I haven't been completely honest
With myself
I lie to her all day long
She asks if I am alright
I nod and give a frail smile
Sure
You could consider me that
I think I would rather give it the name of "surviving"

As I wake in the morning
to find my favourite window
covered in mist
I then realise winter is here just, just

Its warm in my bed
Id rather rest my head
then face the cold of winter
as winter is just, just

I fear the cold of winter
trenching over my face
is it to late to long for summer
coz winter is here just, just

"Sometimes, there are questions that I have, That bother me", She says.
Where are these questions from?
Up above,
Or All Around us?
I already know what questions they are.
Or to be more precise, the type.
They are questions,
That only others
Have the answers to.
Questions,
That will change the way I
Interact
With
You and me
You and he
She and me.
Questions
That can only be answered
Not by the Genuine answer,
But only by LIES
Meant to satisfy
The Deluded Ones.

They like to hold us on a leash
and chain our eagle wings.
They tell us we're stuck
and that we're never getting out.
They hate our rebellious spirits
and spit on our self-ruling dreams.
But darling, we're the wild ones,
and one day, we will be free.

That pretty alphabet counts twenty-six                                                                   For us to make pretty words                                                                                     For our loved ones ...                                                                                                Our loved ones appreciate                                                                                         Our pretty words                                                                                                       We write for them ...                                                                                                  We write the best words and                                                                                    The lovely terms of love just                                                                                       To express our true love to them ...                                                                             Our love is always true and sincere                                                                      In its words and in its contents ...                                                                          As long as we have this pretty alphabet,then                                                     We can make as many lovely words                                                                    As we can ....

It's great and wonderful to go to your                                                                    Prayers on time ...                                                                                                    You are a good person .                                                                                         ____________________

Yes, these are my choices.
lately I've been choosing the wrong ones and there hurting me.
New friends I tell myself but to find friends where you fit in and are understood is to hard to think about.
smoking, drinking, pill snorting, all this to keep you off my mind.
Well you see I'm back to wanting to die and it's all because of me.
Back to the cutting and hiding my body.
these choices are killing me faster than life can **** me.

Verse 1: Light the night sky for we only live to die I'll  grab you by the hand keep you safe from the storm's eye. Wind blowing us every direction Just hold on (hold on) hold on (hold on). Light the night sky for we only live to die walls falling down around you and I the world is shaking underneath.

Verse 2: All we can do is run for our lives leave what you know behind come here with me. Come to change our lives falling down from the top flying up into the weather nothing gonna change for the better. Light the night sky I'll keep you safe and warm. Light the night sky I'll be there when you're torn.

Chorus x2: I've been the very lowest of the low, rising above all the obstacles.Losing loved ones baby, it ain't easy don't let me lose you nothing to release me. Through the fire and flames I reject the sorrow and the pain.

Verse 3: As I look to the clouds I hear their voices somehow never distant, never gone. Let me be that one you want watching over when I'm gone life ain't easy but for now, light the night sky spark the clouds for we all live to die somehow.

and if you are still the way you have always been, you're the lucky ones because most of us have taken ourselves apart down to the very molecules we are made up of and rearranged them to someone else's liking

and if you are still happy then you're the lucky ones, because most of us are so depressed we are willing to lather our stomachs in alcohol and burn our throats with smoke for fun, or to forget that person who made us feel like we were sitting in a haystack of needles, stabbing and wounding every inch of our skin

and if you still strive for your highest hopes and dreams, then you're the luckiest ones, because most of us settle for less, and only climb the ladder until we think we have reached the top

and if you're in love, you really are the luckiest of all, because we are all mostly bitter over those we have lost, thinking we are unable to find someone that will bring us the same happiness that the other person used to bring