I can't get it out, I'm comfortable being down.
Don't try and cheer me up, don't question my frown.
Don't tell me that I'm special, that you love me so(?)
I know you're lying
And I'd rather be alone.
But you don't want to leave, so I let you stay
I say that I'm not looking for love
And you're just in my way.
I can't stand it when you're here and I hate it when you're gone.
You're getting tired of waiting - 'so ******* long'
You have to understand love, these things take time
But you're so ******* impatient,
Trying to knock down walls
That were built for you to climb.
And lately you've been distant,
Probably found someone new
You're unaware that I'm broken,
Memories of you in my head lie frozen
I am a shut bottle of happiness,
only you can open.
You hurt me so many times and we were so young and I did love you I just didn't know it at the time and I'm sorry for pushing you away I didn't mean to. Just know that you were always the only one who ever made me feel good enough.