We used to stay up 'till 12 to communicate
Sacrifices were made to be together
There was no need to elaborate
Our common endeavour

Love was sleek
Love was tangible
It was never like hide and seek
Where we couldn't see each other anymore

My hugs satisfied you
Your touch satisfied me
I was in front of the que
Of being in the heart I wanted to be

A stray eye
Was never unintended

Swerving in, I re-enter
A roundabout conversation
Driving mindless words
You make me flushed
It gives me a rush
As all of our cars
Scramble out of our garages
Directionless.

Therapist: How are you feeling?

My answer: Currently experiencing hell on earth.
                      But nothing major, just a slight reaction
                      to the misery my thoughts
                      are dragging me though.

Therapist: That must be hard

I crave for things unknown;
Tell me your story, I see your soul.
Once upon your tragedy or possibly your dreams,
Find me gazing intently at your given everything.
The intimacy of conversation;
Exchange these words with me.
Sit beside my person as we explore the galaxy.
Perhaps then I could learn from you,
Perhaps then teach you being new.
Would you mind getting lost with me
Where our hearts connected too?

I've lived forever in eternity,
I wish to know all to be known,
Time begets sincerity,
Sate my curiosity so.

Nakakalungkot isipin,
na sa hulng pagkakataon ng buhay ko nais ko lamang iparinig sayo ang kaisa isang daing ng buhay ko.
ang salitang mahal kita.

Ang tagal kong pinag isipan kung papakawalan ko ba
o hahayaan ko na lang lumipas pa ang mga araw
oo, ang mga araw na naging linggo ngunit ayoko kong maging buwan para patagalin at di na muling sabihin pa.

oo mahal pa rin kita
kahit alam kong hindi na tama
kahit alam kong hanggang dito na lang at wala ng patutunguhan pa.

oo mahal pa rin kita,
at mahal na mahal ka nya

oo mahal kita,
pero alam kong dapat tama na

hanggang isang araw nagising ako,
wala na nga.

wala na akong maramdaman pa,
sayo,
sa paligid ko,
sa mundo ko

nakalimutan ko
lahat ng ito ikaw lang bumubuo.

sabi ko,
patas pa ba ako?
sayo
sa sarili ko

kasi iniisip ko, mahal na mahal parin kita kahit iba na ang ritmo ko.
pero sabi ko sa sarili ko,

hindi ako bibitaw kasi minahal kita ng husto.

pero hindi pala,
nung araw na sinabi kong mahal kita,

dun ko napagtanto.

pareho na tayo,

sa tagal ng pagsasama natin dalawang beses tayo nagkasundo.

una, ang pinili nating mahalin ang isat isa
pangalawa, ay ang piliin nating huwag saktan ang isat isa

kasi nung iniwan mo ako sa gitna ng usapan natin kanina
dun ko napagtanto.

hindi na pala natin mahal ang isat-isa.

I liked us better
When we didn't speak
When our hate was silent
And I could hate in peace
Now words sprout from your lips
Like mold and dicease
Call it my fault for asking
How have you been?