I have been trying for so long
To sing you the right song,
To show you something different everyday.
So you hear what I have to say!
(Like puzzle pieces)
And now we're here at a standstill,
I wonder if you feel
The kind of pain that rips your insides out,
That's something I know all about,
Shocking, ain't it?
Is it because I can't be her?
Keep making mistakes,
Making me hurt,
Fix me won't you?
Is it because I can't be HEARD?
You make me awake,
And make me hurt,
Fix me won't you?
(I can't fix you)
I can feel my heart breaking,
Mistakes we've been making
I'm running out of patience to pretend,
This ain't how I'm suppose to end,
My feeling fading.
You are not mourning your loss here,
And that's grinding my gears
So inhumane lose my self control?
Wish that you'd try to make me whole.
I'm done explaining.
This is what happens when you leave it to somebody else,
If you want it done right you should just do it yourself,
I oversaturate my world by being a machine.
On the outside I may seem happy
But I'm dead inside, naturally.
We have a lot more in common
Than you would be calm with
It's like we're the same person, me and you
We both don't know what we can do.
Fun Fact: ALL my poems are actually song that just call them poems (can't wait to make them into music vids) :D