The hermit and his hand
Sticky fingers and solitude
kama sutra of the fingers

1
रलिँ मिलनि दैमु हटेलाव
सानसेखालि फरटा जानाय
बादिलायदोँमोन जोँ।
बे समावनो सासे सिख्लाखौ लोगो मोन्दोँमोन।
बेयो ओरैबादि नायदोँमोन
जेराव जोँनि फरटा जानायानो
नायथाव-थाव आरो
सान्नो गोनाङै मिनिथावमोन।
गुरबासो जानानै जेब्ला
फानलु गोसा ओँख्रिखौ खुगायाव
सोगासिनो सोयो अब्ला बियो
मिनिया लाबानो थानो हायाखै।
बियो ओरैबादि मिनिबायदि
मिनिदोँबो मिनिदोँ खुगा हमथेनानै खे,हि, खे,हि.., मिनिबाय।
माब्रै जाखोथाय- आंबो
मिथिगुना थाबथा लायबाय।
2
बारा बोरै बारबोखो 15 बोसोरनि
बै सिख्लाया दिनै 16 बोसोर बैसोआव
आंनि बेवाइ जाफैबाय।
खाफाला मोजां, हाबा जाब्लाबो आफाया
एसे माहाजोनखाय फरायनो होबावबाय।
आंबो अन्नानै बंङाइगाव कलेजाव
देग्लाय H.S. 1st Commerce आव
मुं लागायना होबाय।
हाबा जाखांबाय।
उन्दै गथ; आंखौ दाबो जि लाजियो लाजियो।
आंनि खाथियाव मोखांजोँ मोखां
2 मिनिटनि बारा थानो हाया।
कुनुरुखुम सोमोन्दोआ आय आफा,
जोँ जेरैबादि बुङो बेखौनो बुङो।
नाथाय आंखौ?
आंखौ बेवाइ होन्ना बुङा।
आदा होन्नासो बुङो।
सम सम कलेजाव लोगो मोनब्ला
लाजिगुसुयै- जाबावनांगौ पेरियद गैलामोन आदाना?
होन्ना सोङो।
माब्लाबा बेबादिनो फुंफ्राव नुब्ला
- गुड् मर्नीँ आदा होन्नाबो बुङो।
3
बाथ्राया एसे सान्नो गोनां।
आं गोसो थोनाय सिख्लाया
बेवाइनिफ्राय बा बोसोर उन्दैसिन।
बियो दा 11 बोसोराव।
बेवाइया थाखो 11 आव फरायदोँब्ला
देग्लाय आं गोसो थोनाया
स्नि थाखोआवनो फरायदोँ।
बाथ्राखौ सानै हयै आं थि
खालामखादोँ।
20 बोसोर जायोब्ला आंनि गोसो थोनाया
फरायसालिमाखौ बारग'ना मुलुग सोलोँसालि
मोनहैगोन।
बे समाव आंजोँ हाबाया जागोन।
नाथाय आंसो बोरायद्रायगोन नामा
सानफ्लांबायसै आंबो।
थांनाय बैसागु बोथोराव
गोसोथोनायखौ आलासि जानो लाबोदोँमोन आं न'आव।
नाथाय बेवाइया?
मा सानखोथाय- दाना आंखौ नायनो
हाथारैसो जालांबाय।
सोमोन्दोआथ' आजिखालि बोरैबा जाखाबाय।
उल्टां- फाल्टां गासैबो।
गुबुंबाय होन्ना बुंब्लाबो
फंसेनो बुंजासै।
बोरैबा बोरैबि बेवाइनि खुरमासो जायोनो
जाय आंखौ मोजां मोन्दोँ।
आंखौ गोसोथोनायजोँ आरो बेवाइनि बिमाजोँ
असेथार बिब' बिनानाव
जायोनो।
बेखायनो बेवाइया मा सानखोथाय....!!

Don't let them dull your shine,
Like a cloud drifting in front of the sun.
Don't let them alter your mind,
For it is a special one.
Don't let them ever change you,
As only you should have that right.
The stars above they shine for you,
because you're their shining light.

You are a magical, exceptional, iridescent, sparkling human bean.
You have an incredible power to sense what others around you are feeling.
You give your all to everything, and are constantly developing.
You are always pushing forward, you are never looking back.
Your love, you share with everyone through; your words, your songs. Your Voice.
It resonates and reverberates truth and honesty with affection.
Your voice is being heard out there it's getting some truly deserved attention.

Don't let them dull your shine,
Like a cloud drifting in front of the sun.
Don't let them alter your mind,
For it is a special one.
Don't let them ever change you,
As only you should have that right.
The stars above they shine for you,
because you're their shining light

Your voice, your smile, your aura, your body, your heart, your mind.
They are all such powerful things you possess,
you should share them with mankind.
You should give your all to who you are and stand up proud and state.

"I'm a magical, exceptional, iridescent
sparkling human bean.
and I'm also ******* great."

हाबानि बेम फार्टिनि रिँनाय देँखोआ
बयनिबो गोसोखौ सिमब्रेना होयो।
बियो हाजासे हिनजाव गोदानखौ
मानोबा सोगाबो।
हिनजाव गोदानखौ हाबानि समाव
हिनजाव लागोआ गाबनाय नुयोब्ला
रावबो गाबा लासे थानो हाया।
बयबो फे- फु हाजासे गाबो।
हिनजाव गोदाननि बिफा आरो बिनि बिब' बिनानावफ्राथ'
गोगो थरथिँ थरथिँ मोदै फसरना गाबो बाराद्रायबाव।
अनसुलाजोँ फैसालिजोँनि जुलिया दिनै जै जै है है जाना थांबाय।
हिनजाव गोदान महरै फैसालिया
हाजासे गाबलांबाय।
बिनि मेगना मोदै गनानै रानथाबलांनाया गोब्राब जालांबाय।
हाबानि समाव अनसुलाया हिनजाव गोदाना
एसेबां गाबसेयावबो गाबाखै।
बियो सान्दोँसो नामाथाय-
हाबानि समाव हिनजाव गोदाना गाबोब्ला
बांसिन जुलिनि साजायनाया बांसिन समायो।
जुलिनि अराबो रोहो रोहो मिनिस्लुयो।
गोथार गोसोजोँ होनाय
गोदै गोथाव फ्रसादखौ मिनिस्लुयैनो जायो।
ओजोँ बेम फार्टि दामग्राफ्राबो मुजिनाय मोनो।
बिसोरहा बिदिब्ला बानाय मेँनाय नागोबोर लाङो।
बैराथिफ्रा गोदै गारांजोँ साबसिन
ललिनो खहाबो।
नाथाय फैसालिया एसेबां गाबनो माब्रै हाखो?
बियोथ' बुंदोँमोन-
आंनि हाबायाव आं मोसागोन।
हौवा गोदानखौ आथिँआव गुगुरुब खुलुमना मिनिसुलु अर सेराव
आर'ज गाबगोन।
सुखु- दुखुनि संसार जानो समाय लागोन।
नाथाय! नाथाय! गासैबो बिनि उल्टा।
हाबानि जोबनाय समावबो बियो मोसायाखिसै।
एसेबां आहुजानि बोदोर गाबखांनायाव
बिखायादि दुरलुब दुरलुब मावदोँ।
अब्लाबो बियो मानो मोसानो गोसो जायाखिसै?
आरो मोनसे जानाङै जाथायाबोदि जालांबाय,
बेयो माब्रै?
मानो जानो मोनखो?
खुंगुर फंबाय मेटरा बिखौथ' मोसानोसो बोदोँमोन।
बिखौ मानो लाजि फोनांनो हिनजाव गोदाना सोबाखो?
बेथ' लाजिनांथाव हाबानि जाफैरै जाथाय।
नाथाय हिनजाव गोदाना मानो सोबाखो
बेखौ सोँनायानो मोजां जागोन।
बिबारि एमाव गाबै गाबै
हांमा सुरदोँ फैसालिया।
सानफा हाबायाव हिनजाव लागो,
हिनजाव गोदान आरो मेटरिनि गाबनायावबो गाबाखै अनसुलाया।
नाथाय दा मानोबा गाबनो ओँखारदोँ।
गाबदोँबो सिरि सिरि।
गाबब्रुं गारांजोँ बियो हिनजाव गोदाननाव सोङो-
सना, बिबारि एमाव बेबादि हांमा सुरनाया
मोजां नाङाखै।
दे सना जालांनाय नंखाय नंखाय
जाथायफोरखौ बावलांदो।
- अनसुला! आंहा नोँनो फंनैसो
बाथ्रा बुंनांगौ दं।
- नाङा सना दिनै हरथौबाय।
उनाव बुंबाबो जागोन।
- ओहो, दिनैनो आं नोँनो फोरमायगोन।
आंनि फेरलेबसे बिसम्बिफोरखौ।
जायनि थाखाय दिनै आंनि मेगनाव
मोदैया सानफा हानाय अखानिफ्रायबो
साननो गोनांसिन मोदै गदोँ।
- बिदिब्ला बुंदो।
आं खोनासंलांगोन।
- खोनासं,
आं बांद्राय सान्नायावनो दिनै
हाबायाव बांद्राय गाबबाय।
बिनि जाहोना हाबानि मेटर
खुंगुरानो बुंजायो।
दिनै थांनाय फुंआव आं खुंगुरखौ नुजेनदोँमोन।
थांनाय बोसोरथामनि उनाव।
बिनि मोखां आरो मेगनानो आंखौ गोजाम बिसम्बिखौ एरखांदोँ।
आंखौ बांद्राय सोगाबदोँ।
थांनाय जानाङै जाथायाबो एसेल' लाजिनांथाव नङा।
नोँबो नुनायमोनब्ला मा सानगौमोन आं मिथिया।
आं सानैसो आलासिनो साहा
लुना होदोँमोन।
बेयावनो बियो आंखौ मोसानो
बोना लायदोँ।
बेयाव बिजिरनांगौ गैया नाथाय
आं मोसाया होनना सिमब्रेनायाव बियो आंखौ
मुगैथावै बिखायाव दांना थिखोदोँमोन।
बेयावसो आं बेखौ गोसायै सोबानाय जादोँ।
- थारैनो नंमारगौ?
- नंगौ नंखाय खुगानि राव नङा।
बोसोरथामनि सिगां जोँ बंङाइगाव कलेजाव फरायनाय समाव
मोजां मोनलायदोँमोन।
बियो आंखौ गावनि सान्नायखौ फोरमायदोँमोन।
आंबो गोरोबलायदोँमोन।
जोँ मोजां मोनलायदोँमोन।
नाथाय लाइमोन गोरबो सोलेरनि अख्रा लुबैनाय।
बियो सानसेखालि आंखौ गावनि लजिँआव लेँलांना
गाज्रि सोमोन्दैयै गोरोबनो
हाबिला जादोँमोन।
बेयाव आंहा सानै हयै
बिनि उल्टा बाथ्रा बुंदोँमोन।
बै साना बेबादिनो फैमाल थांदोँमोन।
नाथाय बियो बांद्राय लाजिदोँमोन आंखौनो।
सिख्ला जानानै आं सिख्लायैनो
गोसो गोरबो सोलेर गोथारैनो
थाबोदोँ।
बे समनिफ्राय बियो आंखौ जेबो खौरां लायाखैमोन।
सानसेखालि बियो आंखौ सोमोन्दो नागारनायनि मिसेस लिरहरो।
- थारैनो बेयो नंगौ फैसालि!?
- नंगौ, बेयो गासैबो सैथो।
नाथाय खुंगरा नोँ मा जायो?
- बियो आंनि लोगो, फैसालि!
आंनि असेथार लोगो बादि।
गोजौ फरायसालियाव फरायनाय समनिफ्रायनो जोँ लोगो।
उनाव जोँ गावगाबाव कलेजनि सोलोँथायखौ लायो।
गावगाबागाव गोसोयै।
- अनसुला, बियो थारैनो गोसोआ मोजां नङा।
गोगो गोरबोआ बेनाव गैया।
बियो सिख्लाफोरनि सोलेरखौ गाज्रि खालामनो नाजायो।
नाजानायल' नङा बियो साब्रैसो सिख्लाफोरखौ मोजां मोन्ना
नागारबाय।
मुगैथाव बिनि आखुआ
आंनि खोमायाव गोग्लैबाय।
- फैसालि थारैनो बाथ्राया सैथो?
आंनि लोगोआ एसेबां गाज्रि?
बिदिब्ला गाज्रि लोगोजोँ गोरोबनानै
आंबोदि गाज्रि!
- अनसुला नोँ- थारैनो नङा।
हरथौबाय सना,
अनसुला जिउ आंनि।
फैदो- आं गोथारैनो दं।
- फैसालि!
नोँ- नोँ -नोँ- !

Exploring musical concepts
in the key of C aeolian, with some G mixolydian;
even some G Phrygian sometimes- dominant.
Naturally, there's also some blues scale licks.

Mostly in 4, but some parts are in 7;
others are in 5, while yet more are in 6
(which is arguably just 3, but I venture to argue all rhythms can be more easily conceptualized as combinations of 2s and 3s. Then, one may argue that it's all just 1s, but now it's just getting nit-picky.. think of it however works for you.)
There's even a groove in 27/16!
Who would do such a thing?

Then, it's also a bit of an experiment
when it comes to harmonic rhythm
(the rate at which key/chord/etc. changes happen)

All that **** east Indian music influence!

While I realize how little of that may make sense
unless One is to approach music fairly philosophically,
I implore thee to copy-paste the link below
to hear whatever it is I'm talking about.

Be warned, though: it's measures nearly 15 minutes long.

What can I say?
I tend to get a bit carried away...

For anyone who is so inclined:

https://soundcloud.com/apexparadigm/sets/sunrise

The solo road takes hold. I don't know where it goes, but where it goes I go.
A midnight’s drive under a sky full of clouds, blocking the moonlight.
Only the glimpse of a shimmering star guides my way, but to what I do not know.
A night of indifference, just going where this winding road takes me, but
I can barely see that shining star through clouds of hesitation.
The road is a one lane highway to a destination unknown
the fog is so dense it is like a layer of blankets used to hide the fears of a child in the dark.
At this point I wonder if it can hide my fears as well.
Do I even want to hide from these fears at all or should I stand up to the inevitable?
My engine’s sputtering, stalling, my car’s running out of gas and I feel like I just might crash.
I put my foot to the gas and hope that I wont fly through the glass and end up with my car smashed, because this car is my only way off this **** road in the first place.
I see no headlights coming my way even though I pray that one day I will see a light at the end of this godforsaken road but the day isn't today.
Some days I pray that I will lay on the road face down
with a trail of my essence turning the road red with release
but other days I carry on like it was my job to mindlessly keep both of my hands on the steering wheel and hope that at the end of this road, there’s an exit sign,
and that all I need’s a little more time.
Because night after night, my hands grip the wheel so hard my knuckles turn white as the fog that clouds my vision day after day.
My sighs echo down this ever growing street, every twist and turn feels like another reason
to unbuckle my seatbelt and open the door because
I’m going 85 in a 50 and I can’t even see my own headlights on the road
my vision is blurred and my mind is as foggy as the road I drive on.
Every now and again I wonder what the point is
I can barely remember the day I started driving, it was so long ago
and I pray for the day when I can wash this fog away in rain,
that I’ll find an exit and take it.

The solo road takes hold. I don't know where it goes, but where it goes I go.
A midnight’s drive under a sky full of clouds, blocking the moonlight.
Only the glimpse of a shimmering star guides my way, but to what I do not know.
A night of indifference, just going where this winding road takes me, but
I can barely see that shining star through clouds of hesitation.
The road is a one lane highway to a destination unknown
the fog is so dense it is like a layer of blankets used to hide the fears of a child in the dark.
At this point I wonder if it can hide my fears as well.
Do I even want to hide from these fears at all or should I stand up to the inevitable?
My engine’s sputtering, stalling, my car’s running out of gas and I feel like I just might crash.
I put my foot to the gas and hope that I wont fly through the glass and end up with my car smashed, because this car is my only way off this **** road in the first place.
I see no headlights coming my way even though I pray that one day I will see a light at the end of this godforsaken road but the day isn't today.
Some days I pray that I will lay on the road face down
with a trail of my essence turning the road red with release
but other days I carry on like it was my job to mindlessly keep both of my hands on the steering wheel and hope that at the end of this road, there’s an exit sign,
and that all I need’s a little more time.
Because night after night, my hands grip the wheel so hard my knuckles turn white as the fog that clouds my vision day after day.
My sighs echo down this ever growing street, every twist and turn feels like another reason
to unbuckle my seatbelt and open the door because
I’m going 85 in a 50 and I can’t even see my own headlights on the road
my vision is blurred and my mind is as foggy as the road I drive on.
Every now and again I wonder what the point is
I can barely remember the day I started driving, it was so long ago
and I pray for the day when I can wash this fog away in rain,
that I’ll find an exit and take it.