Oh Chai, you cleanse this soul. Your warmth rushes through this body on the way to this frozen heart. So sweet you are, I need you every night. Oh Chai, it's you that makes me feel alright.
Sometimes you just have to let the anger, the darkness, the sadness and chaos go. Sometimes all you can do is yield these feelings to the past and try to not look back.
Second choice? You? Are you crazy? Are you blind? Look in the mirror and tell me a fool who would take that as his second choice. Yes, tell me the fool who would cherish that heart of yours a mere second to that of another. I want to know this fool, so I can take pity on his misguided soul. Second choice- spare me!
Most people are temporary. Some of them can help you along your path or even guide you on a new path while others can get you lost or even put you down a dangerous path.
The truth will set you free no matter how frightening it may be to shed the ignorance we have found comfort in. Some people may run and hide from it, others even fight it, but the more you seek truth, the easier it will be to make that peace.
There are some people you can know a lifetime and still not relate to just as there are strangers who you can relate to as if having known them a lifetime.
The mere act of thinking about you takes me to the cosmos and beyond, that is why I love to write you, all of you, my inspiration and absolute devotion.
Don't let me close my eyes- wake me if I do, even if I am dreaming because no dream can compare to the one I lay beside. I want to dream of you with eyes wide open.
Sometimes I need my solitude when the battery gets low, when the voices are too loud and when I feel the weight of the world upon my shoulders. We all have our ways of recharging whether it be in shadows or in light.
The last time I saw you, it did not feel the same. I could feel it straight away- you had changed and had already closed the door to what we once were. And alongside me, you left your innocence and who you used to be.
Why is it so hard to let go of those who hurt us the most? Is it because they were once the source of happiness and everything nice? Are we still clinging onto the hopes that it will go back to the way it was?
I have now realized that there is no place in this world for me without you. There is no star where you do not twinkle nor sunflower where you do not blossom. Indeed, I will always carry you with me no matter where I go, and no matter the time.
Sometimes I wake and remember you like a sunflower remembers the sun on a stormy night. Indeed, your sunlight blessed the garden of my soul and left life and joy in its wake. The warmth of your touch, the illumination of your smile blooms a thousand sunflowers that make up this soul.
These memories blanket me like the cosmos above- countless worlds I will never experience. The stars above sparkle like the unsaid words and our broken promises- out of reach yet oh so beautiful.
My soul's melody can still be played but it is missing your voice. It is still pleasant to listen to but without your harmony, I will forever sing alone.
The Earth can only contain so much before it bursts open from its volcanoes and geysers, as can a star when it goes supernova. What chance do you have of holding it all in?
My heart calls to you, it needs you more than blood. It longs for your smile, for your stories and all of your being. You are my sun, and from this Earth I long for you. So hear this heart calling, and come back into my arms.
Knowing that you are loved is what keeps this heart beating. I hope you know just how cherished you are and how many smiles you bring to so many people. I think I speak for everyone when I say what a difference you have made in so many lives and that we will be forever grateful.
I still believe there is a little piece of love that flickers in the centre of your heart- Like an ember struggling to breathe in the heart of a stormy night.
Do you not know that you are mine, and I am yours? That your dreams are mine, and that our hearts beat as one? We may be separated but never apart for we are one in blood, one in soul. Everywhere you go, I go too, We breathe the same air.
A strong name for a majestic sort of goddess that I had the luck of meeting. She sang her song- one of which captured my heart and one of which we can both rejoice.
It may not seem like it, but no one, not one person, has their life 100% together. Everyone has their struggles and everyone shows it in different ways.