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Monika Oct 2015
you bind me when you say
you want to spend your life with me
not a day or two
so i stay, i stay

you leave the door open for me to walk free
everyday
because you say
the times are not good, the time is not right

meanwhile i'm stuck in the air
waiting to fall
and you're out there
am i being restless to hear your final call

feeling guilty as hell
when you ask what you gotta do to make me believe
how do i tell
it's not what i need

for all I need is _
a word of reassurance when i'm low
to see you smiling
when you see me

i'm trying to take it slow ,
so i stay
for as long as i can endure
the apathy you show

And all you do
is avert your gaze
lower your eyes and walk away
because you say the time's not right

and i'm trying desperately
to end this plight
to call it a day
AND I APOLOGIZE FOR BEING TOO IMPATIENT

for all i ask is a word from you
once a day
if it's too much to ask, I'M SORRY
I cannot stay
Hey, spill out my mouth
I can feel the waves
the pressure could break this dam down

No wait for the feeling anymore
A flood is coming through
overcoming two
to wash out all the war

Contemplation, learn to let it go
Stop expecting some kind of reciprocal
act on selflessness hear the angels cry
Seek no longer, one becomes the miracle

You cannot give it away and fake it
I'll be the first one to say, we're all guilty
Of loving ourselves before the rest, please say nothing
It's something we all have to address before death
May seem to drive us crazy, but everything will be alright
This path may lead to breaking, you're false identity

Can you break, can you break , can you break,
can you break free from these chains
A song yet to be....
Vanessa Escopin Sep 2015
I know I’m not a good daughter. Little mistake I made, scolded. But it’s just not me who’s bad in here. I obey everything what they say. Yeah I sometimes disobey. I’m hurt unexpectedly and unconsciously. It feels like they don’t love me. They hate me every time I did wrong. Like I did a big mistake. I don’t lie. I say what I know, when someone asks. I know I lie, but I my lies are just little and plain. No one will hurt when I lie, I assure that always. Cause I don’t want to hurt someone. I am guilty of being guilty.
The Whisper Aug 2015
Man is not the devil
because he keeps secrets.

The sin merely lies
in the secret itself.
I feel pity for the one
Who hurts and sleeps soundly

                                                      ­            I feel pity for the one
                                                             ­     Who loves foolishly and gets broken

I feel pity for the one
Who believes himself worthless

                                                    ­              I feel pity for the one
                                                             ­     Who 'shunned' for unique ideas; gives up

I feel pity for the one
Who plays with the hearts of others

                                                         ­         I feel pity for the one
                                                             ­     Who scared of getting hurt doesn't try

I feel pity for the one
Who lives life plagued with regrets

                                                               ­         I feel pity for the one
                                                             ­           Who appreciates not what he has

I feel pity for the one
Who can't let go and move on

                                                            ­  I feel pity for the one
                                                             ­ Who can't sort out his priorities

And I feel pity for you and I
For we are all  guilty of these charges
celey Jul 2015
why not laugh so loud when you can?
why not drink like you've not only got one kidney, since that is the truth?
why not inhale and exhale toxins like it's an actual hobby, if  it'll give you relief?
why not smile as big and bright as you're feeling?
why not do whatever the heck makes you happy and not give a rat's *** about what anyone has to say about it?
because that's how this society was raised.
we were raised to care about our image.
we were raised to do the things we love,
but always always
not the way we want to.
now we've grown up
to be wrong
to be guilty of pleasure
to be ignorant
judgmental
imbeciles
more so than the other generations
but that's only the bad
there are still the beautiful parts
about us
like how we can be united still
how we're all different
how shameless we can get
and how utterly alive we act
only the ugly part of us
is how sometimes
that's just what it is
an act
Kristin Kepner Jul 2015
To blame someone with something
you couldn't find in your self.
sanch kay Jul 2015
no one really forgets
what hands look like
dripping in red.
harry coool Jun 2015
i dont know where my life is going,
i dont know where i am going,
but i know where i am...
but i dont like being here...
i want to go somewhere...
somewhere far away from here..
i find myself stuck here,
i think to find way out of here.
i think, think and keep thinking,
but what shall i do rather thinking.
i try to work hard...
i even fail to try hard...
i feel so weak,
i feel a gap,
i am missing something,
is that i need something?
if that something is someone,
then is she that someone?
then why i lied to her,
not once, many times.
why i said no to her,
not once, twice twice,
Not to one,
to the two.
Because i really didnt knew,
that what i wanted, needed?
But thought  she dint needed me,
she deserved the better!!!
i wanted to be that better...
not for her,for me...
for those who love me...
i want everyone to love me...
i want to be a big man,
a healthy wealthy rich man...
a hero, a love of all.
but dont know what to do...
to be free n move out of here...
i am stuck somewhere,
i wanna be out of here.
How to go, go out of here,
to that dreamworld,
where i want to be...
but i somehow feel that
i am not good at anything,
like i am not good at poetry.
i have written this poem as i just wanted to express something out my heart and dipressed mind.
this is the time when i realise that i am worth nothing...i have wasted my life... college is about to end and i dont know that what to do now...even i dont know what should i try for...
i failed at about all phases of life...

i am still single as always i was...and now jobless and aimless...looking for that ray of light to start all over again...
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