I remembered the first time we met.
You're wearing your army shirt.
You were holding your phone,
As i walk to you,
You held my waist as we came up the stairs.
And there i knew,
That you will never stay.
I still remember how you eat
The food i bought.
It's like you didn't ate for days.
How you gulp big ounces of water
And told me that water is important.
I still remember you
When i watch the film you love.
The story of a boy, left a girl
And had another chance to love again.
I remember you
When i read through the writings on my wall.
The night that i covered your eyes,
Preventing you to read all of it.
Because I'm too afraid that you might see
The world behind that wall.
I still remember you
As i play my black guitar.
I hated that guitar,
But you still played it
And sang a song for me.
I remember you when i tie my hair.
You used to tie back my hair,
Even though it was such a mess.
I remember you
To the refill of my clutch pencils.
How hard you tried to open it for me.
I still remember you,
The day you carried your basketball shoes
To your office.
And i patiently waited outside
As you talk to your friends.
I remember you whenever i see a coin.
When you told me
That you don't want me to get hurt again
While scraping the love mark on my neck
With a coin.
I remember when you called me on the phone and told me that you have bruises on your arm.
And you're too scared,
Because you thought a ghost did it.
I remember you in Sam smith's song;
Lay me down.
How you did your best
To reach those high notes.
And i know you're happy that day,
Because you made me laugh.
I remember you eating the burger i bought to you at the passenger seat of my car.
And you told me that you're a bit nervous
Because I'm the one who's driving.
And most of all,
I still remember how you held me
And kisses me so tenderly.
And to that kiss,
I can feel all your love.
And i remembered the day,
The last kiss we had.
The kiss that's telling me goodbye.
I will always remember you,
But i have to let this feeling fade away,
For me to forgive you.
There are still a lot of things that made me think of you. But these are the things I loved the most. If you ever find yourself on this page. I just wanted to tell you that I love you, and I'm sorry for everything. I hope you're doing great.
