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Nik Jul 2016
Almost, maybe- not quite there.
Sometimes, never,
Never always.
Yo-yo, back and forth.
Not quiet steady.

Goodbye my almost lover.
I am so tired of games
George Anthony Jul 2016
you said you liked the way i made you feel,
said you've never felt happier than when you're with me

i said i liked the idea of you being home,
i said you could be the one that might make me fall
everything was so much easier back then
Nik Jul 2016
Where has my creativity gone?
Sometimes I think I can taste it in the back of my throat, typing out all the words I should have said on my tongue.
Sometimes I can hear it in my head, making of mockery of who I am and what I've done.

My creativity has been stolen.

Wanted: The creativity of a lost and disturb 17 year old.

Please return it ASAP, I'm sort of lost without it.
Maybe I'm better off without you
Nik Jun 2016
i don't have any poetry left within me to continue to write about my pain
i have too much embarrassment left within me to constantly throw my issues into poetry for the world to see

my heart hurts
it yearns for love

love you may never be able to provide
if you don't have enough love within you to continue to give to me

i understand

but i just hope you have enough integrity left within you
to tell me
they say love is complicated.
no,
people do make love more complicated
R M Jun 2016
Don't say you love me.
I have a hard time
accepting those words.
Like they are foreign and
do not translate into my
native tongue.

Don't look at me
with such kind eyes.
It burns my skin and
overheats me.
Like sun rays on
newly exposed flesh.

Don't hold me so tenderly.
My body can't handle
the pain of your gentleness.
It has been conditioned
to the harshness of humanity
And may break apart if
handled any other way.

Don't leave me.
I know I am difficult,
closed off and crazy.
Truly a complicated puzzle
to piece together.
But I promise I am
worth it.
Nik Jun 2016
it was like a car accident- falling in love with you.
painful and unintentional.
i want reparations.
Nik Jun 2016
I find that I miss you more at 11:07
on a Monday morning
speaking of your beauty to people who only know you by a name and a face
people who do not know your depth
the true beauty I speak of
than I missed you at 4:34 am
last Tuesday morning
vowing to never write another poem about you
on a notepad that knows all of our ***** secrets
m i a Jun 2016
don't add me into your life,
just to subtract me out, alright?
please don't divide my heart in half,
just to walk away and laugh,
don't try to solve me like an algebraic equation,
unless you're patient,
if not,
you might as well give up and go on vacation,
i'm too complicated,
you can go and ask all the past guys i've dated,
you may be smart math boy,
but trust me,
i'm smarter than all of your other toys.
this was fun to write, i was supposed to be studying for math but came up with this instead.
Spooky Babe Jun 2016
Is this it? Is this where it all ends?
Funny, I thought I'd never see the day
Where I'm too afraid to even hit "send"
I wish we could stop and hit replay

I remember how it used to be
Beautiful, magical, innocent and pure
I'd even sneak out for us to meet
Now you've changed the locks on your door

I know long distance isn't easy
But we made a pact to stay strong
I guess you've forgotten that quickly
I guess my heart was wrong

I know our love could be everything
And more if you only just remember
That I'm still here and hurting
Still counting down until December

I want to finally seal the deal
And soon move away to you
Without you this can't be real
So will you be there if I do?
June 6, 2016 1:45pm
For the ******* I'm inlove with
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