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carololololo Oct 2014
It's almost midnight
It's been so long
Since I've seen the light
The light of joy
The light of no care
Please come back light
This is not fair
I sit in the darkness
Regretting the past
I sit here and stare
At the time that passes me
Fast
I can't keep up
It's just not possible
I think it's unfair
But I know I am responsible
Responsible for the things I've done wrong
For the people I've hurt
The people I've pushed away
the darkness surrounds me
I think it's here to stay
i am so very tired
I am all on my own
And now i know the feeling
of being alone
carololololo Feb 2015
den blodrøde neglelak
stryges henover
de nyvaskede lagner
i håb om at finde
noget værdifuldt
til samlingen
af ødelagte knogler
og forvrængte haleben
længslen øges
efter de mange tilsidesatte vittigheder
der tilhører glemmekassen
men alligevel dukker op
fra underbevisthedens pulterkammer
så sart det føles efter en
gennemruskende
kæbedroppende
uforsigtig
maskinevask
lagnet så sart på ydresiden
men så skrøbelig
at selv den blodrøde neglelak
gennemborer
den ellers så perfekte facade
ligegyldigheden er ikke længere
en fiktiv indbildning
men den mest logiske konstatering
trods den ellers så gennemførte
maskinevask
ses resterne af den giftige sæbe
som en sygdomsspredende plamage
der nu har overtaget
de hvide lagner
carololololo Nov 2014
den mørke tid kommer os i møde
den møder os ikke med glæde og kram
nej
den møder dig ikke lige så varmt som da du
mødte ham
nej
den kommer med kulde
med blæst og uhygge
ingen kan føle sig trygge
nej
vi gemmer os
under facader
under smil og under grin
og endnu en gang forsøges
mørket at druknes med
den billige vin

*c.t
carololololo Nov 2014
en flok af engle
der danser i mine drømme
rammer min næsetip
med deres tryllestøv
bevæger mig over imod
den uimodståelige
regnbue
der fortæller mig
at om lidt
vil jeg krydse den
finde guld
og vågne op

*c.t
carololololo Jan 2015
it's just empty words
empty words filling up the room
empty words breaking through
the walls of silence
the meaning of words
you know does not
exist
because the empty words
are words being said
when the friendship
lost its grace
and is dead
carololololo Dec 2014
hurtigt
dog diskret
får jeg kigget på ham
et glimt af utilpashed
og varme
stryger igennem hans ansigt
genertheden strømmer op i mig
føles som en bølge af sommerfugle
der ikke kan vente
med at slå deres vinger ud
kigger ham igen i øjnene
og åbner dørens til hans sjæl
kan se igennem ham nu
kan se at han føler det samme
som mig
men alligevel
løber jeg væk
gemmer mig
hurtigt
dog diskret
carololololo Oct 2014
Jeg sidder med min varme kaffe
Og kigger ud af vinduet
Der er ingen hjemme
Ikke en stemme
Jeg ligger mig ned under dynen
Her føler jeg mig tryg
Dynen føles som et varmt kram
Mod min bare ryg
Jeg lukker øjnene og nyder lyden
Af regnen mod mit vindue
Rejser mig aldrig igen
Dette er mit lykkested
Ingen bekymringer
Ingen forpligtelser
Kun mig
Regnen
Og min varme kaffe
carololololo Sep 2014
I'm a lonely soul
Walking lonely miles
In a lonely town
Not just for a while
I've been walking for long
Even when I thought It stopped
Even when I thought the loneliness was gone
It was still there
It was still alive
deep inside
Not just for a while
I can't get rid of it
Even when people surround me
I can't make it disappear
Even though I try so hard
It's a part of me
A part of my soul
The loneliness
Will remain until I get I old
Because maybe then I find the peace
Maybe then my soul will be free
carololololo Sep 2014
People that are fake
care about your opinion
every minute they're awake
they talk down to you
try to make you the bate
no i don't care if you hate me
for gods sake
they can see that you're strong
that they cannot take
i kind of feel sorry
for the people that are fake
carololololo Sep 2014
Some day I'll be something huge
Something bigger than you
Some day you will see
That my acts and what I do
Will make me the person
You and your kids
Will look up too
carololololo Sep 2014
Sometimes I feel depressed and exhausted
Not because it's been a hard day
Or because something is bothering me
No, most of the time I don't know the reason
Most of the time there's no reason
It's like when I feel something it seems so superficial
It's like it's not real
I can't feel it in my stomach
It's like there's a seal
It blocks all emotions
Even the good ones
It's like I'm emotionless
Where's the excitement
The nervous reck that ones was there
Am I too relaxed
Why am I scared
Where are all the answers to my questions
Answer me, please
Answer me
carololololo Nov 2014
det er bare tomme ord
tomme ord der fylder rummet
tomme ord der bryder igennem
stilhedens tykke vægge
ord man ved hvis betydning
ikke eksistere
fordi de tomme ord
er ord der bliver sagt
når venskabet allerede har mistet
dets ynde og pragt

*c.t
carololololo Nov 2014
troværdigheden
forestillingen om hvad der er ægte
forsvinder så stille
når du tager et kig i personens tomme øjne
et blik der viser dig
at alt hvad du havde drømt om
og troet på
stille og roligt er forsvundet
ud i intetheden
og det eneste du står tilbage med
er den nøgne sandhed
og dine beskidte hænder

*c.t
Why
carololololo Sep 2014
Why
Why are everyone so depressed
So down
So stressed
Why are everyone so uptight
About everything
About their life
They turn everything into a problem
Even though it's easy to solve 'em
Why are everyone so obsessed
With being perfect
With finding success
Why can't we just live in a world
Where we all are happy
Where you don't need diamonds and pearls
To find your path
They way you should go
Why aren't you happy
I'll never know

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