Aren't the media sincere?
Full of crocodile tears,
Do you trust them, my dears?
Patterns over the years,
Ghouls with body bags here,
Phony crocodile tears,
Really, really sincere,
Guess that's the media, dears!

Having a look
To me my
Refrain Pie
Duty and Fire
Feature water
Then cross light
There goes sky
Just show up
Chamber wire
Takes to mind
Winding hour
Doubt uncertain
Rainbow Curtain
Potamos Chamber
May be
Dust bowl
You heard
Murders' Love
Or Loves' ******
I saw it first
All alone
Then
On my own
Now

Bethanie,
She is an ocean
Deep, enchantingly blue and a whirlwind of waves.
A sea of vibrant coral to mimic the Autumn sunsets of summer she brightens your day
    - she is, the gush of salted air on a Saturday morning overlooking the horizon you see her in the colours of the waking sky, swirling and dancing in unison to the delicate crash of each wave she laps at your soul, a touch so delicate it resembles petals.

She is a rose,
Beautiful beyond metaphors and an elegant puzzle that would take a lifetime to figure out. Her kindness is enveloped in her pure actions, twisted like the vines of nature she changes in the alternating light that illuminates her laugh to trickle through life, healing even the deepest wounds.

She is a friend,
One so sincere and true in her own voice. A blessing in my life.

I want you to fall in love with me
Using words that i couldn't speak
I hope these letters create a bridge towards your heart
So you could feel what i feel

I love it when we catch each others glance
Then we secretly flash our smile to hide, the love that we want to show
Our eyes sparkled with anticipation
It is the hungry heart that wanted to be fulfilled

There are many times when i want to approach you
But your beauty seems like my greatest fear
Scared to be rejected
Or too afraid to be the one who'll take care of it someday

It takes so much courage to even write this
But in the name of love i'm willing to risk it
You are beautiful inside and out
The world deserves someone like you

Could i really love someone who i'm not in a relationship with?
I want you to be happy even when it's not with me
Be with someone who is more capable
My love is genuine but i'm not able to

I'm here at a distance
This is for you to understand
Cause i'm hoping for someone to love you like i do
I want you to fall in the hands of someone who knows love

We are all hungry hearts looking for their match
For someone to quench the thirst in our heart
To make us feel special
To make us feel that were meant to be

Don't ever wonder what i see when i look at you
Cause you are the one who deserve all the love in the world

Don't we all?

Wired like a loaded gun
Waiting for the morning sun
Hello! How are you today

And I wonder
My love
Should I take the sun from you
Put it in a box of darkness
Like setting

I spread the ashes of a love never in love
just a circle venn diagram make believe but not Peter Pan
And love
I love you so
I am the sun
And I shine for no one

So box of darkness
Here I come

Speckled star dust farm eggs
Fresh renewed self conviction
Moon born
Phasing through to a life
Without you

Hedonism blood pulse
Still sentimental soul
Selling out to the lone wolf
Sneaky fox

Flowers tainting memories
Hand holding cheek kissing nostalgia bliss
Don't think
Of the one you will miss

Just kiss
Supernova
Little sunhat at nighttime party
Don't don't listen to the lies you whisper to yourself
You are the one you'll miss
If you don't help yourself

Feast on sin and self-righteousness
Reincarnation is second chance
Listen to the hands with the carnations outstretched
Fellow stranger with star burnt eyes
caring for those self told lies

You cheat
yourself
with handholding cypress knees bending towards
neurons collapsing
into the one who
Binary stars you
Binary stares at you
Holds you in your sleep from far away
Dream meeting past life fleeting into the now
You answer to this highschool crush pop quiz invader of reality
Who questions what color to paint the moon
Never almost drowning
But who has only ever taken a life
that belonged to them alone
relating in fictional patterns of physics
Undeniable wavelengths
colliding crashing consoling
You knew from the first eyes
that seeds of doubt would sprout in what you mislead as love
And you ask
Why not?

Hello,
        today is not tomorrow.

I wonder if you're reading this right now
how I am truly sorry about the pain
we caused you out of our selfishness
but he keeps the air I'm breathing
I need it, so does he, cause I keep his
have you ever realize that his heart
is always mine to hold and not yours?
you should understand that I was just
taking back what is mine in the first place
I hope you can finally cope soon
because I've been in your shoes

I wonder what you're thinking right now
and
I'd love to know head to head from you

Stretch your hands forward and gaze beyond it's reach,
And then ask yourself what do you see?

Those many eyes surrounded by your presence speak,
but they are leaves followed by the winds that past by your will,
and their blockade will only seep through like cloth against water.

Does a lion faint or fear by the sound of any creatures it stumbles upon,
Let alone does a squeaky mouse not follow it's instinct to hide?

Not even Goliath can take your deeds,
nor can anyone stand by the front of your palm to dictate your will.

For your action is a will of your own, and your's alone,
For you have only the person in the mirror to resolve!