At this time of year Winter's grip is left behind
In every corner little signs of Spring we find
Birds are pairing up, snowdrops brave the chill
Life in the earth begins to stir
And yes, I love you still
There's that place in my heart
Where I know you reside
But I'll ignore that gnawing feeling
All because I mean nothing
From time to time, when my wayward mind strays
The memory of your beautiful eyes stays
Your haunting eyes eats away at my soul
God my heart resembles a black hole
One more day away from you
and all I wish is to curl up and die
She lost her heart inside his soul..in the words his mind composed...inside the myriad memories of this emerald eyes...that shone with a light she had never know...a longing she thought was hers alone...
She loved him more than life itself..
But feared that even the shadow of her
scared, wounded heart would cast
an evil that could not be dispelled.
The proof of her love was in her eyes..she loved him each moment...knowing well that even the sight of him killed her a thousand times over...
She wanted the best for him...even if it meant being without her.
His future, his dreams meant more to her than that ache deep down to see him behold her with a longing she saw in his eyes alone....none ever looked at her like that...ever
Lust was all she got....disgust if at all.
He made her feel beautiful, feel complete..seem ageless...almost magically as if his love alone could transform her demons into ashes....
He was all she ever wanted..hoped for..he was the answer to her aching heart!
She loved him like she would die every day just to be held in his transcendental embrace...
But then she ran away...frightened at the plethora of emotions that coursed through her hopeless body..afraid of her own shadow...afraid of what it meant...a reality she couldn't dream of..cudnt imagine..
worlds colliding.. hopes shattering...
she dare not love again...she dare not love again..she promised herself.."Not this time...not again"
The sun stole the daylight from her eyes
He blinded her to reality
Drove her to insanity
His brilliance was meant to protect
To heal to cure
To banish ills
To drive out demons that roamed the earth
The Sun in all his glory
Did that to her?
Blinded by his sheer magnificence
She stumbled in to darkness,
His was a light so bright
That it left her without sight
Is it so ? They mocked her!
Is it so, she asked herself
Can something that is meant to protect
Also take your life?
or drive you blind?
Who would believe her?
Who could she take her plea to?
They'd call her insane
And counter blame.
You are stupid! They'd say
To play with fire
To fly too close to the sun
Which fool did inspire?
So she went back into her cocoon
Her shelter, never to return, never to falter
She was scathed, her soul a cinder
Her heart a hole, her mind a blender.