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Lyssa Dec 2019
I'm done with this,
It's all the same.
Just one big mess.

Life is a game.
And it's impossible.
I've tried to tame,
But I'm just not able.

They say spill the tea.
Guess what?
It's all about me.
Sorry, for being depressed,
But I gotta say, I'm blessed.

I'm sorry for living,
Just **** me.
It's my fault for existing.

Death, death, death.
Once again,
My fault.
I wish this would be my last breath.

When It's time to be free.
I'll smile in glee.
Gg, life, gg.
I give up, lol.
Lyssa Dec 2019
I've got nothing for this life.
I'm going insane.
Maybe I should use the knife.

D- Death.

If you smile and say your okay, they'll believe you.
Take my word.
It'll grow on you too.

I- Is.


I swear I'm okay.
I'll beam in your face,
Just like a ray of light.

E- Extraordinary.


It's all in act.
I swear it isn't.
I'll even sign a pact.


I'll be that guy, who always..
Lies, lies, lies..

Bye-Bye, wonderful beings who don't give a ***** for others.
Idk what I made.
Mitch Prax Nov 2019
She said she
was empty.
I still thought she
was everything.
Mitch Prax Nov 2019
All of her words
were as empty as her
bottle of gin.
All he could do
was love her.
Amanda Kay Burke Nov 2019
I have been in places worse
Where I could not see the light
It was different I swear
Than how I feel tonight
This is not pain in my smile
It is something I can't name
Every time I sigh I know
I am the one to blame
Another oldie
PS Nov 2019
Seasons later, I started chasing your ghost because

Even if you had burned me from the inside like how people say

I miss the warmth that it provided to subside the cold.

The only warmth I feel now are the rolling tears

They travel down my cheeks in the name of you.

But they dry up too

I miss your smile, your voice and I miss your eyes

But mostly I miss your lies

Because they made me smile

I wonder why haven't you spoken a word, it's been a while.

It's so not like you to be quiet

I yelled, "Move those lips, tell me something even if it's one of your lies!"

Then it hit me you're only a hallucination

******! How I wish it was your reincarnation.

At the thought of that I cried upon your grave

And begged you to come back as seasons change.

~AllTheLovePS
Mitch Prax Nov 2019
Ugly thoughts
and ugly habits
on a Wednesday night.
I’m out of *** and
have an early start tomorrow.
It's just me, my pen and
these thoughts now.  
****...
PS Nov 2019
I am tired of the fake smiles, the unreal laughs that followed the hoaxers.

Even the fictional chuckles,
That joined the audience after every heckle.

What can I do to not think about it?
When all I do is day dream about our hits.

Be it the home run you made,
Or my favourite CD collections we played.

Be it your heated hands on my body,
Or my ***** eyes that also held you under my moans' custody.

How could I move on when this was all in my head?
When I had forgotten the learnings of how to move ahead.

No one was there to collect my tears on their shoulder,
But everyone to call me a hypocrite and act as a beholder.

Wish they knew how much I needed advice,
Otherwise, I would probably fly towards paradise.

I wish I could treat my heart the same way I treated others',
Applying therapy of famous psychologists merged.

Fight anxiety, fight depression,
How could I when it became my only obsession?

~AllTheLovePS
Something I had written years ago.
Mitch Prax Nov 2019
You're so far away.
Are you even listening
To these words I
write for you?
Oh, so far away,
these messages in a bottle
are surely lost at sea.
Are you even out there?
I'm still lost and
alone and I
need you.
Mitch Prax Nov 2019
All too often can I
count with one hand,
the number of those
who care to ask-
"How are you?"
And much lesser of those
who honestly want to
hear my answer.
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