#unlovable poems on Hello Poetry

Lexi Oct 2017

Again
Again
And again,
I believed it could be true
I let my imagination take over my mind
Leading me astray from the realities of this life.
Cold and alone
I sit with my eyes filled with tears
Tears I caused from my silly ignorance.
Again
And again
I believed he might love me
Like a father should
But like always
I'm left there sitting alone, hands shaking
and eyes raw.
Unlovable and out of reach
He holds the keys to my happiness
He holds me captive without even realizing
But again
And again
I let him rule over me
Unable to get up
I chose to dream.

Can you love me dad ?

#again #unlovable #father #alone #love

Àŧùl Jul 2017

(Un)Lovable

I* have understood
Over the last decade
That I'm unlovable
And an eternal failure

Only my parents care for me
First Gods they are for me

Truly selfless they have been
Really supportive in my life
Unwavering their commitment
They are the only permanence
H**urting them will be my sin

I may be unlovable for some people,
But for my parents I am the prime,
And I have truly realized it finally.

To hell with all those unfaithful lovers.

My HP Poem #1624
©Atul Kaushal

#iota #of #truth #are #you #serious #that #i #am #unlovable

Jordon Rivir Jul 2017

Never Will I Ever

I'm so accustomed to this sad heart of mine,
If it were whole, I may die.
The fear alone being full then drained,
I'm a prisoner to love,
Gold fashion, locks and chains.
I'll never speak of love.
Love has no face or name.
I'll never believe in love,
It will just cheat me again.
I'll never be in love,
Love is a losing game.
C. Tyler

#brokenhearted #loveless #unlovable #broken #truthhurts

Pauline Morris Jul 2017

Unlovable

To broken to be loved
To many sharp edges
I only make you bleed
Sadly the only thing that will fill the cracks
Is love it's self

©Pauline Russell

#unlovable #sharpedges #broken

Kalvin Moon Apr 2017

We broke up.

When I wait for her, I wait patiently. I sit close to her eyes so my sight can be seen visibly. I don't beg for her attention but I try to engage in it.

It's her actions and movements that scare me the most when I'm caught on the unknown side of a river bank. I know her well enough to anticipate her every move but for some reason I'm nervous. I've kept my eye on her before but never like this.

Where she walks I follow, I gaze into the desert as if I've known this place all my life but this is our first acquaintance.

There's a time bomb strapped to her and I'm worried that she will take my heart to. I just need to see her justify herself, so that when I tell her we can no longer be together, she understands why.

Its a bolt action M16 pressed against my cheek. My sights are fixated upon a young afghan woman. She is thought to be a local terrorist.

We broke up.

A writing from the desert.

#love #heartbreak #poem #sad #breakup #desert #cold #justice #military #unlovable

Tab Dec 2016

Excuses? Maybe

i'm sorry you fell in love with a void
a pit of desperation
and anxious tendencies
that you'll never get all the answers
and probably be left with a broken heart
but that's all i'm good for

#love #depression #anxiety #idk #unlovable

Nathan Oct 2016

Day 79: Relapse

A Glistened blade with the serrated edge. Lays down on the floor christened with crimson. The limp but clinging to life hand dangles over the edge of the single bed.

Sobbing is heard from the bed, laying face down is our victim of self disgust and loathing.

Our victim

**ME.

I wish I could lie to you guys and say this was fantasy some messed up image of my imagination but this is real my friends. I hope you don't have to suffer with what I do. I wouldn't wish it on anyone.

#depression #dark #self-harm #blood #desperation #isolation #unlovable #non-fiction

Phia Sep 2016

Unloved

And with you gone too,
I think I am officially
Unlovable.

#love #gone #unlovable

silas Nov 2016

v. unlovable

these days,
i feel i have become unlovable
they come and go and wouldn't even spit at my feet
they throw me away like a once-bitten apple
once they see a shinier, crisper one
on a branch only a little higher than where i hung

i feel i am a ghost
often it seems like i can never find a place to call "home"
especially not in my own body

i feel i am filled with fiery unrest
i will never watch the sun set peacefully
i will never "leave it be"

i feel i will never be happy
especially not where i am now

written on the 2nd of august, 2016
published on the 21st of november, 2016

digging through my old writing

#heartbreak #fire #sadness #ghost #writing #unhappy #unlovable #silaswrites

Tab Apr 2016

it's okay, i don't love me either

i love you
i love you
i love you
it feels like i'm screaming into a void
why won't you say it back?
never mind
i get it
i don't love me either

love ***** kiddos

#love #feelings #broken #sadness #depressed #emotion #brokenhearted #unlovable #yikes