
No games. No schemes. No gags. No ********
Every stone casted at my direction
I will use. FORGET A CASTLE.
I'm a building A
P Y R A M I D."
Descovia*
Nowhere to run.
The final rage released from
the heat of the sun!
Humanity paid for it!
It cost us, more than what
we could afford from funds.
I'll be at peace when the fire comes
Can't **** me! Hear me roar
on the mountains like Aslan!
Confident? I just know, I'm few of the ones!
Charismatic? I am the definition!
You haters are fire, for my ammunition!
I got what you lack, can't **** my ambition!
I am dark with the magic. But no dark magician
I can bring the static, don't call the electrician!!
Come at me, foolish with the games?!
Why you even turn that switch on!?
I'm a God Father for a reason.
My hold on this game remains strong
Criminal minded like a don!
You compared to me. There's no competition!
What do you mean you keep it G?
Last time. I check, you be selling
yourself out for the free!
Steal from your homies and cry to the police!?
Where I am from
that s*** is for the weak!
You left a taste in
my mouth not so sweet.
I'm a Ghoul in Tokyo
running wild on these streets!
So best believe you started
a war with a Hero's Academy
F*****G WITH ME!
I hate it, when I have to raise my voice
It's cut-throat, to any of you be doing the most
I know it gets heavy,
when you hanging to life on the ropes!
If it wasn't for Faith I wouldn't have Hope.
I can take you out of the game
Pray for Light who needs a DEATHNOTE!?
Leave you like the titanic, you ship-wrecked mess
with no other place to float!
You say "I'm a ***
My wealth are my kids
Your platform's a joke.
26 Million followers
You could be on tv.
BUT YOU CAN'T
KEEP COKE OUT OF YOUR NOSE!
Call me animal, I stated before I'm a GOAT.
While you're trying not drown
I'm finding my flow
Haters try to their best to impose.
You bounce around from
one to the next like a yo yo
I don't care about how much you party
how much money you got from so and so
You a one hit trip everybody I know had a turn to go.
I can speak more bad on your name. I'll leave it right here.
CASE CLOSED.
Feb 20, 2021
Feb 20, 2021 at 12:57 PM UTC
These memories lock me in madness.
In a box made of bone and ash.
Perhaps, my suffering was inevitable
Whispers from the devil
Compose many spells of doom
Anguish touches my soul
If I knew the memories
would last like faded letters
Or burn me with every thought.
I would have made a deal
With the devil a long time ago.
Descovia & Rein
Feb 20, 2021
Feb 20, 2021 at 7:40 PM UTC
Please, put my respect on
my name when you think of it
or get caught up in some ****
If it ain't broken then why you're
over here pitching a fit?
I'm no easy target
So, you betta not miss
Try me and watch it go amiss
Up, up, away, in smoke. Set fire and burn all of this!
I am growing tired of cursing in my pieces
but these fools wanna play me like a *****
I want real one by my side, call us Lilo and Stitch.
I'll be ****** if anyone takes the light from you like a sith.
I be on crazy **** Never harm a jit. Losin my temper quick. Pop a fool like a zit! . Descovia is the name. Ha! Remember it. Play with my demons. They dismember ****
I am with problems out the *** Call me the "nemesis"
**** suicide, I'll go genocide, I'm going through the tides, I am limitless!
This is for Isaiah, Charlie, Mason, Princess Genesis!
What in hell on earth do you mean? The corrupt deserves all forgiveness?!
If only you can see and feel what's in my mind as victim and witness.
I don't care what it takes, I'm breaking the numbers and chains for a difference
I am advanced at this, and you're only an apprentince.
Make change for your life if what I say catch interest!
Why is it I gotta get loud to get everyone's attention?
I need you to hear me out...
Please, just listen
Apr 28, 2022
Apr 28, 2022 at 12:30 PM UTC
(Chorus)
I never wanted to leave
I will never be free
The light is calling to me
For me to have peace...
-Descovia
My mind runs deep as the ocean, thoughts are tides filled with memories that slowly merge it's way through the sand, but still existent within the water.
Ocean of sadness, I hear you sing so beautifully! Feeling every part of me, sinking and drowning into semantic memories. The tide pulls in my mind. Drifting away, to escape the pain and miseries.
I sought vigorously to become immortalized in your heart, where my home suppose to be!
Diminished of my energy. Eventually this will be the end of me. This is not temporary, if you could truly see.
Terrors in my heart surfacing. Ocean. Sea. Hear my plea. Please set my burning soul free!!!
Thank you so much for your well being, knowledge, protection, dedication to survival, unlimited appreciation, patience and understanding to my growing light as well as demons surrounding us!
(@clairastudillo on instagram)
This collaboration wouldn't have been possible without you.
Feb 6, 2021
Feb 6, 2021 at 1:15 AM UTC
Snow has covered everything
The unsettling comfort
composed of these
Lonely and cold times
Turns a heart to stone to indulge
In these harsh winter nights
Brought me to become more
pensive than ever before
Because on days like this
I remember how fragile I am!
That time is precious and
I could just melt for you
any given minute!
I’m just a frozen drizzle,
collected on your eyelashes
Just like this snow on this green
The stars that fill the sky of majestic wonder.
Continous love resonates strongly within my inner being. I breathe in your light and it consumes all tainted and misconceived by voices of lies!
Your embrace made me feel secure.
The warmth of your glow gave me infinite energy!
But, soon enough I’ll be a melted drop of snow...
Like the ones on Christmas trees
after the season is over
You will be my glittery ornament,
that embraced me once upon a time
On a snowy day on Christmas Eve.
- DESCOVIA & Instagram: Cinnamonbunpuns
Nov 16, 2022
Nov 16, 2022 at 8:17 PM UTC
I can go Batman
Without a bat
Cut the snake’s head off
Like I am samurai jack
I got more tricks than
a cat in a hat
Fire my element
never chill or relax
Fire’s my element never chill or relax
They be doing **** for a react
Get my hands on you it’s OV
The way it’s gonna be straight facts
Push a brother to be on the attack
I am going full metal alchemist
Goblins, titans, pedos, all laying flat!
darkness taking over, nothing new
Answer the phone, your child is missing you!
Descovia or Matt which do you listen to?
Am I being too much? What am I to you?
If I left or died what would you do?
The mirror is a curse
I see a better me in my kids
Don’t be like your parents
“Be better and be you
I wouldn’t put anything
on paper not true
that’s word to the youth!
That as real as it gets, no excuse
Don’t give a **** about livin no lie
Cause at the end of the day I will die for these babies as Well as all of my truths!
Let’s finish this!!!
Always feelin, I am in the wrong place
At the wrong time!
Emotionally withdrawn falling far behind
Being torn apart from all that’s mine
All I wanted was love !! (Just love baby)
**** dolla signs!
never wanted your heart in piecesssss
Only wanted a peace of mind.
I know he’s hurting
While I am acting like ***** fine
You’re worth more than media
and live time
Pay attention to red flaaagggss but
All sides of me be crossing lines!
Pray for my recovery or downfall
A man is doing all he can
to stay alive!!!
My fight with my demons!
Jan 20, 2022
Jan 20, 2022 at 8:47 PM UTC
"Yes, tapped into some inner creativity with a friend. Liz your time and assistance with this collaboration. Made my day! THANK YOU FOR SPREADING TRUTH AND FINDING HOPE.
If you love yourself truly. Never stop making room for changes. It can doom your health. The same routine will not guide you rightfully!"
Descovia
Maybe this is all just a test
Imploring me to be my best
Step out from the shadow and let myself shine.
Some days are harder than others, I won’t lie
It will be easier
I know I just need to try...
If I could align the stars
and bring power to Earth
from the Great Devine
I'll never abuse this power
Because it's not even mine...
My focus pushes me harder to grind
Even if this repeats I will continue to survive!
My light is alive! So, I will let it shine
While my life line is connected to time!
So my shadows will not keep me confined!
I will still give it all a try
Oh! I will stand strong
and hold my head high to the sky!
Even through the pain.
I will smile before I cry.
Everyday gets harder
One cannot deny.
So I pray good for karma
and I'm not gonna lie
sigh
Sometimes. It feel like everything
I am facing is on rewind.😑
Liz & Descovia
Apr 6, 2021
Apr 6, 2021 at 10:42 AM UTC
SET ME FREE!!
These intense fires
Trapped within a curse spirit!
Only to seek power wrongfully in
self righteousnes!
The last screams heard
In the walls before they
closed in on me...
Troubled by thoughts that
wrapped me in what could be
Described in physical terms
as a "blanket of cold knives"
For freedom awaits and it will come
What is behind a condemned mind
Pain doesn't define my powers
The joys are keeping me alive!
Emotions and the shift of this world rotating continues to run throughout my body....
Left without a clue
Even a mouth filled with blood
The strength stored in
all my faith to live up to expected beliefs
Never vanished
My prayers will surface
To connect the missing parts
of this world believed to be LOST
The restoration is calling
out to us!
May it be heard in the wind
To unite all our saviors
Whom are blinded by trauma
Who cannot be named...
Of all that remains to be foresaken
Where is the tranquility
You all prayed for?
What is the realistic meaning
To uphold in trivial matters that confines
You to place undeserving, of your character?
Will you continue to journey
Even if the dangers challenge
you in this fight??
This is the adventure of different risks
To test unmeasurable limits!!
The battle between the darkness
and light follows a karma cycle
The vision must not be obstructed
Will you hide in the shadows?
Or
Will you embrace the light?
Tell me now....
DESCOVIA
Feb 26, 2019
Feb 26, 2019 at 9:11 PM UTC