IT'S THE INTOXICATING WAY
YOU DIDN'T CARE OR NEVER
WILL CARE ABOUT ME AND
MY PROBLEMS. IT'S THE WAY
YOU USED TO BREATHE MY
NAME IN THE DARKNESS
WHEN YOU THOUGHT I
COULDN'T HEAR. IT'S THE WAY
YOU DENIED BEING THE TINIEST
BIT ATTACHED TO ME EVEN
THOUGH BOTH YOU AND I
KNEW YOU WERE. BUT MOST
OF ALL, IT'S THE WAY YOU
LEFT ME, A SOBBING MESS ON
THE FLOOR, WITH YOUR NAME
AS A LAST BREATH ON MY
SWOLLEN LIPS.

HE GRABBED HER FACE AND
PULLED HER IN LIKE SHE WAS
HIS ONLY REMAINING SOURCE
OF LIVING, LIKE SHE WAS THE
GRAVITY KEEPING HIM ON EARTH

SOME PEOPLE COME INTO
YOUR LIFE AND LEAVE
WITHOUT MAKING A DIFFERENCE.
BUT YOU, OH YOU AND YOUR
DIMPLES SMILE LEFT AN
IMPRINT ON MY BLACKENED
SOUL. EVEN IF YOU LEAVE,
I WILL REMEMBER EACH AND
EVERY CONVERSATION WE HAD.
I WILL LOOK BACK AT THEM
AND SMILE. BECAUSE THAT'S
WHAT YOU DO BEST,
MAKING ME SMILE.
WHETHER YOU ARE HERE
OR NOT

IM SITTING ALONE IN THE DARK
AND EVERYTHING HURTS
BECAUSE EVEN MY OWN HEARTBEAT
IS WHISPERING YOUR NAME

OH BUT YOU'RE SO *******
OUT OF REACH AND I WILL
NEVER BE GOOD ENOUGH
FOR SUCH A BEAUTIFUL ANGEL
LIKE YOU. BECAYSE THAT'S
WHAT YOU ARE TO ME,
AN ANGEL THAT LIGHTS UP
THE DARKNESS
CLOUDING MY SOUL.
AND GOD, I LOVE YOU MORE
THAN THIS ****** UP MESS
OF WORDS WILL EVER
BE ABLE TO DESCRIBE.

THE ROOM IS BURNING
UP IN FLAMES AND I
DON'T EVEN CARE
BECAUSE NO FIRE IS HOT
ENOUGH TO MELT THE
ICE COVERING MY
FROZEN BONES

MAYBE IT'S BETTER FOR ME TO LEAVE
BEFORE YOU DECIDE TO

SOMETIMES I WONDER WHAT
WOULD'VE HAPPENED IF I HAD
SPOKEN MY MIND, WHAT
WOULD'VE HAPPENED IF YOU
DIDN'T LEAVE. BUT MOST OF ALL
I WONDER WHAT WOULD'VE
HAPPENED IF I WAS THE LAST
THING ON YOUR MIND BEFORE
YOU TOOK THAT LEAP INTO THE
NEVER ENDING DARKNESS.
WOULD YOU HAVE STAYED?

I'M STARING AT MY PHONE WITH
HAPPINESS GLISTENING IN MY
EYES JUST BECAUSE YOU
DECIDED TO TALK TO ME

IT HURTS BECAUSE
I DON'T EVEN KNOW
WHERE IT WENT WRONG,
WHEN YOU DECIDED
I WASN'T WORTH IT ANYMORE

DO YOU EVER LIE DOWN IN BED
AND STARE AT THE WALL,
WAITING FOR SOMETHING TO HAPPEN?
ONLY TO BE LET DOWN
AGAIN, BECAUSE WHO WANTS TO
WASTE THEIR TIME TRYING TO
MAKE THE BROKEN GIRL SMILE?
NOBODY DOES. JUST LIKE SHE DIDN'T
EVEN TRY TO MAKE HERSELF
SMILE ANYMORE

I DON'T WANT YOU TO EVER
LEAVE ME BUT KNOWING THAT
YOU WILL IS LIKE KNOWING
THAT THE BEATING HEART
IN MY CHEST WILL
STOP BEATING

IT ***** BECAUSE I'M HERE
AND YOU'RE THERE AND THE
DISTANCE SEPERATING OUR
MINDS AND BODIES IS SLOWLY
TEARING ME APART

I JUST FEEL THIS WARMTH
WHEN TALKING TO HIM
LAUGHTER FINDS ITS WAY
TO MY LIPS
AND FILLS ME UP WITH
COMPLETE AND UTTER JOY
JUST LIKE HE DOES
WITHOUT EVEN TRYING