pen,
paper,
late night,
crumpled.

coffee,
sip,
think,
draft.

writer's block
because of you.
overthinking
drown her.

naalala ko pa lahat,
lahat ng ating pinagsamahan,
pinagsamahan mula hirap at saya,
saya na hindi ko inakala,
inakala na magtatagal,
magtatagal ngunit sakit ang naging dulo.

ikaw, naalala mo pa ba lahat?
lahat ng mga alala,
alalang alam ko unti-unti mo ng nilimot,
nilimot kahit ako,
ako na sinakripisyo lahat pero ako pa rin ang mali.

saan nga ba ako nagkulang mahal?
mahal, namimiss ko na ang iyong mga yakap,
yakap **** kay higpit na ayaw akong bitawan,
ngunit dumating ang aking kinakatakutan,
kinakatakutang iwan ako at iyon ang iyong ginawa.

I miss you,
I miss your hugs,
I miss how you play with my hair
I miss how I am drowned in your kisses.
I don't know why
but it seems that you already forgotten me,
I miss you love,
I'm always here for you.
Your kisses,
Your smile,
Your laughter,
I miss them.
But I miss you the most.
If you ever read this,
Please message me.
Love, I love you.

as I look into your eyes,
I can see an intense desire,
unconsciously you bite your lips,
oh I wanna taste them.
I hate this feeling,
and you come near me,
you lift my chin,
and kissed me intensely.


I pushed you away.




I am not yet ready to play with fire.

time flies so fast
I can still remember the day we met
your eyes that full of passion
how your lips curved in smile
how I love everything in you.
as the time passes by
as the wind blew
everything has changed
from sweet to bitter,
from lovers to strangers,
and just like oil and water,
we can never be together.
those memories so hard to forget,
and here I am longing to be with you again,
I know we will never be together again,
and that's the bruises you left.





scars of yesterdays will never be forgotten.

I was there when you need someone. I was there when your world is so dark. I was there yet you still chose her. Why? What's wrong with me? Am I not enough?

I don't understand why destiny allowed some people to meet when there's no way for them to be together.