Mistakes,
Heartaches,
Alone with a shot of liquor,
Wishing for the time to pass quicker.
Mistakes,
Heartaches,
Staring at a clock,
Hoping these thoughts I could block.
Mistakes,
Heartaches,
Watching hours tick by,
Trying to believe my own formulated lie.
Mistakes,
Heartaches,
I wonder what I did to deserve this,
Wondering what did I miss,
Or why I care so much for a single kiss.
Mistakes,
Heartaches,
Seems like it's been years since I here I sat,
With too many shots; head pounding, after that.
Mistakes,
Heartaches,
People tell me to get a grip,
Telling me my sanity's in a constant slip.
Mistakes,
Heartaches,
My friends want me sober,
I only wish it to be over.
Mistakes,
Heartaches,
I've gone through a lot,
Most of it smudged, more of a blot.
Mistakes,
Heartaches,
Stains on my conscience,
Tears in my heart,
Waiting for a single correspondence,
Before I rip myself apart.
Mistakes,
Heartaches,
Left me torn,
Alone to mourn.
Mistakes,
Heartaches,
Whose mistake am I,
And why are these tears leaking from my eyes?
Mistakes,
Heartaches,
I'm reaching for the next shot of liquor,
Wishing for the time to pass quicker.
©Crestfall