I think we failed, sailed to no avail.
too far from where our tale began.
Well what was the plan again?  make it to a greener land
and walk hand in hand with the internet stuffed in a mannequin.  
and send them panicking, span across the whole globe challenging
what it truly means to be pointlessly rambling.

I’m no feart’ of dying here doing so.
"Haven’t you noticed no ones looking for us”

Each day when I think of the way you hurt me
when my heart wrenches in pain.
I think of what I did to deserve this
When u know that there was no other way.

I don’t know why u can hold my heart ransom
Crush it with unkind gesture of yours
When I loved you so truly and madly and
didn’t think even once of the loss

U see it is I who stand to loose from what you’ve done
Cause for me there can be no one
not after what you have done
The doors of my heart have closed forever
Never will these open again for anyone.

For you this was just an attempt to see if your charm worked
For me this was a soul shaker, the one that changed me forever.

I resisted every attempt of yours
For your eyes scorched me day and night
Still I bore down your charm
and stood my ground alright.

Our chemistry was in the air you see
We could never hide it from prying eyes
Any blind man could have told
they way we looked into each others eyes.

I fought and resisted you for long
And thought I was strong
Till that fateful day when
I decided I would have it my way

But fate would wish another way
For the day I decide to part
That was the very day I lost my heart.

Your fun and jokes and childish pranks
Your endless teasing had me in splits
You knew very well that
it was beginning to grow in you as well.
A strange feeling of falling head over heels.

We were one and we did not need those words
Until you started expecting me to cross my limits
Limits I had set long ago, and you knew
I would never never cross them for anyone.

What did you want me to say, say that I love you
I already did it a million times
Didn’t my eyes say it all.
You knew you felt it too.
But now, I don’t know what’s wrong with you.

I am done with the deciphering
I am done with your cold ways
I am done with your pushing me around
I am never going to stay that way

For all that could have been done is done and over
My Lord, my energy’s drained and u have run me over.

I wept and cried and wondered why I deserved this fate.
You see miscommunication is to blame that closed the gate

For I cannot reconcile the same heart that rent sweet words
were tossing me out cold and dry.

I could not let u go for you were the sweetest thing my eyes beheld,
and I did love u truly, but you’ll never understand.

Its over now..what a mess!
The only prayer that escapes my lips

May our paths never cross again!
For I cannot afford loose my heart again.

I have decided that i am not sad or happy
I am numb for every emotion
I do not feel sad or happy
I do not know what i am
I do not feel mad or horrible
I just feel confused and numb
I still laugh, but then why do i cry?

How do i have feelings
How do i feel again?
Am i dying?
It feels like it...

I JUST WANNA TELL YOU HOW BAD YOU ****** UP WHEN YOU DECIDED TO LET ME GO BECAUSE I GUARANTEE YOU WONT EVER FIND A GIRL THAT WOULD LOVE YOU AS MUCH AS I WOULD AND CARE FOR YOU AS MUCH AS I WOULD AND MAKE YOU FEEL GOOD AND TREAT YOU LIKE ROYALTY  THE WAY THAT I WOULD FOR YOU. YOU GAVE UP A GIRL THAT WOULD SACRIFICE ANYTHING TO BE YOURS BUT I KNOW YOU DONT GIVE A ****. ONE DAY A GUY WILL LOVE ME THE WAY I WANT TO LOVE YOU & WHEN YOU REALIZE HOW GOOD YOU HAD IT, ITS GONNA BE TO ******* LATE.

you're the only thing that keeps me sane the way your eyes stare down into mine oh god they make me realize everything will be okay & jesus ******* christ you're my reason yo keep breathing you're laugh is the reason why i'm still here in this ****** mad ******* world. I love  you  more then I hate myself and the way you look at me when you say I love you oh god that look could cure ******* cancer.

I just read a quote,
it may explain why I can be so snappy
especially to people I love most,
to people I envision as perfection,
you see 'some people are so broken,
they get mad at you for being whole.'

See s̶o̶m̶e̶t̶i̶m̶e̶s̶ it aches so much,
but you don't feel it.
S̶o̶m̶e̶t̶i̶m̶e̶s̶ I find everything so hard,
but you're the one gleaming with confidence.
I'll take my digs where I can.
you see 'some people are so broken,
they get mad at you for being whole.'

It's no excuse I know,
i'm not trying to feed guilt into your perfect soul.
I just wanted to you to see,
I wont realise what i'm doing till it's done,
I will always do it,
you see 'some people are so broken,
they get mad at you for being whole.'

Even my poetry is broken,
please don't write any,
I'll only get mad.

You make my face red
and put a frown on it
with every word you spit

I cannot stand you
you're a crack in a sidewalk
you never mattered anyways